annyeong haseyeo~~

♔ Tuesday, March 31, 2009 12:52 AM

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nw i know why koreas love sad story...!
its all bcoz of this novel la. (i think)
i read smwhr.stating tht.
cool pa.?

baru pujok ma mum half an hr ago.
hah. if bout AMANAH. woah. she cn go super mad bout it.
(nw i know whr i get it frm) *terigt maser sec 2*
she almost teard up la.
n i pujok her, kasi idea.
so call tipu la, but im nt. more like helah.
heh.bab ni aku expert.(:
load la. she chill a lil. n do the plan i told her.
hha. org da panic. sumer tk ley pk.

OH YA!!!!
i went to gym on earth day.
n guess wad.? its been long since i exercise right.
so, i almost faint thr la. da cycle cycle cycle.... skali mabok.
*whisper* i didnt take ma breakfast or drink.= empty stomach. heh.
irah knew hw i force maself to continue.
heh. kinda embarrasing s i the gym, 95 % is guys.
30-40% is mly guys. 20%is ind guys. the rest, chi.
*phew* some nt bad la. (mater jahat..ni mksiat tauk?!)
but i cnt stop maself la. beside me.?!

i told mom im hungry.
n she threw a chocolate bar at me.LOL
n i ws like.'y didnt i think of tht.?''
(:

ill update if i hv more crap to crap about.(:

"Actually, I miss SITI aka FAD too. But aku takda gambar dia. And I'm too lazy to grab her photos from facebook or friendster. Sorry babe. If you wanna see who she is, go to my links and find FADILAH. (:"

frm nana's blog.
go c this ''happy addictive pill''
(:
n stop the siti thing. !!

blacklips.

♔ Monday, March 30, 2009 10:09 PM

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first of all.
aku sumpah aku suker mate aku.(:
yey! im appreciating maself.!!

LOL. ma cuzz ws braggin hw he lost 6 kg.
he's in camp right nw.
Police Force.
-_-" *shakes head*
oooouuuu cuzzie,im soooo gonna hate u.
lol. seriously, i kinda miss him.
and he ws telling me he's gonnna be HOT soon.
i ws like. '' erm...go cuzzie!y-yeah!''
LOL.

last sat (or is it fri)- earth day.
yah, tht day, me, irah n arisa met up.
nt a gdo, siti cnt make it.
1st reason, she's sick, 2nd, yazri book out.
sooooooo, yah.

so we ate LJS than walkd ard.
they bought some accesories.
then we went to interchg n get ourselves a dress each.
is really nice la. n we hd a hard time deciding.-_-"
haha. cnt wait to wear tht dress on the same day!

fell in love with this BLACK LONG DRESS!
omg! i cn c it frm far la.
the 1s thing i sw!
nw tht is what i call love at first sight.
LOL. BUT. its freakin expensive!!!
$39.90
tk giler aku.?! so i pass tht.
gd bye dress. ill hv u soon. at least i hope.!
o.O

been spending ma time in the lib n draw.!
just the thing i wanna do!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee.
so yah, i hv it in a black bk. which i call ''my wadever bk!''
hehe. oooouuu, i loike.
i ws editing ma old drawings n all..!!
argh! i miss art class.!
*sniff sniff*

kk, nk show off siket..(:(some of it la.)

sadwinngs picture credits to arisa.for the pic!!! (:

hai!
tll then.
stay tuned.(:

-blacklips

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♔ Sunday, March 29, 2009 2:51 AM

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ma eyes r swollen for cryin.
kwang3.
just watchd ''A Moment To Remember"
interesting story la, heartbreaking but yet hopeful.

ill update soon, right nw... i wanna sleep.
its almost 3 in the morn!!

stay tuned.
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ Friday, March 27, 2009 1:56 PM

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woke up at ard 12 today!
yey!
mak,TENGAH HARI!!!!
she ws effing pissed.
hah, oh wells. she's always like tht...... wif me!!!

mak: KO SKOLA KOL BRAPER.?! AKU TANYER KO TK JWB!!! ASL.? KO TAKOT AKU SURO BUAT KEJER RUMAH??!!
fad: SATU!*then sleep*

ONAKA GA SUITE!
haiyo. aku da jadi hantu mkn!!

in the library right mw.

detaild story on yesterday...
cn go to siti's blog.
haha.

so 1st we went to BK, since tht EARLY guerl lapar.
LOLs. i gave em chocoreto!
LOL. 2 bars. EACH (: -hehe, proud pa fad.?
nope, aku happy.
then went straight to jurong pt.
s slenger s siti, i thought, jurong pt is at jurong.-_-"
so we went boonlay.
i think ive been thr an i dont think ive been thr.LOL
so yeah, we walkd ard...
jakon nk rbk!
so many kawaii stuff!! kawaii n wierd.
serious shit.

n yesterday, ws ma FIRST time holding on a HAND WARMER.
LOL. i find it effing cool la.
break the black disc n it'll warm up.
cool or wad.? wootz. i ws like squeeeeeeeziin it.
n yeap. it ws warm, close to hot.
haha. jakon jakon! play the flying aeroplane.
we hv to hit it. n it'll jump.

n in the same kedai.irah offer me chewing gum,
i thought it ws the cockroach kind.
then she said no, thus i pulled la.
n kena shockd.
terkejot berok sak. gd thing i didnt scream like those gerls.
hah.
siti kener jgk.LOL

then siti prankd us.
she videod us. basket, but i clnt stop smiling watchin it.(:
thus, its a gd thing.((:
walkd2 ard. then 6.30 bla.
siti sorg, til 7. half an hr je per.
LOL, oh i know! boring eh kiter tk der.?????!!!
eh? eh?
LOL. k cukop.

things i wanna do:
-eat cakes
-drink sweet/flavored drinks
-MARS
-go gym wif gfs
-go swimming wif gfs
-go beach (nt smbwg)
-draw

but tooo bad, no monay, no talk yah.?

slept at 4 plus yesterday.
i ws watchin hana yori dango.LOL.
i like the way Domyoji smile.
VERY THE CHEEKY! I LOIKE!
i love guys with cheeky smile.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.!
makino is nt s cute as jandi. but she a lil preety s compared to jandi.
LOLs.

im watchin lower sec gerls flirting.
n the ''emo'' wannabe kid is beside me.
urgh! hw i hope he is reading this, thus stop acting.
*muker bitchy*

kk.
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ 2:32 AM

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initially..

thus, i wanna cut ma hair! *hmph* binget. asl ma hair pn she wanna cntrl.?!!!! *binget*

♔ 1:47 AM

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(:

25th march.
he txt.-_-"
don wanna talk bout it.
bottom line, it pisses me off.
i felt like saying go chase amirah.
LOL. tk baek fad.tapiiiiiii.. (hehe)
sry eh ko.lol

26th march.
acompany siti to jurong pt with amirah.
she's wrkin thr.
so bdk ni tkt sesat big time.
de kanchiong spider cket.lols.
we hd FUN laughin at small things, drool at cakes. n me shrieking over cute and wierd stuff.(:
SURPRISING LY I WS LATE. i apologise for tht.
siti came earlier than me.
why.?
because she's hungry.-_-"

some1 i know ask me if i wants to READ his mind, thoughts, feelings.
then i told him tht i dont mind reading.
well, i love to read, so i thought why nt.
i hv yet read it just yet. mayb aft this.?
*phew* its like a big thing to do, n he wants comments.
err. idk if he cn trust me on this.
gosh im pathetic.!

grr..

nana, tht pic u send, aku spread satu dunier.
LOL. almost all..,actually all agrees tht he's gd lookin lor.
LOL.
eh? WIPE OFF THT ANGGEK FACE OF URS.!
lol.haha.

im wasting, or shall i say, treating meself. on dramas.
LOL.

oh ya!
gosh! i cn tie ma hair alr.(aiyo, paranoid eh?)
BUT.
god. argh!!!!! perempuan beb!
chey chey. argh noooo.!
i will cut without me mom knowing.*evil pln*
urgh. why mum y.?
eh, troublesome u know!
short hari short hair short hair short hair.!!!

HEHE! KIDS SIMPLY LOVES ME MORE RIGHT SITI.?
guess what, i waved at this super cute n friendly chinese toddler, n he gave me an effing big smile n wave back.
arrrrggghhhh! then he kept lookin bck uh, came closer lagik.
his smile is sooooo sincere.haiz. i love kids.(:
shd hv candies wif me!*regrets*
(:
im happy for tht. i swear.
at least, kids loves me.
s compared to adults with their negative comments.-_-"

erm...
i think thts all i cn rmbr.

stay tuned.(:

wansuey
-blacklips

♔ Wednesday, March 25, 2009 2:39 PM

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in the freezing lib right nw.
god. i think i cn go under depression.! (nt bcoz of the temp. la.-_-")
urgh!

made brownies yesterday.!
weee. begged mom to giv some to gfs.
betaper susah nyer.
i had to lie ive gt sch.-_-"
well, nt totally.i gt exam today.):
well. i dont want to, but,its all her fault oso wad.?!
walaowey!

so im waiting right nw for gfs to cm.!
siti fell asleep.! great.
im alr freezing.,
irah hd sch..so, yah.
Arisa.? i think she's sleeping.
nk kasi raser jek. heh, so, dont expect a big piece, maklom lah, ma fam, damn big!
*senyum sarden*

*terigt smlm*
mak: utamer kn adek beradek.
fad: dorang da slalu raser per.. ni along nk kasi siket jek. yg breadth(lol dlm hati)
mak kept on toking, n i cldnt find the link.
mak...*no link sign*

nana, one day, aku bwk tok ko k.?
insha allah.(:

2 days ago, debate wif mum(almost fighting) if 10 a.m is tengah hari or in the morning.
she scoldd me big time for waking up at 10, which, according to her is TENGAH HARI.!
i ws pissed.

ma family practiced, tnx to mom n dad, tht if u woke up tgh hari, water heater...., TUTOP!
mandi ko air sejok..!

then, yesterday, she woke me up ard 7/8 plus? aft suboh, i think, asking me what time i wanna wake up.
then i go ..
''TEN OCLOCK!'' then, cover ma face with pillow n roll ma eyes dlm hati.
hmph.
irritating, if i woke up at 11.30 ble la ckp tgh hari.
why.?
bcoz, macdonalds da adr lunch.
*thinking* mm sdp nyer.

ni, what time she expect me to wake up.?
im a freaking teenager yaw. we need more sleep than adults.!
urgh!!!!!!!
and. i ws forced to clean up the hse. aiyoyo.
n if i, according to her, show attitude,( do things slowly)...
she will say...
''FALAH! KO TU PEREMPUAN KO TAU TK? KEJER RUMAH MLS! SUMER MLS! APER NK JADI NI.? KO LAGI HOLIDAY NI TOLONG LA AKU, KORANG SKOLA SAPER YG BUAT KEJER RUMAH?!."
bla bla bla. this cn go for half an hr.
n yes, me mom calls me FALAH.

human yg wakes up between 8-10 will feel fresh. so im taking 10.
hmph!

so yah, she woke me up again ard 10 plus.
wanting me to follow her to market.
n its raining.
aku, ngan muker baru bgn tdo, put a new t on n ma jacket,plus tudong(main grab jek) gi pasar.
aiyoyo. freezin cold.

MAK MAK MAK!!!!!! *sigh loudly*

i followed her pn, just bcoz i pity her, she cnt really walk like she used to.):
n if she bwk brg, she nt balance herself.):
so i went la, angkt 80 percent of he brg2. which is freaking alot n ubber heavy!!!
i cn cry thr n then, but fad macho.LOLS.
when i reach hm, ma hands were shaking.
*phew*

thrs this time, at night., i ws studying if im nt wrong.
*whisper* or ws i watchin BOF?
niwae, she told me: lah, ko tdo, bsk bgn pagi MASAK!
fad: -_-"

.........................

wadever it is, i manage to get a small piece for gfs,(:
i think arisa n siti both cn go n tanam ur hps.(: thank u.
*muker stoink*

i wanna go swimming.
gfs, i think. i wanna follow ur suggestions, yg dlm bus tu,
korg help me aite.?
heh.

OH YA! WHICH REMINDS ME...
mom allow me to go gym u know. BUT S USUAL..when i ask,she tk kasi lor!!!!!
grrr.*shakes head*
she said: smlm kua nari nk kua.ko boley dudok rumah tk.?!
sry gfs. *sigh sadly*
slmt korg understanding.n tk jelak ajak me kua even though u know most prob, the ans is NO.
*ahh*(tangan kt kepale) terharu!
LOL

the day b4 i met gfs, for 2 hrs,in ntpt,
mom kirem bli buku, n i return siti's cd.
ate macdonalds,(irah blanjer!!!! (^.^)V thank ya!)
tros balek.
2 hrs, only, she called...when we were at mac.

mak: FALAH! ko biler nk balek? kater skejap je kan.?
fad: ah, yer, ni along nk balek lps ni.
mak: ni rumah saper nk gi kemas,?! aku da saket2 kaki, korg tk boleh tolong aku eh.?
*hung up*
fad: *blurr* eh?

AKU BELOM HABEZ CKP!!!
and guess what.? all ma sib is at home.*say it smiling*

idk wad is her motive.?
TRAINING ME?! urgh aiyoyo emak!

k, nt meeting arisa today.
i expecting the rest soon..
*shivering*

planning to go SSC on sat. hehe.
i cnt wait..* jumps ard*
ill find ma way out.((:
to siti: da BOOK arisa blm.?
but, i gt a feeling arisa willnt b able to make it thought.
*Sad face*

k, idk what to type.
selamat tgl. semuer.(:

wansuey.(amin)
-blacklips

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♔ Saturday, March 21, 2009 9:24 PM

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wierd dreams:
-i studied luar negri wif me cuzz, Arif.LOL
-selvam told hajar's drawing is better than mia's

Muneera, ma cuzz txt me yesterday.
LOL. igt saper sey. i dont hv her num thts y.
i tell u, this gurl is only primary 4. but she effing mature lor.
serious shit.
the way she talks uh, u will go o.O (biaser la, cuzz aku)
somhw, i think she is closer to me s compared to me other sibs.
*shrug* iono.

ANNOUNCEMENT TO SITI: YOUR HANDPHONE BLE GI T.A.N.A.M!

fira called yesterday.
aku igt apr sia.
k kiter drama siket...

fad: helo?! (iono its fira at first.LOL.witheld la woi!)
fira: helo, boley sayer ckp ngan fad? (padahal she calld ma HANDPHONE. klaka la deyni)
fad: sayer.
fira: fad eh?
fad: ah! saper ni?!
fira: fira la.
fad: oh, da agk da. wsup?
fira: eh fad, ko ni garang sgt la! ko igt, ko tu pompan tau!lembot la cket!
fad: itula masalah aku, lembot tu adr siket susa.hehe adr apr.?
fira: bsk ko free.?
fad: asl eh?
fira: erm, we need staff.
fad: o.O huh? ko bia btol.? LOL
fira: serious, we need staff, amin suro call bdk lamer.
fad: erm,,,,,, tk raser aku boley uh.
fira: ouh, tk ley eh.?
fad: tk raser uh, sowie.
fira: k tk per.
fad: bye
fira: bye.

haha. i actually want sey.
but last min, n to think of a story is extremely difficult.
so... yah, i wldnt mind wrkin sia for 1 day.

kk
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ Wednesday, March 18, 2009 3:03 PM

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♔ 12:05 AM

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oh wait.! one more thing. im finally 50 KILOGRAMS!
50.5 to b exact!
simply means. aku lagi stress.
*senyum tk kene gayer.*
*shrug*
LIFE

blacklips.

♔ Tuesday, March 17, 2009 11:19 PM

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im feeling B.L.A.N.K.
idk what to do.
3 bars choc aku tekan.
n im gonna eat another bar.(da stand by)

im soooo bored.

nk gi ikt ma mum gi religious class ma mum tk kasi.):
because.. *im feeling sad nw* ppl thr is very the class.
standard BIG time.
she don want me to feel bad.
*i ws thinkin of BOF when she told me all this* heh.):
the grandmas thr ''speaking''. bobal ''i'' n ''u'' sumer.
when u enter the mesjed, they will look at u ats bwh. mcm criticising la.
ma mum, no, we r frm VERY average family.. so.. in the sense of clothing tkde la mahal2 n maot.
most kes ''sale''.
instead of thick jewels, they wear lebeh standard. BATU BATER.!
big n shiny rings..
n mcm evil la gitu dorg.
sumer kes adr duit. very the kayer. like really very.
baju kaen.*FOOOOOH* maot peh mahal. tgk da tau.
so attitude tu adr cilet laen.
but i told mum i still wanna go. she tk kasi. she said.. susa.):
religious class ma mum tk kasi me go.?
pelek kn.?

tml pln....
issss...*tada* AT HOME
prac jadi wife. s in do ALL the hse wrk!
im gonna go for ma mornin jog.
then kemas rumah.
then cuci baju.
then cook. alah. simple dish. sardin asam.(:
only if im at hm alone.
but nope.me bros will b at hm.):

i prefer stayin at hm alone than with em.
grr.

then in d aftnn. idk what to do.
Ayub dtg.. other than tht. nothing. oh wait. ma sis will b bck frm camp.
ya.

thurs pln gi swimming. with ibu. (-_-")

EPPY 20 DA KLUA!!!
watchd it. n yes, i laugh ma ass out.. haha. smpai giget bantal sumer.
LOL
k im crazy.

went to yss. adr art camp kn.?
TO ALL BDK2 ART. SELVAM TANYER KORG MANER.(:
k la jumper me adeq n her mmbrs.(:
play piano.
mrayap satu skola.
pongga art dorg.
gado with security guard.(:

kk nk gi mkn lagik.
nk mkn roti.with milo.
than nk bedal chocolate MARS aku. fav. dok!

to siti:
ive watch tht couple ys u said sweet to.
since im soooo cool kn. *muker anggek* siket pn tk goyang/gentar babe!
try harder..*bluek*

till den.
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ Monday, March 16, 2009 12:20 AM

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15th march.
went to expo early in the morn.
took 858 to T3 than to train. a stop away.
thrs this maulidur rausul event.
his birthday ws last mon kn.? so they still celebrating it.
more than 15000 ppl came i think.
it ws interesting.
love the selawat part.
then at d end, they gave nasi briyani.
sdp.(:
sw a few ex/yss students.

mia is becoming more minah.
aku malu. serious. just being honest here.
aku tau i hv to appreciate apr adrnyer. but minah.?
she buat2 thts y.
*disgusted face*
sampai melampao. siap de, kene jugek ngan aku.

tml, or shall i say ltr. ma sis will nt b at hm for 2 days!!
woohoo.!
art cacmp. wil b dropping/tersungkor by i think.
well i hope.

*whisper* i chatting with kak fiza, ma cuzz, yg deytu.

whatever it is, NEVER blame ma friends mum.
i HATE tht.! *muker binget*

ma mum adr new way to discipline us.
which is ptg rmbt!
to be honest, i dont mind having shorter hair. BUT ma mum treat me d opp.
since she knew i WANT shorter hair. -_-"
i CANNOT CUT MA HAIR ALR LA!
grr.
so far, 2/3(haha) da di ptg rmbt.
baru tadi. she has short n uneven hair nw.
well, she's a gurl, so....... tk suker uh.
but i dont mind.(: LOL
kecian ma mum, she effing stress with em.
i thank god i didnt her trouble tht much.
tk goreng me mum.
i seriously cnt lie to her bulat2. this is LOVE i think.heh.

-no disco
-no chalet
-no party(birthdays or any form of celebration)
-no overnight with friends
-no relationship till the time comes
-not free till im married
-no going to laot(barbeque)
mum: NI SUMER TK BOLEY ADR DLM DIARY/DICTIONARY KO!
so... yah.
thrs more.but, ni yg paleng common uh.
heh. biasa la. kater teenage. ):

goin for a jog later.(:
and mayb to yss, drop by, n I WANT PURPLE FANTASY!!
woootz!

k bye
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ Saturday, March 14, 2009 10:29 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTzz!
attatchments da over lasey. 5 solid wks of holidays!
*jump ard*

oh oh! today sth embarassing happen early in the morn.
5.30 da bgn.
malu uh nk citer.
k skip tht.

tml, will b goin to Expo.
adr maulidur rasul. ustaz frm m'sia will giv talks n all.
eh he very funny hor.
i really like his speech.
(:

kk. i summarise EVERTHING
- a guy approach me again pt mrt suro donate.i reject.i pokai hor.

- i did last office twice.last office= cleaning dead bodies. 2 days straight.(last thurs n fri)

- enjoy attatchmnt, well quite, kos kak lela n shahidah ws ard. (entertainers)

-last day,ate mango cake. just me, kak lela,kak shahidah n nazirah. adr bdk adv dip peh bdae. (: ghost stories...... lepak at student bay ard an hre b4 our shift ends.(:

- last day went bck wif kak lela. crap alot till i cry.
*whisper* i felt touchd. she told me, aku happy giler sey balek ngan adek.
2 wks thr, last fri ws he 1st time i went bck with her.
kak lela though i emo, kos she though im a loner.-_-"
kak lela tk lokek compliments.(: so phm2 je la.
she very the gerek. joker big time. her attitude etc doesnt suit her age,shd b younger.

-kak lela keep reminding me to keep in touch. byk kali, tk terkire.(:

-kak lela is ind. she look mly, cn speak n write ind/mly. cool ke apr.? n i tell u her pictures, lawa giler. fooh. serious babe.

- i felt happy to hv some1 calling me 'adik' its a different feeling (:

- recommend grape champaign-is this hw u spell it.?-.- (at outram park mrt) sour. fooohyoh

-waiting for nex eppies. haiz....

-skip joggin today.i hv to go sgh to give CI ma form.-.-''

-12 march: dad's bdae. but i afternn shift! binget! tk dpt celebrate.! *muker binget*

aiyo thts aall i cn rmbr.
k la. nk maen game.
bubye
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ Sunday, March 8, 2009 7:16 PM

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went to as-syafaah mosque for a talk.
uztaz came all the way frm malaysia.
he ws funny when delivering the speech.
i laugh till i cried.
gd sense of humor.!i loike.

bought a vest.
simple n nice. 10 bux jek.
cara aku, BIA MURAH, ASL BERGAYER.(:
agree.?

im waiting for the nxt eppy.
tk sbr la doks.
LOL.

tml case study presentation i think.
-_-" i cnt wait to get t over with.
n its i.n.d.i.v.i.d.u.a.l. wrk!
so tiow la.!
errrr..

this wk, is the last wk.! woohoo. cnt wait la kns.!
then FIVE SOLID WKS OF HOLIDAY!
saper tk nk enjoy.?!
then march hols, pln to go swimming with family. (-_-")
with family is a SURE thing with friends is a NO NO!
ma parents' dictionary spells B.O.R.I.N.G most of the time.
nt including PARTY, CHALET and BARBEQUE WITH FRIENDS which u cnt find thr!
so, phm2 uh.!

today aft magrib which is like a few more mins, going to yishun mosque for some talk.

Ayub went bck alr.

help mum do epok2.
oh ya ma mum skrg jualan epok2.
kentang n sardine.
4 for $1. (:

nk, order uh, support siket.

pft, family aku maken susa.
s usual. but nw lagik terdesak.
everything kene cut down beb.
):
eh,who cares?*muker boring*

i owe me sib.
i owe arisa 10 bux.

kk. gtg.
doa kn aku for everything!(:

"kubor ko, ko jwb, kubo aku, aku jwb" >> whoever say this to me, aku nk sepak ajer muker korg.!
muslims di-encourage-kn tegor slh silap u know.
then ko n bobal psl kubo ni sumer, u simply donnoe wad it means to b a MUSLIM.
k sry, im kinda pissed with these ppl.
grr.

wansuey
-blacklips.
labels: holidays.... here i come!

♔ Saturday, March 7, 2009 9:32 AM

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im feeling kinda fresh, kos pagi2 i went jogging.
hah.for org yg bgn tggh hari, this IS sth BIG.
LOL.
me brother wannna tag along, so me n Faiz went to the nearest park la at 7.
i jog, he cycle.
overall ive made 7 solid rounds of running, jogging, and walking.(:
im feeling gd!

KOREAN DRAMA.
im freaking addictd alr.
thanks to arisa n staff nurse (yishun poly) i sleep late watching dramas.
LOL. coverd 16 eppies in less than 3 days.
thts hw greesy i am.LOL

FINALLY. i cried because im SAD/TOUCHED.
lol. i swear i forgt hw to feel sad. (thankd arisa for tht.hehe)

everytime me mom walk pass ma rm, she will look at me, i will either laugh,clap,smile,cry.LOL
mom: kecian, psl korean drama, ko jadi giler.

recommend it to a number of ppl.
hajar.mia.irah.siti.nana.lonewolf.
LOL.

aku suker share thts y.(:

drooling at em, those guys.
aarrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh!!!!
why the hell are they soo gd looking.?
haiz.

''discussd'' future trip wif gfs.
LOL.
i ws sooo effing excited.even though lagi brap yrs.!
i know,*tiow...kn.?
just hope by the time, aku da 'bebas' n EVERYONE cn make it.
nw thts the difficult part.

ATTATCHMENTS
First of all i hate attatchments.
but if u hv kaki, sumer settle.
so ma sunbae *chey* ws interesting.
we hv like 15 yr 2s in ward 45.
kak lela n syahidah ws the fun type. same shift n breaks.
so ya adr kaki. attatchmnts wasnt s bad with em ard.heh.

we hv LAZY BUMS. some who throws THEIR part/duties to us.
''student cn u help me'' every nw n then.
we r here to learn, bkn jadi baruah sey.
nazirah: if they want us to do their job, they give their pay in our pocket lor. its their job to do n if we do all, giv me money la then i do.
LOL. Nazirah ws v.pissed.

kater2 dier pedas. nt tht aku teraser, but if a stranger heard it oso, they will go. ''o.o me uh?''

ader case study, n becoz of ttht i slept at 3 plus n hv to wake up 1 1/2 hr later for MORNING shift.
n guess what.? ma CI wasnt free tht day, so , she happily postponed it to mon.
i ws pissed, but at the same time, i hv extra time to prepare.

pissed because TK CUKOP TDO!!!!!!

oh ya! guess what.? i hv to cut ma hair shorter or clip it up for attatchments.
so, i tied the bottom pt la.no choice.
n some staff told me tht ppl might think i did tht on purpose.
its like a tail.
irritating.
CI:u tied ur hair, nice
me: *in boring tone* uhhhh.... -_-"
cnfm deyni bhg siak. it ws sooo wiered having sth thr.
when Ci nt ard, i untie it.
grrr
she said i hv to do tht coz ma hair is touching ma collar.
u tell me ... WTF!!!!!

kk, i need to kemas rumah. kos im a GERL. -_-"
B.O.R.I.N.G

if i hv time, ill update.

i want to be straight.! (:
trying.(:

wansuey
-blacklips

labels: drooling at them.

♔ Thursday, March 5, 2009 11:30 PM

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eh hw.? gt miss me or nt.?
oh, wait wait.
*breathe in deeply* *blow*

i sw one of the Revalina (if im nt wrong and is tht hw u spell it.? -_-") mmbrs in SGH.
the same guy me n me gfs sw on escalator.

nt updating though.
jus to share tht im feeling kinda gd tht ma cuzz (yg cause me n me sib a lot of prob) owe me.
kos, i SAW her, n i tk kasi chance.
amek ko.
sry cuzz.
no choice, seriously, i hv loads of revenge. n its on ma sis behalf, even though they donnoe this.

it just feel soooo gd tht som1 actually fear u kos u know sth.

k i know nw u might b thinkig.
''siak uh, fad bastard org sia''
well, sometime. well everybody does this shit.
n IM NOT EVEN TRYING TO B ANYBODY.
its just tht i pity ma sib, yg slalu di-paoto.
lagi bastard.

k kak, i hv sth bout u in ma hands.

*evil laughter*
kakak freakd out tht she msn-d me OUT OF THE BLUE
hah. klu da tkt sumer aside.
same goes to me.

klu da sedeh rabak, ego aside, melalak la.
(:

aku rindu GFs!!!!! i want gdo aft attatchmnt.? cn. (though i know its impossible ): ) -oh well, hp adr.

aku rindu NANA

kk.
wansuey,
till aft attatchment.
-blacklips

labels: it just feel sooooo GOOD.*evil smile*

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