sharing time!!!! (:

2010-11-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

may peace be upon to you.

been buzy.

like super buzy.

with attatchmnts.

currently posted to amk hospital for gerontology.

thursday sucks and its a day i will never forget!

i ws excited for nothing

anyhoo, idk why, but i kinda look fwd for the nxt day (for this posting)

am i a geron lady.?

patience is a must. its compulsory for this posting.

ahh, i hv alot to express.

till then

-blacklips

2010-10-17T00:30:00.003+08:00

MAy Peace Be Upon To You.

i NEED to update this.
I WENT FOR JYJ TH BEGINNING SHOWCASE TOUR~~~
WEEEEE~~~
finally i gt to see him LIVE~~!!
woohooo~~
great seat.
woah. woah. woah. cnt stop thinkin bout it.

and nw, ma throat kinda sore.
but nvm!
^^,

till then
-blacklips

2010-09-12T18:48:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

*blowwwwwww*
*waves*
back again after awhile.
why? it was fasting month and i was told to avoid 'maksiat', so
i wsnt onlineeee.

so a brief update, DAY by DAY.
muahahha

10 aug
found out tht our YOg perf ws uplded to youtube.
to check it out, type yog @ nyp

11 aug
ramadhan aka fasting month
this ws when i stop goin on9 and miss ll ma kpop updates.
DAMN! but thank god, i roughly know whats goin on with th help of some ppl.
^^V

12 aug
a frn of mine told me to checkout this utube vid.
destinatn truth: island of th dolls.

13 aug
Gerontology attatchmnts out.
DAMN!

14 aug
i dreamt of snakes.
i thought its like bad luck kinda thg.
ask mum and she said some1's gna proposed to me.
nxt update on this (20 aug)

15 aug
ntg much.
went for religious class at tampines mosque.

16 aug
a monotonous day.

17 aug
ma lil bro's birthday~~
bought 2 cakes!!
*clap clap*just a small celebratn to giv him some erm.
idk. what a kid wants i guess.

18 aug
ma sis's o level results (malay)
and they gt b3.
so they're retaking th paper. aiming for A1.
why? kos i shook their ego. and they realize its stoopid for ppl like them.
(no offence to ppl out thr)

19 aug
ws suppose to go eat at arnolds.
but i ws cancelled koz Liyana's uncle past away.
RIP

20 aug
i ws in a hurry to meet shahida at yishun library
when this caucasian guy stoppd me.
i tried to idk 'brush' him off (m i using th correct word)
anyhoo, he shoutd at me, in public
'WILL YOU MARRY ME?'
i think i brisk walkd unconsciously.
haha. but hey, it ws a suprising experience.

21 aug
monotonous day

22 aug
religious class
anddd thats bout it.

23 aug - 29aug
study wk.

basically 23aug onwards till hari raya
ws studying, cleaning and making kueh.

tday is th 3rd day of raye.
and im at home.
didnt follow mum to ma uncle's hse.
kos i ws hving diarrhoea.
im okay nw.

hmm, thts bout it i guess.

bubyee~~

-blacklips

2010-08-07T23:50:00.005+08:00

May Peace Be upon To You.

NYP CELEBRATES YOG~~
i tell you, it was damn fun!
too fun to describe with words.
---------------------------
it was a damn big event i ever participated in ma life.
(i think)
w policemens arddddd~~
and metal/bomb detector.
v.th.kecoh.
---------------------------
DJ Smoke JJANG!!
th way he dance
th cheeky-ness
th smile
th cool aura he have on him.
pwooo
i like alot.
stalkd him at fb.
---------------------------
all of us did well.
no mistakes etc.
with more than a thousand audience,
th confidence ws thr.
love love love love it.
---------------------------
THE FLAME WAS DAMN PREETY!
---------------------------
at th end of everything,
they open dance floor.
a total chg of atmosphere.
in th beginning, i join la huh, with all the jumping and dancing.
then i realise.
its the floor of sin. finally stop though it was damn addictive.
---------------------------
ma throat hurt now bcz of all th shoutings.
but im nt having sorethroat.
(just yet mayb)
im gna miss:
"hunks and babes" "yo~~"
and th beat to our dance.
---------------------------
damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn
FUN!
--------------------------
i think d only thg i missd was DJ Smoke beatboxing.
aigoo. what a waste.
--------------------------
an experience i wont forget!
being involve in celebrating YOG in singapore at NYP.
i mean, when will YOG come in ma life in spore again?
so, jyeah.
--------------------------
im proud of maself for this:
FACING ard FIVE THOUSAND for NYP-ians at one go.
i mean, thts not Fad man.
Fad dont face ppl.
but hey, i managed tht just nw.
facing crowds.
among th crowds.
dance in th crowds.
clap and shout w th crowds.
aigoo.
--------------------------
*3 cheers for Fad*
--------------------------
no more Mr. Gecko.
idek his name-koz a frn dont wanna tell me.
anyhoo.. haiya so sad.
Mr.Gecko sabishii desu.
LOL.
---------------------------
GDBYE NYP.
no more schl.
sch officially ends on 4th august. (3rd for me)
ahh. *waves*
poly life over.
working life, here i come(nxt yr)
attatchments all th way til graduation day.
---------------------------
thats bout it.
imma check on ma updates.
*waves*
----------------------------
-blacklips

2010-08-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

this skin might b temporary.
its really difficult to find good skins these days.
ahh.
imma go watch idol maid FIRST.
^^

*waves*
-blacklips

2010-08-01T02:09:00.006+08:00

May PEace Be Upon To You.

1st Aug
HAPPY NURSES's DAY to ALL NURSES.
(and student nurses, including me ofcourse)

yesterday. (31 july)
went JB. accompany mum go get Raya baju.
it was an interesting journey.
i ws.. 'popular'
popular here means th stoopid stares frm ppl ard.

so, we-mum, lil bro and me head Kranji, took bus to Woodlands checkpoint.
(lets skip me forgetting to bring passport yeah)
it ws a river over thr.
a river of ppl tht we hv to swin through.
DAMNIT man!
tht ws th tiime , kiasu-ness of singaporean appear in me. haha

so yeah, went to collect baju.
but some groceries.
avon products.
order pineapple tart-koz mum dont wanna make her super delicious tarts this yr.):
went to eat.(i hv sth to share. hee hee hee)

thrs this msian guy, YES, msian.
FUUAHHHH, he is dammn good looking!
his skin-flawless.
AND the most 'wow' thing is tht he's MALAY!
me? saying mly guy gdlooking?
close to impossible man. haha
BUT~~
he's short. wasted man.
shorter than me la pls.

so yeah, he's th waiter thr.
he welcomed us.
served us.
talkd to us.
crack jokes w us.
make funny faces to us.
look at us eat.
smiled at us.
explained some stuffs to us.
which made us feel special as compared to other customers. imagine tht~~
dh la handsome. haha.

and tht time, mum said he wsnt this friendly when ma sisters ard.
woah, kire kn, im VERY lucky la yerrr?
AHHAA. oh wells.

heading hm ws easy. not packed at all.(:
yeap thts bout it i guess.
-------------------------------------------

Sundown Festival.
damn expensive.
and i didnt go for th event, for th 2nd time.
haha.
-------------------------------------------

ahh yes.
tml is our rehearsal.
frm 12pm to 9pm! imagine tht.
wo wait~
i didnt mention this..
IM INVOLVED IN YOG FLASHMOB-BREAKING TH SINGAPORE BOOK OF RECORD
haha yes.
quite proud i guess.
not all will understand why i feel proud.
oh wells.

so because of tht big thg im doin..
(gathering my remaining courage to face 1000 audience including 50 reporters frm allover th world)
im hvin ma rehearsal tml.
then monday to friday practice 6-9pm
and saturday, is th real thing.
7th August 2010 @ NYP.
all of you ppl are invited.
^^V

idk what ive become.
this is really major.
to be involve in big big big NYP event.
*shake head*

i heard just nw.
the YOG Flame is/will b heading to singapore frm new york.
*eyebrows spasms*

anyhoo. thats bout it.
imma hit th sack nw.
tml, i mean ltr, gna b a long day-not if im hvin funnn.

till then
-blacklips

2010-07-26T01:10:00.006+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

ahh, its been a month.

i had the super-duper-nobody-ever-had-this mcflurry!!!
my icecream consists of:
-mcflurry
-chocolate fudge
-oats
-chocolate chips

very very very orgasmic.hee.

days days ago,
Mr.Gecko-WOOTz.

yesterday, 25th july,
for th first time, out grp really meet and do proj for solid 4 hrs.
thts like WO~ i bet other grp hd MORE.. boooringgg
haha. *evil look* sue me.
looongggg trip hm frm bugis to yishun w Mr. Eugene.
slept th whole journey.
Eugene kind enuf to bounce bck w me.
so, it ws damn long laa. frm marina bay to yishun.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz all th wayyyy.

oh oh!
and i sw Imran, th magician.
well, he's....... short.
err.

i cldnt rmbr, ws it 3 days ago?
or 4.
OUR CLS hd an unplanned lunch at AMK KFC.
of all places.
BUT this time round, th bonding moments ws damn fun.
^^
Baskin Robins.
sandhya hadta approach this kfc guy and say hi.
Jess hadta approach grp of students and intro herself.
and Luqman hadta say "gd morning! welcome to KFC" to some random customer.
LOL
damn funny.
and i liked it.
alot alot.

for th first time,
i really appreciate the gathering.
we dont hv to go ex place to eat.
just a moment well spent is gd.

GMH:
-a wave, a smile and a yes to you miss her uh?
-"saranghae"
-"minnah"
-a smile frm a gd looking stranger.

thehearttalk:
-"gf, youre awesome" - brought me to tears man.
(not showing off, im just pouring out)

when did i skipped sch?
erm.
somewhr ard last wk.
spent quality time w gfs.
Arisa and Siti.
-th talk
-th gossips
-th silent convo
ily guys.
but its nt complete.
Irah ws wrking i think. haiyaaa.

th call frm gf <3
GF FIGHTINGGG!!

this month.
Korean, Kpop artists come and go, but i never had th chance to meet any of em in person.
all i cn do is listen to ppl's SHOR SHORT stories. haha.
oh wells.

i watchd this interview.
jpop artist, a malay dude!!
im like SHIT, dude?!
you speak JAP?! and SINGS in JAP?!
AWESOMMEEEEE!!!
but he aint gd looking.
he's popular ya know amg japanese, which is damn interesting.

i lost ma shaker,mechanical pencil.
its ma fav pencil.
so sad.
its major okayy? respect tht.

ahh, ths bout it i guess.
other than th usual fights w brothers and mum.

i wanna chg ma blogskin but i hv no time to do it.
=.=
any kind souls?
^^

till then,
yeoreobun, FIGHTING in wadever you're at. (:

till more updates frm me.
-blacklips

2010-06-30T14:02:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

tons of things to express.
but this heart doesnt want to.

anyhoo, paper today ws really bad tht i thought of suicide.
HAHA. oh wells.
but, im NOT THT EMPTY.
*roll eyes*
didnt sleep the whole day.
well, only 45 mins out of 24 hrs.
imagine tht.
im tired, but these eyes, they dont wanna close.

dont tell me,
I FORGOT HW TO SLEEP?!!

my insomnia is getting worst.

well, i think im hving it.

and IF i really hv insomnia, stage 2 alr lorrr.

so sadd.

interesting happend tht day, when i received a call.
im mad, at you.period.

i wanna talk, but to no one.
idk hw.
idk what i need.
idk what to do.

i miss gfs.
sfm.
oh wells.

i wanna watch Eclipse.

this heart hurts.sfm.
T-T

im blasting music rn.
mum's not at hm.

i realise i hv ard 60% of the s/s of stress?
i went through the list jn.
HAHA, exams mahh.-NOT.

mum wanna send Sufi to indonesia, pesantren-is this hw u spell it?
a place whr they train you to be ustaz or ustazah.
and he'll only cm hm when he's a ustaz.
haha, wierd. but, giler pe?
kene jual pt saner baru tau. haha.
oh wells.

i feel so empty rn.
gna skip sch tml to collect passport.LIKE FINALLY!
a new picture.

i think, imma start on my project NOW.
*waves*

oh oh!! *chuckle*
Mr.Gecko wore the same color top as me.
HHAHAHHAHAHHAHA.

-blacklips

2010-06-24T11:56:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

quick update.

14june:
nightmare on elm street + BBq chicken(ntpt)

15june:
a trip to zoological gardens w nyp classmates.

23june:
study thing w shahida and ama

cnt crack ma head rn.
ive been studying and sleeping F.late simply bcz, i cnt.
ave time i go to bed: 4 plus am.

i realise i hv selfish ppl as friends.
and so they say, friends.

i hv a lot of things to say.
for nw, its this:

-YOU gave me hope as a human.
-WE kept mentionin bout friendship but dont appreciates it.
-dicks overcomes friendship.

-blacklips

2010-06-06T19:16:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be upon To You.

ultra sound.
and im scared.
insha Allah its nothg.
insha allah.
pray for me.

insha allah.
HAHAHAHA.(:

-blacklips

2010-06-06T19:15:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

thehearttalk:
at times, i feel happy.
and when i gave a thought on why i ws happy.
i suddenly feel sad.

-blacklips

himynameisamine

2010-06-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

May Peace Be upon To You.

i just hadta blog this.
gt it frm some1's blog..

himynameisamine:

"When I got enough confidence, the stage was gone.
When I need people the most, they left me.
When I learnt to dry my tears, I found a shoulder to cry on.
When I grasp the skill of hating, somebody started loving me.
When after waiting for dawn, I felt asleep, the sun came out.
When I was sure of losing, I won.

'Thats life' - William Shakespeare"

-blacklips

2010-05-30T00:37:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

ahh, yess. interesting thgs hv been happening.

yesterday..
went to eat arnold as a family.
bought donutss frm donut empire.
(:
then went 1st lady to get some gerl shit.
the brooch is rly sweet lorrrrr.
i like many2.

28th May
went out w shahida,ama and faziella.
went to buy clothessss.
and eat.
shahida treat usss. wee~
donut factory.
took loads of pictures..
hope faziella upload all of it soon.

anyhoo, i think dad sold his old bike alr.
ahh yess.shd b.
thts why we went to arnold just nw.

life is and will be v.interesting.
insha Allah.
(:

i gt no mood to blog.
so imma go feed maself w k drama since im hungryyy~
haha!

okay..
*waves*
-blackips

2010-05-23T19:45:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be upon To You.

ahh, yes.
yesterday's 1o hours ws well spent on gf.Arisa.
saranghae.. <3

went hunting for Arisa's NEW BLACKBERRY phone skin.
eat.
gossips.
bonding moments.
and no cute guys-total bummer lorr.

so sad, no pic to share.
anyhoo, i gt maself hairbandssss and big specs. hee
^^v
chuahae.

nxt gdo is a must thg to happen,
ive informd u guys 2 wks in adv.

a frn came to mind.. -.-

ahh, yes.
this fri..
-vesak day
-hols
-mum's frn gt open hse -not goin lor.
-shahida gna treat me n ama donut(s) at donut factory.<3

tml presentatn, fighting.
ill head to bishan b sch tml.
why? ma fone spoil again...

-blacklips

2010-05-14T10:34:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

stop asking period.

-blacklips

2010-05-09T18:45:00.002+08:00

May PeaceBe Upon To You.

aigoo, so sadd!!
ma fone! spoil again!
i cnnt switch it on!!!
this is like wad? the 3rd time alr?
needa go bishan tml!! so troublesome!!! urghh!!

-blacklips

2010-05-08T19:34:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

okay.. update.. maot nyer!!

Dad's Bike.
okay, so i gt to know tht, dad actually activated his frn allover spore.
and i really mean tht.
ALL OVER singapore.
so, his frns txtd him bck.
"if i were to see ur bike, ill first whack(kasi abez) the guy thsn i call police."
and FYI majority of dad's frns is ard ma age.
MA age!! plus plus.

so, this guy and his frns,e of em, were headin smwhr la.
2 guys were slightly slow at the bck.
so, this guy, stopd at red light.(idk whr)
then on his left i think, he ws like, "eh, this bike like familliar only"
so he askd the ind guy on the bike,
"bro this bike urs uh?"
ind guy: wad?! wad?! then, d other 2 guys sw. so they, blockd him.
AT TRAFFIC LIGHT U NOE.!!
then they gt dwn uh, straight away whack this ind guy.
according to the police, his face pecah rabaq.
then, jam uh.
coincidentally, thr's a police car, so he came.
they 3 guys told the story.
so yeah, tht ind guy gt caught.

police calld mum,
the nxt day dad came amk police statn.
then the police ask dad if he's involve in any gang grp or sth like tht.
koz those kids calld ma dad "abang/bro"
and dad ws like, they usually calls dad "bro" kos they dont wanna call him pkcik.
gitu la.

happening kn.?

FIGHT.
i wont be specific kos some parts are to sensitive till it will
mengaibkn seseorg, cm tk baek plk kn.
basically, sis ask for ma help to "win" cnfrnting her frn.
it ws actually a FUQING SMALL issue.
tht gurl thought hajar stared at her i sch.
yeap. stupid right?
tht gurl sec 3, ma sis,sec 5.

so, then tht gurl's mum gt involve.
talk talk talk talk.
she suddenly mention ma parents.
this si wad she said.
and i just wanna say uh, i SWEAR mw didnt MAKI her.
serious. surprising ly.
so, this is wad she said.otp.
bth of us at the top us our voice.

"bpk ko, abg ko, tebok ank aku!!"
me: *snatch fone frm hajar* eh mkcik! mak bpk aku tk der kene mengene ngan ni!!!
"ko jgn nk kurg aja ngan aku eh,aku nk jumper mak ko, bia de tau ank de GARANG MCM ANAK HARAM JADAH! "
me: haram jadah aper tu? eh, tk phm eh!
"tk tau? ko pegi bukak kamos bodoh!"
me: bodoh? eh eh eh, eh cik oi! pt kamos tkder, dh check.
"tu ko peh pasal,hrp skola haram jadah pn tk tau"
me: aku tk mcm ank ko.
"kurng aja"
me: *cuts in* kurg aja? kurg aja? kurg aja? kurg aja? kurg aja? ank cik byk peh ajaran?
"mmg ank aku byk ajaran, aku yg cukop ajar de"
me: ah ye la! ANAK CIK BYK SGT AJARAN SMAPI KENE TEBOK!!! *shuts fone*

self praise: fad maot.
actually thr's more to it.
those phrases are NOT the exact word.
aku repeat, some of the phrases are NOT the exact words.

she calld bck, aku reject reject reject.
then told ma sis to ans, beri salam.
(this happen afew times uh, letak kol, beri slm.-its always us yg beri slm)

then, fine, kte jmp bwh blk, kos this mkck tgl blkg blk jek.
kold mum.(mum n dad went opah's hse)

kte turon.
me: tk pyh cari, pegi mmps, de nk bobal ngan kte, bia de dtg!
she came w her daugter.

talk talk talk talk..

bottom line, i cn NOw know HOW her daughter is.
all the way, she showd herself.
like hers and her daughter flaws.
whic is bodoh.
skrg kte sumer tau baper jahat ko ngan ank ko!
bdh kn?
hrp pki tudong, mulot cm puki. (aku mulot longkang, de nyer puki)

i hope tht guy didnt kill himself.
mesti under depression nyer. cnfirm.
mulot mkcik tu jahat nk mmps. kecian bdk tu.

anyhoo, ma siblings, all of em FREAKD out when i talk to tht aunty.
aft everythg.
sufi ws like, along seram, sufi takot.
hajamia: along dh nt along. laen. muker sumer.
i ws shaking like rabaq giler aft i hung up on her.
ma sis ws like,along relek, tgn goyng rbq.
me: relek? de maki mkbpk kte ko tau tk?!

k bye.
-blacklips

2010-05-06T18:38:00.004+08:00

May PEace Be Upon To You.

okay, alhamdullillah, thth lahabao who stole Dad's bike got caught.
BUT! we, our family just wasted 5K on a new bike.
so, simply put,
we HV TWO bikes nw.

well, the plan, is to sell the old bike.
idk.
the most we cn get is clos to 2K..
ONLY!
urgh.!!!

idk hw i gna get 50 bux for FYP.
it FYP u know!
so,i cnt b the only one to pay LESS!
and NO! idw ppl to pay for me.
like wad happened when i ws in sec1.
til NOW idk WHICH KIND SOUL WHO PITIED AND HELPD(look dwn) on me.
tht he/she paid.
but yeah. i WS thankful.
WAS.

but hw hw hw?
OTTEOKE?
50 bux maner nk kaop.
and, im nt gna trouble ma mum.
hmm.
fad.
fad.
fad.
thr's only one way...
tie stones ard ma tummy.

okay, this part aku sengajer ckp baser mlayu.
tadi ader "perjumpaan"(hahah)
pas tu, dier.. alah pompan yg tk invite aku gi majlis kawen de,
ok, de asek2 tgk.bkn tgk uh, like cuba tok jelaskn pt aku sumer.
im like, ko asl sak?
ko igt aku peh bdh per?
skrg jgk aku ble blg uh eh A smpai Z aper yg dh dbincangkn.
eventhough, i felt stupid when she did tht.
and, gue dgn sengaja nggak senyum la.
buat apa sih?
org kayak gitu nggak perlu senyuman MAHAL ku sma sekali.

ahh, till then.
wansuey

-blacklips

2010-05-04T18:39:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

okay okay.
stressful wk ey.
updates..
erm, yeap.

1st may:
- balaq
-PARTY @ smbwg.

balaq
our only source of income.gone.
lke tht.
DAD'S BIKE GT STOLEN.
some fucking loser stole it.
idk hw our days gna be.
but, this prob is almost solved.
thanx to opah.
okay. period.

party @smbwg
i ws forced to attend ma cuzz's party.
Muneera's birthday party!
yeap.
it ws. idk. ok la huh.
interesting.
ws forced to play games.
so, i just playd along though ma heart beats madly.
aku kn anti social.
s usual, aku pro. keke.
other than wierd vibe cuzz gave specially to me, everything ws okay.
i love the bonding on Daddy's side.
cousins and aunties and uncles all participate in games.
(so imagine the PRESSURE I HAD)
they seem happy.

i think thts bout it la.
im hving mens cramp.
i cnt do anythg.
cnt think properly.

anyhoo, rmbr the msia, chi guy in sch?
well, he rmbr me!! well us actually.
then when Liyana went alone to buy wedges,
he actually askd "whr are ur frns?"
kekekeke.
bgs, muker2 kte patot melekat dfikiran kamu.
^^,

i felt guilty. why?
koz Luqman's mum SORTA biseng bout her children into Kpop.
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA.
kos they were like dancing, hving pictures as wallpaper, memorizing lyrics, listenin to kpop.
so yeah.
kekekek.

k thennn.
wansuey
-blacklips

2010-04-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

today very the happening.
i like many2.
actually, just the early part of the day.
kekek.

the story:
it ws raining heavily. i gt caught up in the rain.
LATE for sch. ZOMG!
then, i gather ma courage, which, idk whr on earth i get tht frm,
to ask and borrow an unbrella.
the thing is, FRM A MATREP!!!
i ws like. WO~! aft i realise wad i did.
malu sgt2.
but oh wells.

one more thing.
the matrep HANDSOME DERRRRRRR!!!!
handsome.
and....
we....
share...
the...
same...
unbrella...
under the rain. kekekekekeke
*ketawe miang*

okla, its a MEGA deal for me, koz i dont just go up to ppl.
im nt tht kind.
infact, i AVOID ppl.
just nw, for some reason, i ws "brave"?
HAHAHA. oh wells.

his chuckle v cheeky!
i like many2!

and the way. frm the sound he open the unbrella
v.the manly.
HAHAHA.
k dh.

then the aunty at mly stall praise.
(sry uh, its beeeen sooooooo long since some1 praised me, so, i find it big)
it ws kinda loud, the mly girls bside me turn their head.
yeap.
klu btl, Alahamdulillah.

happening kappa nyah?

anyhoo, i gt a PARTY this sat!
ma cuzz's bdae.
the thing is...
I DONT WANNA GO!!
imagine the LARGE group of ppl tht's gna b thr?
where m i gna put ma face?
so embarrassing!
i HATE it!! big time.
i hate parties!!! tht is, w ppl i dont know.hmm
hw? hw? i needa think of a lie..
ARGHHHHH.

kk
wansuey
-blacklips

2010-04-18T23:41:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

400th post!
YAY!
anyhoo. today ws super super super super super gereks.
i like our moments.
just hang out,
talk talk talk.
read arisa's tumblr,
n i hv to agree everything she said/typed.
our little little convos r like more serious nw.

siti, I SWEAR i felt uncomfortable just nw.
make sure our nxt timesssss, ur
"abg Boy" nt ard uh.
err

oh ho!
siti's kittens r like super cuteeeee!!!
cnt stop playing with em!!
i even woke the kittens up so i cn play with em
ahhhhh!!!
i even thought of stealing one home.
put it in ma bag.hehe
idk when our nxt time will be!!
im missing the kittens and gfs alr.

celebrate their(arisa an irah"s belatd bday)
chocolate fondue
fruits
mashmallows
Pizza(tnx to Arisa)

the most appreciated moments ws our talk.
love love love it. <3
idk when we cn gather like this again.

soon, irah will officially start wrkin as an EN.
WO~!
and arisa is currently wrkin/attatchmnts.
BUT for her attatchmnts, she got like over 600 bux?
HELLO?

anyhoo, our future plns,
im sooooooo lookin fwd to it.
kos... its ma 1st time. LOL
kk.
our gerl talk gna start like 1o mins time.
hope we cn keep this up.

IRAH, ARISA, SITI UPLOAD PICTURESSSSSSSS!!

w love,
-blacklips

2010-04-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

cam.
mls.
mau.
update.

sch starts officially on monday.
can i not meet monday.?
can i hv some to go thru yr 3 for me?
im really afraid of ma last yr.
PRCP cn give me heart attack when i think bout it.
aigoo.
gd thing for ma batch, 3 months. not 6.
*phew*

well,
i guess i hv to face it to end it.

i ws thinking of getting bonded w a hosp.
but ma results spells no to me.
aigoo.
only if im a lil smart.
):

hope sun happen to cheer/celebrate ma last day of holiday b4 sch starts.
):

*waves*
imy blogger.

-blacklips

2010-04-08T01:08:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

tough week.
to b honest,
so far i spent ma attatchmnt days, other than attatchmnts,
crying.
its either for no apparant reason,
watchin drama
or just.. *whispers* cnt accept ma life.
):

*waves*
imma continue with ma drama.

-blacklips

2010-03-27T15:12:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To YOu.

why am i so pabo?
):

-blacklips

2010-03-18T15:34:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

okay, tkley update pn.
nk cpt. i gt loads of things i need to watch n read.
attatchmnt nxt wk.
ANDWAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

-blacklips

2010-03-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

HELLO,
WORLD.

u know im bored.

bye.*waves*

-blacklips

2010-03-01T09:06:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be UPon To You.

now take a look at tht!!

its under the POPULAR section at all kpop!

aigooooo!

-blacklips

2010-03-01T08:32:00.005+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

ma mood dropped big time since 27th Feb 2010.
):
why?
THE BLOODY CONFERENCE LA!(27th feb)
between JYPE, 2PM and fans reps.
tht is one thing. then, due to alot alot of fans(87) tht attend tht conf.,
thr's like diff sources.
saying this and tht.
idk which to trust!
im tryin to stick to one source.
then their replies gave another meaning to it.
saying its nt true wadsoever.
aigooo.

well, if Jay really really did a BIG mistakes tht cause this uproar,
i still donnoe wad to say.
some are saying this is just a scene to sympatize current 2PM mmbrs
when the truth bout Jay is out.
are they xpecting it?
tch!

its really really hard to dcide/judge.
why?
kos we donne wad Jay did tht cause all this crap.
its either tht or JYP is a TOTAL LIAR!
(and 2PM mmbrs)
GAH! idk.
who's right? who's wrong? who to believe?

mayb, thier(2PM) pt of view nw is like
"we tried xplaining our best, its up to the hottests to believe it or not"
oh wells.
anyhoo, the current mmbrs of 2PM is, according to em,
trying really hard to perf.sing well.

wad im gonna do is just wait.
wait for the full convo to be out.

i shdnt hv gt ma self emotionally attatchd in the 1st place.

previously it ws DBSK.
now 2PM.
aigooooooooooooo!!!!!

the issue on DBSK like die out only..?

well, on the bright side,
Jay atleast gt the AOM(Art of Movement)
with him. thts wad he needs right nw.
support frm FRIENDS.

-blacklips

2010-02-27T17:06:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

im nw buzy following and waiting for updates
for the conference between 1:59pm and JYP and HOTTESTS reps.

aigoo.
eventhough i know what the results might be,
i still, hope for miracles to happen!!
PARK JAEBEOM ALOMST GT BCK TO 2PM
JUST IMAGINE THT. ALMOST.

argh,
bottom like tht guy is a liar!(nt jay)
gah! i hate him!

anyhoo,
yesterdat ws super super super fun
and i ate like pig.
and ws the 2nd last one to stop eating.
ekekekekekek.

we,(me,nana,man,diana,liyana,faris)
went seoul garden to boh!(aft the guys smbyg jumaat so ard 2.30 pm +/-)haha
then went else whr to lepak and crap.

played Baskin Robin at seoul garden.
the kimci taste wierd.
tch.
so, we use tht as a dare.
kekeke.
nana gt kimci.
liyana gt kimci oso.
diana gt kimci and kerang
me chilli and icecream(MIX)
faris gt chilli by itself. but he spit it out.
man gt: kimci, i cecream and chilli sauce mis tgt.(pdn muker)
kecoh! laugh till ppl turn their heads.!
spent out time thr for like 2-3 hrs +/-
maot pa?
i think ate ard 50 bux thr.
tch
HAHAHAHHA.

travel by faris's car to marina.
(i didnt know he tgl pt condo! jakon uh, when i reachd thr)
play tikam2.
nana, paid like 3 bux to get this 1 bux ben & jerry's icecream.
while faris just tried ONCE.!
hahaha. luck la luck.
we very the kecoh.
till our actions attract ppl's attention.
tch

liyana paisey! bcz of the attention.
well, i dont.!!! HAHA! koz im enjoying every moment of it.

soo full yesterday
tht i hv yet eat solid food till nw.
starting to feel hungry alr.(5.15pm)
i wana eat maggie.
told the kids to get for me.
pictures at FB arasou.?

liyana gt paranoid of her wt bcz of yesterday.
she freaking selim.
idk wddehell she's thinking.
she ws the 1st one to stop.
and i ws the 2nd last.
and im not worried bout anythg.
HAHAHA. gerls nwadays.!!

okay.
wansuey
-blacklips

2010-02-22T14:08:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

i promise, after i update, imma go study.
*whispers* or seleep.

tday paper ws quite tough,
but i gt the confident ill pass.
mcm just pass gitu, but pass jgk la.
insha allah.

regret se-regret regretnyer!
this morn, shd hv studied.
tch! ni, ma sis distracts me.
tgk MV.
so, skrg, its nt ma fault.HAHAHAHHA

multitaskers gets distracted easily.
i guess im one of em.

anyhoo,

i realise this morning that yg byk2 i memorized for tday paper
ws only ONE FREAKING PART of the paper.
but alhamdulillah, wad i learn came out. like the only part.
kk, adr 3 subtopics, frm this MAJOR topic,
and aku fadilah fadil, only study 1 tpoic.
selamat bin kassim keluar sey.
and its like exactly wad i studied la.
*phew*

tadi, ader mamat giler tetiber pekek
"pompan jambu"
sumpah aku tk teraser.
i just wanna say, tu mamat,
GILER PER?! PEKEK cam gitu.?
ma lutot ter-bend!
like as if a car hon bside me, u noe tht feeling.
KNNCCB!

anyhoo,
after ma paper,
we, me nana and liyana went to eat skejap uh.
then at this, Gecko eh?
idk la in our sch.
then this chi guy,he took our orders.
peh uute, i think its bcz of his "one sided fang" ya now.

so, i say.. "comel nye deyni nyahh"
sth like tht la.
then, i realise, de mcm tersenyum sipu like tht.
and i thought mcm lagi wow!
so, i say again.
then liyana says tht he understands,
im like."ye ker?"-kos he chinese mah.

haha, then aku cm paisey sndiri but nt sure kinda thing.
then i asked. he said yes. before tht,
when i came bck to nana, i heard him say
"TERIME KASEH"
i ws like.. "kaseh dtrimer"
"u cn speak, understand mly, wow!"

mamat msia nyah.
tapi pwooo sgt2
*ketawe mentel*

but he's still
comel se-comel comel nyer.
haha

shd hv said "subahanallah" as always.
hha,but hey!
i didnt knoe he's msian!!!!!!!!

malu nk mmps aku.
he oso feel uncomfortable,
didnt look at me, hw disappointing.
aiya.

AND IDK WHR THE HELL I GET THE COURAGE TO SAY THT!
hahahahha.
its like confession.
k dh.
im nt goin to buy food thr alr-not.

(new eye candy ker nyahhhhhh??!)

THANNKS SHAHIDA.
eh, shhhhh.
*wink*

wansuey
-blacklips

2010-02-20T02:29:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

last time, when ppl askd me why i wear hijab,
i answerd bcz i ws trained.

nw, when ppl ask me why.
ill say, bcz its a must. so i want to.

-blacklips

2010-02-19T22:10:00.003+08:00

May PEace BE UPon To You.

happening week yaw!
haha!

saw Fahrin Ahmad at Bugis, infront national lib.(last wed,17 feb)
sempat amek gmbr.
he's nt tht tall, but not bad lookin,
in tv drama, he look like pwoooooo!!!
real life mcm wow jek.
but still, its FAHRIN AHMADDDDD!!!!!
HELLO?!

haha,
the same freaking day, we, Luqman, Liyana and me witness theft.
in KFC at Bugis jgk.
this chi guy just took the bag and walkd off, then ran.
this mly guy(ard 3o plus gitula) calld him.
like "OI!"
tht chi guy just walkd off, slmt dpt thn.
he finally gt his bag back.

happenig nyah.

nyari lagi,
for once, i felt like RELIEVE to SHOUT when im angry,
its like.. WOOOOHHOOOOO!!!
so ppl shout when u're angry, it wrks.
HAHA.
its not the high pitch scream when u see ur idol.

why?
due to some reason.
kk, clue eh?
childish thing.
but it hurt alot uh.
"tkper, asl tk hitam"-straight to ma face.
guess wad i did.?
i cried, kickd n punchd walls, criticize the bitch who's staring at me in the mirror.
drag her self-esteem to the toilet bowl and flushd it.yeap.
i love the screaming part.
its like one kind.

i freakd out a lil when Nana just walkd out to "talk" to her.
haha, tk perlu, ma intention ws to let out.
but i gt serious.well a lil bit.

tht ws when i hv quality time of ma own in the handicaped toilet.

alahh, aku sensitive sgt.
but wad to do, ma reaction ws unstoppable.
im
not
strong.

anyhoo,
SEPECIAL THANKS TO NANA, LIYANA AND LUQMAN
sbb side aku, which tk perlu, koz wad she said is true.
and im at fault oso.
(i shdnt hv said "huh? klu ank ko burok cm ner?" in respond to her "ee, burok, tkper uh, ank ko(liyana))
*sigh*
ma bad. hah! haiz.

when i ws omw hm, i ws thinkin..
i shdnt hv gone mad with the crying and screaming,
instead, i shd be thankful,
thankful tht i ws born this way instead of unoe, disabled.
i shd be thankful.yes.
thankful fad.
appreciate.
*wipe tears*

bottom line, i ws taken aback. thts why.
SORRY!!!!
)':

ask me mom for advise so tht i cn calm dwn,
then me sis(hajamia)
haja hd tears, she cried.
oh wells, aku yg kene, lagi rabaq!
tch!

i WS so naive.
hah, things do happen.
as long as i am who i am,
it will stick with me.
FOREVER.

like ma mum.
)):

it might be a semall thing to ppl,
but its major to me.
v.f.personal.

look on the bright side,
aku jumper FAHRIN AHMAD
and me mum jelaous.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

wokay
-blacklips

2010-02-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

May Peace BE UPon To You.

aku paleng mls klu nk upload gmbr.

KNNCCB!

-blacklips

2010-02-14T21:46:00.003+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

yesterday, i help mum earn monay.
me neighbour order popiah sayor.
so i did all the parot-ing.
carrot and sengkuang(ni apr eh in eng?hmm)
so, parot parot parot, ma skin peeld off,
puteh skejap, haha, then the bld slowly seepd out.
parot3, i accidentally parot ma nail.
so its like chipped at the side.
i ws like.. "ma thumbbbbbbb, nail! "
haha, gitu la.

it took the both of us ard 4 hrs, plus the paroting and all.
then mlm, alhamdullillah, adr xtra,
i soo need reward aft peeling ma skinssssss off!!
*muker mrh*
so, dpt la upah, 3 popiah. FOOOOOOH!

then tday, i cnt use ma finger, hurt like mad, even though its a semall cut,
it hurt like mad.!
tch tch tch!!
then the whole of ma right arm, makdatok!
de peh saket, like s if smlm kejer keras gitu!

cute kn ni biskot.? nana peh makcik kasi..((:

spent the whole day, eating(me mum bakar ikn bkr)
and watching kdrama in the ltr part of the aftnn.

anyhoo, i saw, well, actually, me mum yg prasan dulu.
MA AUNT'S NEIGHBOUR YG ME MOM KEPT SAYING SHE SLIMMER THAN ME
fought with her bf la sey!
so much for love in the air day.
HAHAHA. happening nyahhhhhh!!!!

she punchd and kicked.. *whispers*his balls, leg,
smacked his arm. bit him.
but this guy.
he's really big.
motor de on bsr la eh.
maot nyer.
but idk wad.*chuckelS*
so, this guy tahan la konon,
de cumer tepes her only.

then finally, she walkd off, this guy cari her,
puseng2 ma blk sumer.
happening eh.?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA!

bgs!
*roll eyes*

okay, i wanna eat.
wansuey
-blacklips

2010-02-14T21:41:00.002+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

BAD LOVE.
citer gerek nyah...!!!

ate chokoreto isukurimu while watching kdrama, maot la sgt2..
tml, plan to go study at air port.
the prob is, idk hw long the journey is.
hmm, ni yg leceh ni.

i need to ask ard.

i realise, both nizad and khai(i think his name) currently acting.
part time kod.
dh lost cntct. so idk.
khai, skali pndg, mcm syed azmir.
mcm O.O jgk.
HAHA

anyhoo, aku dh ckp tk ble wish valentine's n chi new yr ni sume..
degil la korg!
gasak lerrrrr.

k la,
idk if i shd eat, or cont watching drama
or eat ice cream, ni kali duria flavour.
kekekekekekke.
k lor. selamat.

hope me mom tolak monay siket, klu tk, tml no fulus to eat.
)):

wansuey
-blacklips

2010-02-13T13:54:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

idk WHEN imma go start studying.
kdrama is superrr addictive.

wad's been hapenning.?
idk.
hw im i doing?
idk
wad shd i do?
idk

im soooo bored.
i need to eat and eat and eat.

oh, wait, i need to activate ma happy hormone.
I NEEEEDDDDD CHOCOLATEEEEEEEEE!!

eh, i like lazy only to update.

bbahsyahh! for the upcoming exams.
HWAITINGGGGGGG!!!

bye la.
wansuey
-blacklips

2010-02-12T02:14:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

i realise sth...
i always RUN.
):

anyhoo, at ma blk notice board, gt this 2 china man pic.
he assault 2 lone ladies alr.
so, police currently looking for him.
yeap. interesting much.?

me n sibs lied and skippd thurs class.

i cnt sleep.
like a month alr.
*singing insomnia*
pikiran nyahhhhh. just random thoughts swirlin.
haha. *swirl swirl*

valentine's comin...
TK BOLEY CELEBRATE EH ORG2 ISLAM!!
if i were to define love.
it'll be..erm.
seeing ghosts.
yes, seeing ghosts.
love is like seeing ghosts, not everyone hv experience it but its thr..
get it.?
tk phm suda! tk kuaser nk xplain.

till then
wansuey
-blacklips

2010-02-07T13:36:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

if im here, it simply means i hv sth to complain,
or sth interesting happen,
or i gt time.

anyhoo,
yes sth quite interesting tht it pisses me off happend this norn at ard 6.30AM.
me mom, pour, well nt really pour, she splash but slowly cold water at me face.
and its 500ml mind you.
ao i ws like lemas like tht.
HAHAHA, but serious.

ma ultra thin matress,
2 comforters,
2 pillows,
ma bntl busuk,
ma fone,
and ME!
gt wet.

i thought aku mimpi lemas siak!
kos the water enter ma nose.
CB btl.
hahahhahaa.
didnt talk to her, while she ws TRYING to talk to me.
tch tch tch.

then went bck to sleep.
she woke me up by giving me solid strokes of "love"at ma butt
lagi siket aku ckp CB!
woke me up for this xtra religious cls, which i hate.
i mean for this sun clas only.
satu bender pn tk phm.
bout hadis la.
tch.

anyhoo,
dgr2 Liyana n Nana dh addicted with the songs.
maot per?
like finally, i cn talk bout kpop well, 2PM only with clsmates.
kecoh nyahhhhhh.

went for arisa performance.
a musical actually.
it ws, as per normal, great.
tk ramai org sgt uh.
and tht include the staffs.
-.-

wokay, imma go do ma ab psych proj.
*waves*

2010-02-01T13:47:00.003+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

i guess it slippd out, and im hurt dear.
):

anyhoo,
-its becoming a habit.
-8/9
-IM NOT SICK

dr say...
fungal infections.
tch tch!

-blacklips

2010-01-21T01:56:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

if mum's influence is strong,
i gt a feeling, ma brother, gonna grow up hving the same fear as me,
simply because,
I LOVE MOM.

):/(:

-blacklips

2010-01-19T01:33:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

grp leader!
aku sumpah ko mati tk bernyawer!
guess wad.?
yesterday was ma pharmacology presentation.
ok, freaking nervous.
then uh, ma grp leader sick..
tch, awww, poor thing.
so, he didnt come to present.
so left with me, fatin and luqman.
we LAST MINUTE divide yi qing's slides.
super last minute.
tht i ws freaking nervous la.
i screwd up a lil i guess.
tch

anyhoo,
idk wad to say alr.
wokay.byeeeee.

wansuey
-blacklips

2010-01-16T01:06:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

i ws thinking..

be urself=dont b some1 u cnt=stop trying?
(manipulative)

im the kind tht dont share,
if u get wad i mean...
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

-blacklips

2010-01-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

aku fad, raser...

TERPINGGIRRRRRRRRRRR

-blacklips

2010-01-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

i feel like screwing ma life.
omg! im so emo.
whoever's reading to ma rants,
THANKS BYK2.
u noe who u r.

*hit maself with wife beaters x10*

-blacklips

2010-01-16T00:32:00.001+08:00

MAy PEace BE Upon TO You.

somtimes i feel like...
FUCK WHY-OH-YOU BITCH!

well im a human, so do go ard saying..
"hrp je pki tudong, abeyz maki2"

-blackips

2010-01-15T23:48:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

(15 JAN)
SENGIL CHUKA HAMNIDA,
-JUNSU

-nana
-luqman
-mushi
-huxin

ate cake THREE times for tht day.
1st with class,
2nd just the gereks.*chuckles*
3rd with nana's frns.
AND, mcm reunion gitu la, nana's frn's frn is ma frn.
tk phm sudah, selowwwwwww!

so yeah, de very malu2 like tht.
wasted, igt nk bobal or wad, but, he's buzy studying!
WTF.org celebrate bdae.
Ngee Ann student, engineering sth la huh.

*terigt mase primary3-5*
i passed ma BIO paper la dok.
ALHAMDULILLAH!!
happy-yeh.

well, as they say, expect the unexpected.
fatin gt A. i ws like. WOAH!
and, this girl ran frm one end to another.
"yayyyyyyy! aku dpt EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
gitu la.
*chukles*

i felt like living zombie 3 days straight.
since tues/wed.
tch.
me mom say i dint hv enuf rest.
well, u tell me, WHO THE HELL EVER HAD ENUF REST?!
tch.

-more stories of broken family.

contribute ideas for me sis o-lvls.
i ws surprised when selvam told me sis to talk to me 1st before deciding.
i ws like WOAAAAH.
Mr.Fahmi wants me sisters to start drawing,
then me sis wants me opinion so they plan 1st lor.
then Selvam ws like, let em ask their sister, i know her.
sth like tht laarrr.

TERHARU PER AKU?!
mmp pn. *chuckleS*

told em to choose "segmented"
then do on broken families or sth.
(for hajer)

for mia, im waiting if she ask me.
haha.(action plk aku)
helpd her.. WILINGLY to shade her metacarpus (finger bone la)
RINDU ART BROOO!!

wokay,
imma do some useful stuffs.
like projects!
tch tch tch!

wansuey
-blacklips

2010-01-13T15:38:00.002+08:00

May PEace Be Upon To You.

skipped sch for 2 days simply bcoz, i want to-NOT
tch.
im sick for the first time this yr.
HAHA.
idk why actually.
saket TC kod *chuckles*
kekekekeekekkekekekekekekekekek.
(k dah cukp)

AND!
i cnt sleep at night.
for 1 wk plussssssss alr.
which means, its insomnia stage 1.(i think)
HAHA. oh wells.

a classmate told me to drink warm milk before bed.
she read frm a magzine.
anyways, no monay to buy milk, so yeap.

watchd jennifer's body yeaterday with parents. hw awkward.
its RATED, so, i hv no choice but to watch with mum.
so wierd ya know.

everyday, i heard him speak,i felt like SLAPPING HIM!
tch!

k la, imma go pray.
wansuey
-blacklips

2010-01-10T22:27:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

im watching Mnet scandal
and..
i
feel
sooooo
jealous.

omg i wanna cry.!
damn! tears tears!!!
arghhh!!!!

-blacklips

2010-01-08T12:33:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

let me seee...
tht day,(last sunday) went out to meet gfs like finally.
tch! finally ma lies wrked.
tch! bingent nk mampos bro!
only for a few hrs.tch tch!

he askd, wad did u do for urself?
she answd, aft a long thought; nothing.
he said; well u shd start thinking bout it.

anyway, me mom saw ma aunt's neighbour,
and she said, im fat.
simply bcz tht girl is stick skinny!
tht dosent mean im fat okaaaay?
its her fault for beig skinny!
!@#$%

i askd ma sis, n guess wad?
they say jyeah! im KINDA fatttttttt!!!
WTF?!
anyway, im cntrolling nw.
better maitain thenn gain!!!
^^,

oouuh! guess wad? im eating nestum for lunch! sooooo not me!
-.- ):

2 ICAs, gone!
JYEAH!
i passed ma practical!
hey! the lecturer...
woah!

simply said, i ws almost at the top of ma voice talking to her.
irritataing.
she even made 1 of ma lecture mate cry!!!
i guess she's THT irritating.
tch!

yesterday ws NYP open hse, and today and the nxt day.
i WS suppose to help but in the end i realise i ws under reserve.
WTF, aku semagat dot com alr.tch!
well, look at the bright sideeeeeee, u cn stay at hm studyin for
upcoming BIO PRACTICAL AND ICAS!
TCH!!!!!

wokay,
hope i cn go chop off ma hair tday!

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-12-23T13:37:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

YAYYYYYY!!!!
I FOUND MA HAMSTER!!!!!
<3333333333333 wanna noe whr.? on ma head.! jyeah! it ws on ma head. i ws sleepin when i felt sth moves, then i slowly push ma hair to the bck la. then i grab, sth furry furry like tht. then, i sat up, then i sw, at the center of ma pillow, ws ma beloved hamster!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe. switchd on the light, n carry ma hamster bck.
happy.
then, i realised, ma lower eyelid like swollen like tht. and yeap, it is! haha. bdh btl. till nw swollen. idk wad happen oso. being a gurl is a nuisance. and mum wants me to stay at home. the whole 2 wks of break. and do hsewrk. FML! nad news much.? well, i still hv one last choice. geojitmaliya

till then
wansuey
-blacklips

2009-12-22T18:05:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To YOu.

on one side u said ure willing to listen.
on the other hand, u said it burdens u.
apa cakap?!

finally, attatchmnts at IMH is over.
WOOHOO!!!
well, i ws offered to b a model twice.
frm the sound n unsound mind.
-.-
at least.

-ma sibs gt promoted to sec 5!!!!
CHUKA HAE!

(19th-21 dec)
anyway, i had super gurreat day since last sat and it lasts til tday.
(fck!)
well, we went smbwg( so incease it rains or too tired, we cn cabot).
yeap, so it ws super funnnnn!!!
lookin at the situ, we'll gonna stick at least for another year.
-supeerrrrr windy.
-catch baby crabs.. BY ME. *keneng naek2
-barbeque
-sing
-dance
-laugh LOUDLY till ppl were looking at us.

20th: SENGIL CHUKKA HAMNIDA OMMA!

last day...
mandi hujan!!! hahah.
i cn actually see the rain come frm the sea.
i ws like..
"makk!!! hujan dtg! hujan dtg!"
hahaha. gerek.! the wind mcm ribot!

i ws sooo happy tht idk why, even looking and waiting for water to boil in the kettle makes me happy.

pics will b in fb if aku rajin enuf.

then, balek rmh jek...
i felt like crying.!!
T.T mood dh spoil.
ma hamster lari rmh!
idk whr in the hse alr.
haiya!

bye la!
wansuey
-blacklips

2009-12-16T23:38:00.005+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

hw sad, told mum im hungry n she shut the door.
):
life's like tht.

niwae, idk WHY but ppl seems to approach to me.
haha.
well QUOTING frm me aunty n OTHERS.
aku kn "sombong" "bongkak" but these past few days, ppl came asking for me help.
happy gitu la when they day "thank u".

tht time gt this aunty appreach me of all the ppl thr,
need ma help to buy standard tic.
haaha.when she said "thank you", i ws like.. really.? woahhhh.
k mepek but i felt one kind.

"can i talk to you?"
me: sure, sit here la, we cn talk2. (:
*starts talking for more than an hr*
then finally. i hv to go, she said.."thank you"
i ws like,"eh no prob la.im willing to listen"

somtimes all u hv to do is listen. thts it.
(:

updates:
nothing much la.
except, went out wif fam to EATTTTTTTTT.
oh i feel fat nwadays.HAHA. hope im nt.
anyway, went to eat due to special occation..
ma parents' 19 yrs anniversary!!!!

and i sw tokiman, his wife.. FOOOH. lawa beb.
pki tudong jgk. friendly..

ANNOUNCEMENT:
ARISA FOUND SINGAPORE VERSION OF AJ!!!!
(well, sort of) kekeke
ma gd ness.. anyway, he IS gd lookin yaw.
gah!

AND..
shahida calld in d aftnn just to make me jealous.
rmbr the timothy.? he freaking rmbr her!!!!!!!!!!!
only if he ask "eh, whr's ur tht day frn?"
straight away i go thr..
n i go "HERE I AM!!"
ahhahahhahahahahh

niwae, it surprises me to know tht some ppl fears me when im mad.
(ok eng aku rbk, but u get the pt la huh?)

kk bye!
wansuey
-blacklips

2009-12-07T05:23:00.001+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

time check: 5.25AM
kekeke.
bathe alr..heeeee.
tday, ma IMH posting...
FIGHTING!!! ^^,

kk, byeeeeee.
wansuey
-blacklips

2009-12-04T23:32:00.003+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

"eh, how ur pussy swing uh? must hv alot of juice right?"
"okay, u cn go n rub ur nipples"

VERBAL ABUSE

-challengess of a nurse. (CHey)
ble mati aku.
setan btl ni pt.
i ws doing tube insertion. tht ws when all this foul languages and all sorts of vulgarities,let it b in mly or eng, came out.
SETAN ko!

anyway, yesterday ws ma last day.
YAY! nw, nxt battle, in IMH, which is on mon.
yeap.
hope it'll b a blessing.

this new pt is in ma mind.
mamat mlayu daaa.
kekeke.
why? bcoz his name suuuuuper long, mcm namer sultan gitu.
namer de je, dh tk cukop nafas aku.(k, im exaggerating) heee
AND, he super funny n friendly, and, i thinks he loves attention.
aku lyn kn jek, cnsider him s one of ma attention deficiet pt.
LOL
anyway, gdbye Mr. Long name.kekekek

im super bored nw.
n idk why.
im sleepy, but i think i sgd celebrate aft LEAVING WARD 64.
gah! setan btl.
imma c, if i cn watch other dramas.heee

anyway, i gt 2-in-the-process-of-shrinkin-pimples.
yes,*roll eyes* then, i realise, lately,since last wk,ppl hv been lookin at me.
i hope its just me u noe.
ergh, irritating.
told me mom, n she mrepek.
buat malu jek.

ws suppose to donate bld, but s usual, SITINURHASKIKIN bueh!!!
*roll eyes smpai juleng*
dh tu, tk ckp pape.
marah tau MARAH!
!@#$%

im inlove with the moon,
it accompanies me when im asleep, hw sweet.

OH OH!!
just nw, aft attatchmnt, i ws heading to the bustop frm hosp la.
then i ws this matrep, well he lookd, like one,alone.
SUPER blonde hair, pierced lips. average-singaporean looking.
u noe wad he did.?
de beri slm dh....*nods-i-knoe-it-all*
i ws enjoying ma chocolae boost, hapy2 aft last day, tekejot katak aku bro.
unconciously i answerd,turn n lookd at him, then he smild.
n being me, guess uh wad i do.
hah.

k thennn.
fighting! (for IMH)

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-29T19:44:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

APER KO MEPEK SETAN?!!
its either ko mepek, or aku tk phm.
belapes ko tk kene situasi la oi.
ckp straight to the pt sua.

ma bro da start bejinak jinak with k-pop.
kekekekekeke ^^,

niwae, pooooooooor Taecyeon.
ader ke patot fan wrote letter with menses bld?
wtf like?
then "sprinkled" it with pubic hair!!
WTF.
OCD(obssessive compulsive disorder) gurl.
pure madness.

-blacklips

2009-11-29T00:30:00.004+08:00

May PEace Be Upon To You.

latest updates:
ma sisters just gt hm..
their stories..
WUUUAH!!!!
yes, super woah!
-the dance
-the mosh
-the moment
-the pelawer-dance-and-rejecting-guySSSS moment.
many more uh. like stories nt frm real world sia.

ah, bitch! ma batch tk der all his prom. tk fair siak.):

-blacklips

2009-11-28T22:55:00.002+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

latest updates:
ma sis gt 2nd for prom queen selection.
amg sec 4 n 5.
surprised much.?
actually, yes. HAHAHAHAHA

i bet they hv a lot to say, kept calling to update me just nw.
bth of em.HAHA.

kecoh doks, prom sumer....

HAJAR KO SECOND.?
DORG TK BUTER KE APERRRRR?
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

-blacklips

2009-11-28T22:31:00.001+08:00

MAy Peace BE Upon To You.

i told mom,
_____ and ___'s life mcm pt drama.
n surprisingly, mom agrees.
*shurg*

-blackips

2009-11-28T22:22:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be upon To You.

thick-skinned plot
strong denial
tough persistence

3 basic rules to........

-blacklips

2009-11-28T21:45:00.004+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

23rd nov.
special thanks to those who remembered ma birthday.
^^,
sms:Arisa, Mia, hajar, shahida, Siti, sya, adeline,sufi, irah, fiza, ibu, haziq faiz, xiaoxin, yiqing, sze en, freda, syareez, izzat, shid, ama.

fb:a'an, shahida (again), kak azura, jeyda, shankar, jeslin, darren, xuefang, adeline(again), adam, jesse, afiq, ifa, joan, amanda, wan and azmir.

face-to-face:MOM, eugene and khaliesa

tagged: "lost in every single think" and " sqeek"

((:
alhamdulillah, im finaly EIGHTEEN.

gt attatchmnt on the same day which is like WTH!!!!!
aft att, went BO! mkn like mad.
til i vomit. which is sad. HAHA.
ma adeq2s blanjer mkn like s if im a pig, n being me, aku tk tolak rezki, especially frm some1 close.
HAAHHAH.
so, aft heavy dinner, mkn ice kacang, then go macdonalds eat strawberry shortcake.
amek ko fad. then abezkn ma bro's icecream oso.(aft mum forcd me)
*BURP LOUDLY* ws ssososoosooooooooo fuuulllll.
i loike. (:

26th nov
for the first time, i sorta enjoy ma attatchmnt on this day.
haha, felt like a real nurse yaw. alhamdulillah. ^^
insha Allah, this days will come again.((:

27th nov
SELAMAT HARI RAYER HAJI
mummy ws talkin bout it, me n me sib mcm jealous gitu, but wad to dooo.
da naseb de.
kirem slm pt darling aku la yer. ):
almk, cm mau nanges plk. T.T

K-pop talk with ma BELOVED cuzzie.
HAHA, gt all xcitd till ma mkciks tegor, join in the convo.
WEEEEE. funn perr??!! YEAP.!
kekekeek.

watchd Youre beautiful smpai habez. so sad, till eppy 16 only.):
like really ):
argh!! ):

28th nov
-happy bdae to rizzuan.
-ma adeq gt prom, n ma skills nt bad uh, aku mekap kn de. LOLs.
"smokey eyes" la konon, but gotta admit, nt bad huh.

me n ma classmates kena chosen for NYP opn hse.
nk ckp xcitd, tk, nk ckp tk, tk.
HAHA.
1st time. so aku cm, TAK NAAAAAK,
imagine the ppl i hv to face.
DAMN! it will be like... HALF THE SCH?!
Allah help me with this.
LECEY.com sak!

kk, imma go watch some drama ma cuzz recommend.
byeeeee

*whispers* he told me the price mcm NAMER ANJENG DE!
pft!

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-22T17:34:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

tml, will b the start of attatchmnts.
continously for 4 wks.!
ARGH! 4 wks alr i feel like...WAD THE HELL.
wad if its ma PRCP?
6 SOLID MONTHS!
omo! im gonna die!
damndamndamn!!!!!

):

well, its all bout wad u think.
think positive fad.
argh but i cnt!!! the staff know me alr.
they gonna bomb me with qns!!
OMG!!!!!

hope for the best.

FAD!!!!
FIGHTING!!!
BBAHSHYAHH!

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-21T00:03:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

i just feel like laughin.
so....
JACKFOT!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
AAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA
AAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
gosh, im laughin even nw.
aigoo, manager. i loike you!
JACKFOT!!!!! YEAH!!
ahh.really.

-blacklips

2009-11-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

jgn manjer kn dorg sgt, igt, u hv other children jgk.
):

-blacklips

2009-11-20T22:33:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

this skin is temporary, im effing tired to chg it alr.
bitch btl!

-blacklips

2009-11-20T15:24:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

im suuper bored nw.
):
donne wad to do.
sigh, imma go feed maself with k stuffs.
^^,

-blacklips

2009-11-20T15:23:00.001+08:00

MAy PEace BE Upon TO You.

police case.
):

-blacklips

2009-11-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

"please tell me how much you like Tae Kyung"
ans: "100!!"

AND I FREAKING FREEEEEEEEEAKINNGGG LOVE HIS REACTION!!!
argh!
suker suker suker.

eppy 14:
TK: i like you!

argh!! like finally.^^,

-blacklips

2009-11-19T00:18:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

i ws once born wild, but i gt tamed.
i tried to drown ma sorrows, but they freakin learn hw to swim.
bottom line, stop tellin me to b happy.

i passd ma lab test. -.-

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-16T23:21:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

one word: perpisahan.
(pls dont let it happen, Allah!)

tday, the spore kiddos came to nyp.
im nt into em n plusss its crowdd.
so, i stayd in the lib aft me proj.

-laughd alot.

anyway, i ws at yck mrt station, when i sw this-idk-wad-u-call-it thing.
n i saw GOKUSEN!
i ws like.. WOAH.
tergegat pt situ, tgk muker this jap guys.
makdatok. subahanallah btl la.
n i sat facin tht big thing while wating for ma train.
serious, tk bhg!
then, a min b4 the train cm, a grp of girls plk lookin at it.
i ws like. almk! kaco uh! sebok btl.
but i had solid 4-5 mins staring at it.
oh wells.
^^,

bye

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To YOu.

money returnd.
punnishnt. 2 strokes.

-blacklips

2009-11-16T02:07:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

-as much as i want it OUT of ma mind.
the vivid the memory is.
BASSSSSKET!

-i shall withdraw maself.
thts a promise im nt gonna break.
):

-mum just woke up.
sharing is caring mmt wif Mia.
had a great laugh! like finally.
ma stomach pain!!
^^
byeee.

wansuey
-backlips

2009-11-15T23:40:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

tryna put everything aside and study for tml.
pray for me. ya?
dont pln to sleep.
nk buat kopi satu juggggg.
heeee! ^^,

to ppl: sharing is caring.<3
part aku je..: sharing is hating.

another session of the sessions u dont wanna hv.
):

happiness is temporary,
peace is forever.

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-14T16:18:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

aft, ma self-reflect time.
i sorta realise tht im blamed for everything.
gah! nmv but cont sayin.?
whhy?
naze watashi nano.? like seriously.

ok, next.
i didnt wanna spread.
but nw cn. HAHA.
MA SIS IS OUT OF THE HOSPITALLLLLLLL!!!!
YAYYYYYYYYY!!
suspect anal cancer.thts wad i told her.
like straight to her face.
"its either its torn or uve gt anal cancer"
bleeding like mad ya noe.
ws quite worried.
but. JYEAH!! she's out now.
^^

even the Dr. askd her if any pf her family mmbrs gt hist of ca.
HAHA.
slmt tk...phew.

2 tests nxt wk! mmps aku!
):

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-14T02:02:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

i cn nw see scars on his hands.
ego's aside, he cried.
i realise, hw he treasures frship.

argh, "you're beautiful" is a typical but gd korean drama.
^^,

tml/ltr, imma go joggin with me sibs,
just to release stress. (:

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-13T15:20:00.000+08:00

May PEace Be Upon To You.

ws told to return the money.

-blacklips

2009-11-11T15:17:00.000+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

found a wallet, 30 bux.

-blacklips

2009-11-11T01:32:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

aku lagik frust skrg. so bear with me.
EVERY FREAKIN HUMAN
always say... "be strong"
including ME!
but wads UR definition of STRONG?
mine might b jump dwn frm the tallest building.
thts strong enuf for u to make ur decision.
(urgh, Fcuk, i dont understand wad im typin here)

anyway, if u were to advise me.
NEVER use tht word.!
ARASOU?

i understand i shd hv nt, like me classmate say.
"dont let tht cnflict thing get over sch wrk..."
come to think of it.
hmm, i might hv..
but, somhw, i dont think so la.
i nvr showd/ shared any of me probs with classmates.

argh fcuk!

anyway,
MIA!!!!! FIGHTING!!! IMMA C YA LTR. T.T

class celebrate the nov kids' bdae yesterday.
the cake is super.!!
tnx guys! (:

but seriously, yestd ws the WRONG DAY TO CELEBRATE.
minus the crying for no reason mmt.
why the fcuk i became this sensitive.
argh damn it.!

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-09T12:12:00.002+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

m in sch nw. yeap.
idk why, but i sorta sw some1 in yellow stood bside me.
just sttod thr la.
it took me quite a while to finally turn ya noe.
skaliii.
*jeng jeng jeng*
tk der org daaa.
freaky eh.? but cool
me imaginary frn in yellow.
zzzzz.

thts like three times tday.!!
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-08T03:40:00.002+08:00

May PEace Be Upon To You.

his eyes "disappears" when he laugh/smile.
arrghhhh.! kyota!(spell)
^^

"melibat kan maruah"
i bet its really sth serious.
well. like ive said, sharing is caring. (:

-blacklips

2009-11-07T00:57:00.004+08:00

May PEace Be Upon To You.

yest.
-support wan perform.
HAHA. kech!
wan enter stage for his solo jek, me n arisa da "woooooh!"
gitu, just the 2 OF US.!!

BAEK WAN!
maot2 uh lu!

then when he left, kwn de yg satu ni, aku la..
shoutd "baek wan!!"
^^
peduli apr aku.?
aku la satu2 nyer kwn yg will support her frn when every1's not/stop thiers.

Hanafi's the MC. (ma adeq peh crew.nana pwh kwn i think)
pecah sak. telo melayu de melakattt pekattt.
me n arisa cnt stop but pointin out.LOL
his quartet=kuar-tad
father= far-der
chigago=CI-car-go
theodore=toe-door
alot more uh. thts exactly hw he pronounce it.
super -.-

went with arisa and me sibs for the performance.
this time round i dont feel sleepy.haha!
padahal long day today(yest)

ni yg nk cito nih,
aft the concert, we went toilet,
SEKALI!!!!!!!!
adr lipas sak. tekejot berok.
belambak.!
like one family gitu dtg cari mkn.
lintang ppukang me n me sibs.
then went to other toilet, masok jek DE PAT TEMBOK!
TERBANG PUNYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
kelamkabot lari!
next toilet,beside simulation lab, masok,check2 okay.
check smpai last cubicle.
ader la siak! then no choice, i need to empty ma almost 5oomls of urine.
then told ma adeq to kacuii.
then tgh pki slua, ma adeq ws like..
"ALONG CCEPAT, DE DTG PT ALONG"
wa peh takot, panjat toilet bowl while wearin ma pants.
HAHA. seram.
ma adeq: ADER DUERRRRRRR!!! BESAR! TERBANG PUNYER!
tongek2 sak nk bukak pintu,
smpt wash hands and ran out.
bodoh peh lipasssssssss. every toilet plk tuh!!

then balek gi mc, buy snack wrap.
FIRST TIME BELI.
tk worth it la.

ive watchd the latest epi of You're beautiful
suker akuu. >.<

FIERCENESS rocks okaaaaayyyy?^^

arisa, i hopd wad we pland happen.!!
im all xcitd alr. haha!
insha Allah

to you: aku kecik hati,tht day.):

bubyeeee
wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

m sleepy n yet im doin this.

gd luck to Wan for tml (or shall i say ltr) performance.

adr org ckp Syairah's face lookd like mine.
HAHA. i guess its the YSS thing.LOL

voguelicious guys/gals are FREAKING PREETY.
aku yg jealous.

had a great laugh yest., mental health tutorial.
i loike.

Adeline pasang braces. HAHA
seriously, it suits her.LOL
n she cnt pronounce "s" "v" and sth.
it'll b like "assh" lol.
like small kiddo.

shahida asek bertemu jodoh.
HAHAH.

i believe sharing is caring,
but when i shard sth, it pisses ppl off.
padahal tht person yg suro "sharing is caring"
HAHA.
some ppl, this is life u c.

i cnt think of anything else except ma bed.
guess imma go to bed now.

k. i wanna sleep.

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-04T23:14:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

AMEK KO PENAMPAR KASEH SYG AKU, ADEQQQ KU!!!
ameeeeek.
dont u dare put ur hand on me!
then i realise...
"oh! im wearing ringssss"

i hv no mood for ur crap.
respect tht!

i just realise, HAPPY BDAE T.O.P!
^^v
syg ko. lol.

anyway, aft grp meetin-without-yi qing.
(woah, this guy seriously, testing ma patience)wadeverla huh.

went bck with Ama. terpakser tglkn shahida.
kecian de. well, she end her proj. meeting late.
the balek walk2 ard ntpt.
when some1 calls to REPORT TO ME!!!
omg im so jealous.
smpai adr yg binget.

then ltr, arisa came to KFC .
talk and talk.
ama brag and brag bout hongki.
action sia.!!!!
and we laughd and laughd.
HHAHAHAHA. de ngaku diri de korean laaaa..alalala
then i say "akuu pn la!"
ama: korean tk pki tudong..*mockingly*
kurg asam kn.?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

tkper2, korean AT HEART!!
*smile*

haha, gerek pe klu hari2 laugh2 .
^^

shahida betemu JODOH de lagik.
HAHAHA!

-blacklips

2009-11-04T00:28:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

this is sooo nt the time to GET swellin'
HAHA.
i mean boohoo.
ma face is round like ze moon.
imma skip lect tml.
OH-EM-GEE!

-blacklips

2009-11-03T23:35:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

being close doesnt me u r a couple!
damn! this is getting irritating.
not ur frns u knoe, but ur LECTURERSSSSS?!
hw DUMB is tht?
mcm immature like tht right?

shahida finally sw him!
HAHA. skrg baru aku cayer klu jodoh ko tkkn ke maner!
frm beginnin of 1st sem till now.
LOL.
(beb, jgn ckp namer de.)

oh wells, im ass-eye-see-kay. SICK!
blockd nose, ma whole face is like itchy.
feel like skippin lect tml.): just go for lab.
and tml will b OUR FIRST LEFTOVER GRP MEETING!
yay!! *mocking* *roll eyes*
sungguh tk perlu Fad.

YAY! tics is wif arisa.
support wan perform.
bdk tu dr solo. *chuckle*
wannnnn. fighting! ^^

went to admin office to replace ma admin card.
hilang nth kemaner..(yest.)
nk nanges.
paid $6.40 zzzzzz
waste monay only.

ATTENTION GFS.
TXT ME/ARISA FOR UPDATES.
THANKYOU! -.-

im suddenly thinkin of Mr. MRT.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-03T12:29:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

FIVE HOURS OF BREAK.
tk pernah dlm sejarah of ma life in NYP.
HAHA. this is wad i call MEGA break.
yesterday ws 4 hrs.
=.=

so i went bck to do tis-NOT!
i went bck to finish up ma lab assignmnt.
yeap, then cn eat. lek2.
bathe AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.....
which reminds me.

yesterday, me n Arisa spent hrs tgt!!
^^
talk and talk, plan and plan, gossip and gossip.
HAHA.
finally,went to lib. AND I SW MR.MRT!!
HAHA! he's nt gdlookin, BUT he lookd like DIDI!
so yeah..hehe.
arisa startd singing tht song n dancin.
siket jek.HAHA.
n i ws like. WAD TIME IS IT?
ITS 2PM!!
k random i know. well who cares, we hd funnn.

went to BK, our last stop. to eat. just to let time fly.
then we saw some1 we wishd we hdnt.
=.=

kk, imma go do ma assignmnt.

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-11-02T00:59:00.004+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

wkdays!!!!
argh!
niwae, spend time with shahida and ama!
kecoh pt BK. mcm keluarger kte nyer,
yg tk ble thn,
i read Ama's bio notes.
and i sw this.

"why semot2? because the bld vessels is compressed"
aku LOL!! showd shahida, and being her, she nasi tambah.
"why ant2?" and being me plk, i said " why ant2 bite2?"
LOL. it ws super funny at tht pt of time.
our expressions kn exaggerating, so it ws super funnay!!!

BK full of o-lvl studs.
ma fone adr new "programme" or wadever u call it.
to infom me biler masok waktu.
which is frm me DAD.
*roll eyes* nk klu peh susa.

(b4 meeting em)
i cnnt take it, i went out, cry, tears of ANGER.
at the staircase. jus snyhw go ppl blk.
HAHA. then head BK.

shahida left early due to her classmeeting at yishun sia?!!
SHE PAITAO US!
but it ws fun la.today ws fun,(its hist alr.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz)

went bck ard 5 plus, aft me sibs ends their shift.
Ama n Mia rebot HONGKI/HONGGI!
HAHAHA. berebot la korg, slmt jonghun AKU slamat.!!
HAHAHAHHAHA

kk wansuey
-blacklips

2009-10-31T22:54:00.003+08:00

May PEace Be Upon To You.

nari mak gua masak laok mahal.MAHAL dok.
which is ketam sth.HAHA.
to cook this, we need like 3 days food cost. thts is why i call it expensive.
but i think mum gt lobang, frm mummy.
so yeah.
sdp.

n went out to meet Ama n Shahida.
eat at her mom's stall.
mee soto de sdp sak.
fooh. haha!
jln2 pt CP. n thts it. struggle to STAY out.
ma fone cnt stop ringin!

nt in gd terms with mom.
she dont wanna talk to me.so yeah, nt ma fault wad.
i TALKD to her u noe. but her IGNORD me. so yeah.
dont get offended then.
*shurg*
i knew she wants a guy as her 1st child n gt me instead.
somewhat a guy, MORE to the grl side.
yeap. idk WHY i AGREE to live in this world.
-.-

byeeeeee
wansuey
-blacklips

2009-10-31T12:35:00.000+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

"so hws life?"
"i fuckd it"

-blacklips

2009-10-31T00:06:00.000+08:00

MAy Peace Be Upon To You.

HAHA. cute kn this skin?
^^
suker akuuu!!

byeeee

-blacklips

2009-10-30T20:13:00.001+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

*sigh*
instead of running away, i shd face it right.?
aiiya..
life's like tht.
screwd.

-blacklips

2009-10-30T17:07:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

thanks to Daddy (ma uncle)
im deglutinating(chey! mentang2 nsg student) bars after bars...NOW.
just to stimulate ma happy hormone.
oh! i ate 5 bars alr. 11 more to go..its in a box.
i love u Dove.super sweet,

as i ws eating ma doublecheese burger,
i suddenly felt like crying.

tht person ws hurt when u said his existance r like "ghost".

anoher thing..(2days ago)
being some1 who is mature, well, u shdnt like criticize ppl.
well its HER mouth anyway.
the story is like this..
a new kid in ma clas mly guy, dark skin, speaks mly.
yeap. then he's in grp 1.
then one of ma classmate like..idk hw to put it, i cnt say dislike koz idk.
fine, her key words ws "bangla" "smelly (in her 2nd lang)" things like tht.
her pen droppd, then she told ma other classmate to take for her.
n this other calssmate askd "y?"
she said sth like smelly like tht. so the other classmate took for her. and she actually push,
in mly mcm tonyo(haha) kepaler de towards the new kid's arm.
like wtf kn?
then she ask bau tk?
the other classmate say no.

ni wae, the whole convo ws in chi.
so i guess i might b wrong, dont trust me.
*shrug* fine.up to u to believe or nt.

then ma grop mmbr went up to present our part,
then the same mature-but-childish lady said sth relatd with IMH pt.
gah! i hope its nt wad i think it is.
which is, "IMH pt will b wondering.. wy he lookd like an IMH pt himself"
pft, i hope its nt wad i think it is.

if it is, wddahell?! effing evilxzxzxzxz.
n im nt saying im an ANGEL either.

damn this bring me to yr1 sem1.
when ppl misinterpret the word "angel" in 1 of ma entries.
fine. its ur thoughts, only it pisses me off babe.
and i hate u for tht.

*sigh* finally its friday.
i gt alot of things to do, but iono whr to start.

oh damn! ma batch is like the 1st batch to hv PRCP for 6 effing months!
last yr batch only hv to go thru 3 mths.
wtf kn.? then, idk if we r being paid.
damn, will b super tiring.
*throw tantrums*

wokay, imma go update other stuffs.

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-10-28T23:44:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

today is like MAJOR "sharing is caring" day.

glad to know(frm the way u actd) tht u r comfortable telling me ur thoughts etc.
i figure u out... lone wolf-this is hw u see urself.
thrs more to wad i wanna say, i guess i shall keep it to maself.
i belive u dont want ppl who know u to know.
but thts up to u to trust me or nt.
(:
(this person wont read ma blog anyway. -.-)

i need updates frm nana for her case.

love the laughters we had gfs.
only irah is MISSING!!
sharing is caring.
AKU SYG KORG.!!!
damn i miss u guys.!! ):

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-10-27T22:56:00.005+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

sediket sebanyak, aku teraser.
):
thanks la.
bersyukor i hv tht mmt as part and parcel of life. -.-

fad super bored.
hajar n mia new fone kener confiscate for 1 wk.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
padan muka! who told u nt to answer mom's callsssssss?

gory fought with another cat and his neck got hole sia.
went to vet for treatmnt, then kena 200 bux, stitching and medication.
rich sey tht apek.

i miss sth but donnow wad n who.
HAHAHA.
i shall consider this a mood swing.zzzzz.

niwae, i suspect maself having impulse cntrl disorder.
HAHA. wierd but thts wad i suspect maself having.

well, today met gf, n had a gd laugh after so long.
HAHA. if u were to ask me bout wad...
i dont rmbr. guess its better tht way.
its HOW we laugh is impt.

im hungry.
bye world.

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-10-26T17:18:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

@#$%
urgh i hate this mmt right nw.
like finally i speak up after years of bearing with it.
none other than ma parents' darling Faiz and Sufi.
freaking irritating.
she wll not. i mean NEVER. NEVER listen to our (gerls) explaination when we fought with their boys.

and just nw, i ws blamed for slamming the door.
indirectly i did. but tht asshole pushd the damn door la.
argh! bitch la!
he create a nincompoop story n ma beloved mum ble pecayer!
argh.
i feel like flying out of the window.

its always them.
binget la!
puaser2 gini?!
bodoh!

finally it came to what i fear most...
no food at home.):
its been 3 days.

tkpela. makan angin pn okay wad. haha.
kayer! >.<

wansuey
-blacklips

2009-10-19T01:58:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

Fad. M.I.A... on purpose.
and.. i hv ma reasons. *sacarstic smile*

niwae, sch ltr on...
one word.. DAMN!
i hope no one bitches ard though i hv a feeling i might.
HAHA. well, thanks to YOU.
i BET ma life ure happy.
*roll eyes*
urgh, dont wanna waste ma time thinkin bout it.
*whispers* but i wastd 1 whole day just THINKIN bout it.
argh bitch.

AND sch starts at 2 ends at 4.-.-

niwae, the last wk of hols ws... okaaay.
went out on last monday which is on......12th oct.
with Ama and Shahida baby (ko ckp aku kn??!!)-inside joke.
yeap, we went out to giv Ama some love. another word, emotional support.
yeap.
AND we watch phobia 2.
the 2nd story is like.. zzzzzzzz.
the last one is super funny.
like mega.
i ws clapping in the theatre.HAH! shahida like like theatre tu die punyer.
de mmg! haha!
atleast every short story (or wadever u call it) hv 1 gd lookin guy to look at.

thurs,
-buy bks with ama and shahida.
-ma sis's friends wanna celebrate their bday at me hse.
so i DRAG maself hm. sjudhfkjsahldiuawhgkj. gt a lil pissed actually.
kos at tht pt of time, me mom sick. so yeah. mcm susa kn org gitu. BUT. me mum, being her, tk smpai hati. so yeah. celebrate at me hse lor.
ma triplet bday. so we went out to eat.
saw MR.MRT.
da lamer tk nmpk de.
eye cntct-d (haha) for a few times.
he super look like Didi la.hehe

sat
went out with shahida.
go bugis. accompany her. n im lookin for a bag. so yeah.
saw this super super super super charming and cute guy. chinese btw.
i ws like. O.O
try nt to make it obvious.
and this Timothy ASKD for shahida's name!!!!
the bitch side of me: he shd ask me name lor, kos i sorta persuade shahida to buy.hmph
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.
terigt2 muker de.
simply because, u can actually see hw honest he is.
his smile, the way he try to convince us. things like tht la.
sungguh mencuit hati.!! (:

otw bck,
I SAW 2 MMBRS OF VOGUELICIOUS!!!!!
ARGHHHH!
shahida told me their names.
Izzy n Luke. well, Izzy ACTUALLY smiled at me. yey!
friendly.(: i smiled bck simply because he's frm voguelicious.
klu "tulen" jgn harap aku senyum. *chuckle*
luke hs this arrogant face. so yeah.

yeap, thts it.
bubye world. till ma nxt update.

OH WAIT!
i FINALLY chg ma fone!!
*jumps ard*
with discounts for the line since we mega apply.
if u understand wad i mean.
ahhh. finally an update ya?

oryte.
*waves*

wansuey (hw i miss typin this)
-blacklips (and this too!)

2009-10-04T15:23:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To YOu.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS.
seperti manusier biaser, fad punya slh silap.
maaf dipinta.
0 - 0 eh?
):
inshaallah kite akn bertemu, klu adr jodoh.HAHhhhAHAHAH.

-blacklips

2009-09-13T14:43:00.000+08:00

May Peace BE Upon To You.

innalillahi wa innalillahi rojiun.
nek long, the lady involved in the accident at m'sia tht time...
passed away.
just receive a call frm me aunty...

2 operations and now.......

-blacklips

2009-09-08T18:38:00.000+08:00

May Peace Be Upon TO YOu.

alamak. mals nk bobal. raser nak up jek.

swollen eyes, messy thoughts,
i even forgt how to sleep. sad.
this is life.

dirindui per.
thanks la.(:

SLUMBER PARTY SOOOOOOOON!!!!
(:

-blacklips.

2009-09-01T00:36:00.002+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

dh start dh.
everytime. if its MA sch holidays.
all the lectures forcing to do hse chores start.
grr.
!@$%
i do help okay.? but its not to her standard tht she start lecturing me.
-.-

HHAHA! i influenced ma sibs to some K boys. ^_^v
they were like.. " eh, handsome nyer" NON STOP.
dwnld song like crazy.LOL

ahh, ma darls da grow!
besar, gemok n boncet.!!
LOL
suker suker suker!!! >.<

GDO brought 4wd. i hope its somewhr THIS week!
tired of stayin at home.!

-Mr. Lonely came knockin on ma door.
knowing i WILL answer.

-game with me: Manipulations of emotions to cntrl ze mind.

-blacklips.

2009-08-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

May Peace Be Upon To You.

the ink of an invincible ink. (:

-blacklips