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♔ Tuesday, December 30, 2008
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i dump him.! ):
May Peace Be Upon To You.
lols.for tt pic.
yesterday ws hell of a day.
soooo many things happen.n i hv to admit it ws interesting.
n i skip sch.(for the 1st tyme)
all tnx to the prob im facin.hah.
well its over nw. n i hope it wld NVR happen again.
i felt bad when i think bout it.
but i know what i did ws right.
n i have ma rights.
tnx gfs(besties) and bf(best frn) for the help n advise yg berlambak.(:
OMG. being in a relationship..really sux..n i regret gettin into one.hmph.
i think.but i hope it wont stop me frm gettin to another relationship.(hah.)
well some guys are..STMF.
n i think he is a MF.
oh wells. im nt sad nor m i happy.
but i felt free s its over nw.
i skippd sch. stay in da lib for effin 4 hrs.
cnt even focus to read a sentence.!hw disturbing.den keep bothering irah n siti.
well more like irah.including bf.sowie.i jz need some1 to tok to.
n u sacrifise ur time.tok on da fone.tnx babe.i appreciate tt nk rbk.(:
den ignore his msges.n reply to other ppl's msges.
hah.well.i jz nid to avoid him.
frm being happy n excitd for a new frn..
i suddenly hv this 'phobia'.
lols.yess im all weak n its really irritating.
koz i made ppl to feel the prob i hd.
but i know besties n bf(bes frn) dont mind.(right?)
afterall sharing is caring and it can go a long way.(:
well. i dont rmbr susa kn ma frns this much until few days ago.
well i wanna apologise besties n bf.i really really appreciate korg peh help.
haiz.
everything is soooo effin sudden.
n i dont blame maself for being weak n stupid.lols
yess im dissappointd.very.
i tot he's d old frn i know but..i think.well i jus think he is using me.
mayb for pleasure. idk wtf he ws thinkin at tt time.
but i still hv the guts to stop him.
some1 told me..1 of the thing he likes bout me is ma guts to do something.
den i ws thinkin bout him when i ws wif him.
wtf right.?
omg.well.i jz miss my frens i guess.n i hope it will stay tt way.
nothing more. n nt expectin it.(:
i swear upon wadever(nt the canned drink eh.haha) tt the trip to sch yest suck big tyme.
oh god. i felt bad.but at the same time.aku raser bebas.
its like i cn breathe again.
*breathe in* yess uh.
only god n irah knows hw afraid i am when im outside.
im afraid tt he's ard.fuck.
but nt anymore(i think.n i hope).
i guess he cn find a better looking etc. gurl for himself.
yess tts right. n i know he will.
nt sure if he told he's close frn yet.
but if he does..i hope ma relationship wif he's close fren as a frn doesnt end.
haiz.
i swear.n i know we r better off being jz frns.
n i want tt kind of relationship to last.
u r a gd FRIEND. i hv to admit.but other than tt,i hv no say.
but yes,i felt guilty.
if i know this is hw it will b.
hmph.relationship.?tk dpt uh. bau pn tk.
well.wanna know y i gt into this.?
-kos i THOUGHT i know him.afterall he is ma old frn.
-kos i THOUGHT i shd giv it a try.
-kos i THOUGHT i shd giv him da chance.
kk. fad is all emo(m i?).bcos of this stupid realtionship.
haha.i realise its ma 1st aft 100 plus plus entries bout relationship.
k fad. he is a jerk n u noe it. delete all his STMF msges...
n cont. wif ur life.i know u hv sth much more impt to think than this.?
right? so dont waste ur time thinkin.n he is not worth tt tyme of urs.(:
-love fad.
yoga
*fad is strong*
*fad is strong*
*fad is strong*
kk tutop topic.
i jz gt to know yest tt ma cuzz peh laki kayer nk rbk.
he
is
freaking
rich.
til they hv this ''keluarga besar'' title in him name!
omfg!
i heard she is stayin in a 4 story bangalow(issit?). n... in her hse adr lift.
hw luxurious is tt.? u tell me.
AND he bought the land.like he's area.
O_o
well im jz shock uh..like big tyme.!
fooh. tk sangker sey.cm terkejot uh.
i ws like..''really mum? hw cm he is tt rich?''
k ive nvr been to tt hse uh. i wonder hw it look like.
lols.
me uncle says like the gate bukak sndirik peh case.
hah
she n her husband stays at the 3rd lvl.
her in laws 1st lvl.
her kakak ipar(tk clap) 4th.
2nd...adik ipar?
i dont rmbr.
ma cuzz lagik.she wants her own hse.
like ours.normal humans adr.she said boring.
i go.?huh.? bia btol kak.
ma cuzz nie.n her husband.cute sak.
they like the bubbly n childish type.
cute.even thinkin of em made me smile.
maser dorg kawen.. few mths ago..instead of posing like wad u guys saw in tv or magazines.
they pose like.giler uh. peace n rock n ily signs.funny shit uh.
but wadever it is.ive nvr heard of anything like tt..unless in da movies..
so ya. terkejot nk rbk.(: bkn boast eh.thrs nothing to boast bout.
nk boast buat apr.nt mine.!pft.
siak uh. lpr.
smlm tk mkn.emo.
LOL
today sch start like late.(11 am.when i tot its 8 am.LOLs)
so sayer stay at hm.mkn.
hmwk.tdo? no i cnt t tk ley bgn balek.
on last su.gi smbwg lagik.
wif me family.
saw Mr.Noh.wif his effing big family.
i didnt tegor him.paisey.hah
well.. it ws quite crowdd.til like ard 6.30pm?
me dad thought of stayin till 5 am. but den i gt sch the nxt day,n nk dkt ujan gitu the weather.
play at the playgrd.again.
tt day i playd the swing.gt bck hm wif fever.fooh.
den early morn on mon.i hd slight fever.kos i plyd the swing.
idk la. but i think gt to do wif da playgrd.
tmpt tu kn keras siket.
ma dad's frn saw her once.(:
i don wanna stop typin.. but idk wad else to say.
lols
shai said.well. he ask: asl ko tk ley jadik lady like uh.?
i take tt qn s complimnt.he said the way i talk is way diff frm amirah n siti.
he act out.''cara ko bobal cm.. jantan.ko phm tk?''
well i ws born like this.
loud.
irritating.
slightly deep voice.
but to think bout it. i cnt ans him.n i told him tt.
irah help me xplain to him. tt i ws born like this.
tt ass couldnt even imagine me in dress uh.
ass.
its nt like i don want hor.but i simply cnt.
pathetic right.? i know.
but u hv to believe me tt i tried.
but still.idk.dont ask me.
tts sad.being a gurl who aint a gurl.lols
k la.
wansuey
-blacklips
labels:typical despo! ihy for tt.!hmph
