» May Peace Be Upon To You she confessd tt she's afraid of herself.. reason:she observe n ADMIRE gerls. serious shit. n i go.. 'whaaaaat? u serious?' den she said...''yaaaa...'' well.. i told her its normal.. but i think she hs diff feelin bout it.. s in deeper.? ya. she observe..like frm the way the gurl walk. the way she talk. the way she laugh. ws told tt the gurl lookd preety even though she didnt laugh. u noe things like tt. ma frn..tudong gurl.. n the gurl she admire..tudong gurl oso. *tiao* kk.. today.(yesterday) project suck big time.. u la noe attitude ppl ard.(sry uh)--*thinkin* y m i apologising.?! den end up 1 of ma grp mmbrs cried.. nana,she cried..tooo pissed. hah. i cntrl.. i regretd telling her tt im pissed wif 1 of em. den she end up gettin pissed.den tt gurl adds on u noe. (which means i didnt create the whole thing) tts hw she startd cryin.after thn for sooooo long. so.. basically.today/yesterday ws like sacarsm for 2 an a half hrs.? wtf kns.? she hates us..i cn actually feel it u noe. she hates mly gurls.(ma n nana) oh well.i don giv a damn.unless she start it. n u noe i wil..*hehe* (fad la sey!) she jz dont appreciate wad ppl did tau! she'll screw u up even though things done ws wad she wantd.! I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND GURLS which reminds me.. tt day.(Last wk?) ma-used-to-b-fav-cousin ask for ma num. n i gt the shock of ma life.. her voice sound freaking soft n lmbt.like pmpn abes uh. den when she gt down,i ask mum. 'mak.suarer kakak cm pmpn abes eh.?' guess wad ma mum say..? 'yerla.bkn mcm suarer ko.DUER ALAM!' i donnoe whether to laugh or nt.. but i laughd. haha LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! bio test comin!!! argh!!!! ive gt like a whole lot of things to memorise..!! argh!!! aite.till den.. -blacklips labels:u wanna enjoy life?ill make sure u dont. (: