annyeong haseyeo~~

♔ Wednesday, April 29, 2009 10:17 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

hmm.
left out.?
a target.?

*shut up u sensitive bitch!*
k im nt a bitch.haha.at least i hope.
hmm.

friday hols pa.?
yey! pnt dok skola.
nw its .like. 8-6 almost everyday.?
maot or mampos.?
*shake head*

eh eh!
u guys shd go youtube, type worms/botfly.
they hv vids PULLING THE WORMS OUT OF HUMAN BODY.?
cool or mrepek.?
cool shit i tell u.
woohoo.

i want mee siam.

CONGRATULATIONS CIK AIM!
I WISH KORG BERKEKALAN SMPAI SYURGA.!!!!!!!

ma uncle gt married today.
at ROM. hmm.
n tml is the majlis.seriously, ma heart mcm 50-50 gitu.
WHY.? cik aim's frns sumer muder2. hmm.
iono hw cm they gt to know each other.
oh wells. tht's nt the thing.
the thing is.*looks lft n right* takot oi.-biarla rahsia.

talkd bout marriage with nana during break.
haha. it seems like marriage da jadi the tpic.
iono, mcm. ma mum ws talkin bout it,
a frn ask me bout it,hmm..
n ma adeq ws askin ma mum if she's worried if she bkm kawen at 27.,30.
mum said no.
then i told her..''klu 27 ko blm kawen, along risao beb.seriously.30 lagik.''
mum laughd.-ive no idea why.

NANA!! cpt carik partner, klu tk. naseb ko,dijodoh kn.
LOLS.

tml, 4hrs of break.BUT. need to use it for project/grp meetings.
maot per.?yeap.we gt like hmm. lets see.
3 things in hand.(2 tut-need to present and a proj.)
tk giler.

*staring at an ant on ma speaker*
*smile/laugh*
cute aper ni semot.jln2? LOL
oh, its on ma mouse,tetikus.
hihi. cute la sgt.

ma fone da mintak tuka.hmm.
org yg kol tu pn naek binget.
''darah da klua pt tlinger ni"
ma fone auto tauk! tgh bobal2..tup2 de terputos.
but thr r times ble bobal till3 pluss hrs.hmm.
nth la.
*terigt hp eugene* W960i tk clap.
hp gerek per.?hmm.
nk tunggu line..sept oi!peh lamer.hmm.

kk. i want to watch wierd stuff pt utube.

wansuey
-blacklips

♔ Tuesday, April 28, 2009 10:28 PM

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today.. he sat bside me kos de tk der choice.
nana ws on d other side.hmm.
jess txt me.LOL. i ws smilin to maself like big time.
ni jess uh.
''i jealous uh'' LOL
k, da over kn.? dah sudah. but the thought of it made me smile.
oh ya, jess da bukak braces de, lebeh preety la.
only thing is, she effing thin.haha.

some1 said.: ''u dont even talk to him, y must u talk bout him.?"
thrs more to it la. irritating sia.!well quite uh.
everytime, bout him,aku mesti kene tembak.
like wtf.?
eh.? its nt me who start the convo wad.?
tk guilty sey.some1 askd, i ans la.
blm smpt aku habes bobal, ko da masok campo.
shd at least respect la.biler som1 is talkin.hmm.
dont u think so.?
k. i might b wrong, but THIS IS MA VIEWS.so, sry.

for the 2nd time, i ws complainin to luqman n nana bout schmate.
k i admit, its wrong to do tht.
but i really need to pour things out.i need to share sometimes.hmm
k, it doesnt bother me.k fine, those who noe me, will knoe it smehw does.
im tryin ok.?hmm.
seriously,in ma mind. thrs loads n loads of stuff im thinkin la.

mum ws addin a new story today.
evrybody hv to share sometimes.

she ws at the top of her voice when she told me all this.hmm.
i know la u've neer date anyone, nvr had boyfrn,eyecandy all this shit.
i know u straight chop halal.
hmm.but at least u shd understand la, i m diff frm u, n AKU TEENAGE OI!
wad else do u expect.
some1 older than u understands better than u.hmm.

saket nyer pt sini *points to heart*
she ws lecturing me.sad.the older gurl ws smilin tk kene gayer, lookin at me.
aku , on the spot stop tokin.
anggok anggok.hidin frustration.(yg knl aku, shd know hw ma face will look like.)
hmm. oh wells. 2 more yrs fad.n its over.

nana ws like.asl de gitu ngan ko.?
me: iono.
luqman ws like..''asl ko tk ''lwn'' balek?"
me: man, aku tk kuaser. klu aper2 aku kompol.*point to heart* apr2. biler da graduate, aku tembak. BUT. aku tau, by the time da yr 3, i will b thinkiin,''alah fad, citer lamer'' tk ya sua.hmm.
luqman: tk boley dok.
me: aku tau la, aku pn nk tegak kn kebenaran, but, seriously, aku tk kuaser.nk buat cm ner.?

KITER TK DER HAK UNTOK MARAH.
do u guys know tht.?
marah itu milik allah.
so, im trying to put this to practice la.(:
insha allah eh.hmm

siket tu adr uh.
we r humans. waddaya expect kns.?
............................

i purposely saket kn hati org tu,
de tk dpt tekan choc.LOLs.
kecian la kn.
aku baru habes, maltesers.
oolala.

''HUH SISPECT --?"

sw shahidah n ama in sch.(:
kecoh s ever. junior aku, shahida yer.?
LOL.
kiter mmg da dtakdir kn hari2 jumper la.LOL
kk. jumper ko pt skola.(:
nk tgk pa tu mamat,.?
satu hari la.
pakistan n arab... maot pa.?
de pki celak ikot sunnah.hmm.
(:

kk.wansuey.
-blacklips.

Labels: Mr.eye candy(:, some truths r better hidden.u think.?, yest is history

♔ Monday, April 27, 2009 9:50 PM

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main focus for today's entry is ma eye cndy!

eye candy aku holds the door for me la sey!!!
i thought he's gonna enter dulu, so i wait uh pt tepi,
when both just stood thr,(ma eyes ws on the floor)
i lookd at him,signald him to go in 1st la.aku kn gentlemen.heh.
(k luqman, aku tk igt tellin u i wanna chg.so yeah)
then he signal balek. i laugh.nt laugh la, more like chuckled then nod,smile bck n msk the lect theatre.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.the rest hr of the lect..
tk ley focus oi!
da la de daerah dpn aku.
LOLs.

gerls la eh. hmph.

celebrate april babies wif classmates.
cake peh sdp.!
dorg tolak 2 piece to me. apr lagik.? sapu la oi.shd thank nana for this.
hehe. omo! aku enjoy the cake like big time.sedap maot.
jilat jari,jari kaki, dan segale2nyer yg blh djilat.
adr ckp ''nxt time pay more''-this tembak teros to ma heart.
k mayb im so sensitive. u cn agree , i dont mind.serious.
but, it kinda hurt me la. just a little.*shrug*
but thrs 2 xtra. right.? better than givin it to da bin.?
hmm. oh wells.
ill forget this.haha.(:

-arif saket
-nadli saket
-nana kecewa

sad apr.? hmph.

-blacklips

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♔ Friday, April 24, 2009 11:30 PM

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♔ 10:22 PM

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hmm. nk klua pn susa.
ma cuzzie ask me out.tml.
he wanna share his prob n ''i wanna bring u smwhr'' thts wad he said.
even before askin, i knew wad ma mom peh ans gonna b..
hmm. she even told me nt to msg arif.wth.
to prevent misunderstandings kos mummy tk ley siket.tht ws wad i told.
sad or wad.? then biler aku tk bobal,sombong la pulak.
he's cmin to pick me up. aigoo klu me mom lect dpn him...
waduh! malu nyer...!

shd i lie.?
or tell the truth.?
hmm.

sth tells me to lie, but i think im gonna get big time frm mom if i do so.
hmm.
damn! telling the truth is sooo effing tough!
HELP HELP HELP!
i realise, ma prob is always unsolved.haha.oh wells.

i ask alot of ppl alr.
haiyo !!!

aku tkder mood.
-lappy adr sod siket.
-tk ley kua.):

hw pathetic cn life b.?

oh ya. i met jamal alr.
nana, seriously de tk de la cute maner.
haha. laen taste kod.
LOL.
''some ppl hv pride to keep'' he ws lookin at us when u said tht damnit.!
LOL. k.*imitate jamal* its too early
ah ye la.

*doa*
aku nk kua oi!hmm.

k.
wansuey
-blacklips

♔ Thursday, April 23, 2009 10:40 PM

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1st wk for the 1st time i kinda enjoy sch.
haha. its actually who u r with.
so lately aku ngan nana.
we laugh like mad.
finally nana da happy.
yey. haha. the thought of it makes me smile.(:
it feeeeeeels really great to cheer some1 up.
nana gave me tht chance.(:haha

few days bck, well actuallly yest, we lepak pt lib. staring at cookbks.
LOL. n it ws sharing time.
oh ya.
aft readin nana peh blog, baru terigt.
i think the banana milkshake looks like goat's cum.(siti shd know, igt time kite gi zoo.?)
the banana milkshake pt sch mcm gitu sey.effing disgusting.
it lookd sticky.grr.*shivers*
dont drink!!!LOL

nari aku dhalang tok mendgr MISTERI JAM 12.by some1.
sad eh.? kos aku adr slight fever.
hott la gitu.
oh wells, for ma own gd jgk. tdo siang.
hmm. aku da addictd ni. hmm.

erm.
the chi gerls ws talkin bout sheik.n i ws smilin at the bck.haha.
sempurna.
then she went ''EH CANNOT, U MUST ASK FAD'S PERMISSION FIRST!''-she said loudly.? terkejot katak sey dgr.
then another ckp. ''SHE BOOKD ALR''-i ws laughin to this.
then the chi gerls look at me.
i ws like.'' EH NO! NO! NOLA!''-sejak biler siak.?
asl mesti aku.? wad does she hv against me.?hw sad.

guess wad.? nana peh new classmate peh eye candy is SHEIK.!
maot per.? ramai nah peminat deyni.
slmt ma clas.*chuckles*

stay tune.
-blacklips.

♔ Wednesday, April 22, 2009 11:59 PM

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aku doakn yg terbest buat sumer.
yg saket.sumer uh. yg berconfuse.
haha

bdk2 zoo. aku rindu korg! im lookin at the pics.
haiz. rindu ni susa. ble nanges dok.
sad

-blacklips

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♔ 11:42 PM

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loads of sharing today.
i mean yest.
-frm arisa
-frm nana
-frm siti

nana,siti n irah-is afraid for nothing.
see hw guys cn do to u.?
LOL
somtimes being lesbo is easier.
like i said, they dont hv to think bout guys.LOL

nw im buzy reading stuff/article bout oija board.
nk join maen.? hehe

bad news: ma lappy, must sent to d agent. cnnt connect la sey!
n when i ws in sch. ,me mo txt me syin the guy who came is effin gd lookin.
LOL.young.

kk.
wansuey.
-blacklips

♔ Tuesday, April 21, 2009 10:29 PM

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k cnt tdo much.
aft update nk prepare for tml sch.
8 am doks!but end at 11. then project.
terkejot katak per.? project on tuesday,nari, da masok.
i finally know the story.

me dad mcm tk rela i make new frns thorugh cuzzie.
hmm.
last time ws ''kwn tkper''
nw is ''asl tk ble carik kwn sindiri?''
adrr positive n negative la.
ma mom yg told me. me dad say tht.
hmm.
k aku neutral skrg.
seriously api yg membara haritu, i cnt feel it right nw.
mcm tk cayer gitu kn.?
fad yg mng awards marah paleng seram n muker tk ley angkt ble kesiow gini.
LOL.alhamdullillah la.(:
pk2 balek, ma parents cares tau.
*touched* lasey.

so mum ws explainin to me.i cn accept la.
klu tk kasi alasan saper ble except sia.? especially me..
she ws sayin dad NEVER HEARD ME HAVING GUYFRIENDS.like other than frns n wrkmates.
thts y ''kwn tkper'' but knowing it nw. he chgd his mind.hmm.
dont worry dad.mom.(:

adr lagi la.
i received updates frm cuzzie.
like tht day peh citer yg ibu askin him all.
he calld me n ask. woah. takot deyni in trouble la pulak.hmm.
but nope.(:

so, being me.i prefer tanyer sndirik.baru ble pecayer.
so i ask mom. mom donnoe anything bout tht.(i hope this is not another helah.hmm.)
n ibu didnt say anything to mom.
ibu always wanna find things out.
de peh target i realise is always me,hajar and mia.
always the 3 of us. but ibu once told me she trust me s compared to em.
i swear, AKU TK PROUD! anything frm ibu,errr..better not.hmm.(ni better safe than sry)

but if to end the friendship adr susa siket.
kos org2 yg gerek2 gini susa nk carik.hmm.
tu psl no matter hw rabak we use to fight dulu, aku tetap consider ko kwn aku.
aku sumpah this is the truth.

sch.
ma YR1 SEM 1 EYE CANDY IS IN MA CLASS LASEY.
he yr 3 la.repeat some modules.

nt oni me. the CHINESE gurl pn minat him la oi.!LOL
he hs ind bld, effing fair,speaks mly,tall,gd looking.
so, sumer bangser in maclass likes him.haha.

aku dlm hati berzikir. *subahanallah* sbb de djadi kn lawa sgt gitu.

tk nk ckp saper uh but i heard this.
''u want to chg place with me?''-to hv a clear view of him
''why must he talks on to u.? we shd intro him to every1 of us''-this gurl is effing jealous.thr's more to it uh.
''i volunteer maself''-to talk to this guy

vani, knowing he's ma eye candy since yr 1, kept teasing.
LOL.kos he's in her grp.well. yg tau cumer
nana,vani n company.
but i cn feel this wierdness frm 1 of ma classmate.
''y must we talk bout him.? he so popular uh.?'' vani ckp la,she ws teasing me.
seriously mcm wtf. i think she shdnt hv like look at me tht way uh.
common. pls dont b the nxt person to think im a DESPO.
sedeh siak. oh wells.

do i always act like tht.?
oh no..*doa* ya allah, jaoh kn aku dari prangai burok ni. *amin*

during lect. ma eye cndy sat 2 chairs beside me. gerek per.?
cram siak kepaler tgk screen dpn.LOL.
me.empty chair.him.
haha.lucky.? u cn say tht.
imagine 1 yr eye cndy..tup tup dlm class ko.?
maot pa.?lols.
impak maksima oi!LOL.kk dh.

sw shahidah,shannon,sabrina and this guy. lupr his name.
haha.
hd lunch with siti n her frns n nana.

on the fone for more than 2 hrs.slept ard 3.30am.(yesterday) heh
gerek pa.?gerek lasey! gerek abezz..wootz.
listen to mj12.(same intrest doks)-interesting kn.?

kla.
wanna read mj12 blog. adr gmbr2 baru.
slmatz..
wansuey
-blacklips.

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♔ Friday, April 17, 2009 10:29 PM

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siti langgar glass door.LOL
ws soo funny, smlt de tk lari towards it.LOL
den da langgar, she's like 'eh, eh' pointing towards it. i ws looking at her, than aft a few seconds, i burst out laughing big time.LOL. muahahahahahahahhaah.

siti buter.LOL. gi pki glasses yg besar2 tu.

k bad thing bout today.
ma beloved mom spread stuff to ibu.than ibu go to mummy hse. then arif txt me.
walao. seriously, aku nk berkawan pn kene cntrl or wad.?
im effing pissed right nw.
nadli pn senyap jek. but thts nt the thing.!
i m very disappointd with mom for being authoritative(lol. psych or wad?) towards me.

da aku da binget.im using ma komputer. nt me lappy.
nth apr hal, tk ley go to any websites.
HELP NEEDED. korg tau tk.?

went to the new shopin mall pt tamp. with irah.
then meet up wif siti. eat at ljs. dah.
binget uh. nk share pn tk rela.
*sigh deeply*

till den.
blacklips.

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♔ Thursday, April 16, 2009 6:03 PM

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♔ Wednesday, April 15, 2009 10:21 PM

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♔ 8:18 PM

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♔ 6:43 PM

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me mom masak lauk org kayer today!
sambal goreng.(: ma favourite.
i cn just eat like tht la.sdp la sgt.

ikhlas:mengosong kn diri kiter.
terime: ia akan berakhir without u realising it.
eg. semot2.u know tht kind of feeling.uhhuh.

maulid tht i went at stadium ws in the news yesterday.
n today, thrs this lady tht seems unsastified with the event.
she said, MEMBAZIR.
which i think aint hv any link.
and she said like ''what for invite/bring/drag the soccer players.? is tht a way to invite/ encourage ppl to come for the event.?'' ''why must hv entertaintmnt?(frm Opic,indonesia)?''why must hv ulama frm other countries.?'' ''why must distribute food(nasi bryani) n water-small bottle to those who came?'' ''thr r loads of ppl out thr who needs help'' -sth like tht la. go read.
frm d article: ''persoalannya, apakah perlu kita mengeluarkn belanja besar bagi satu majlis yg bkn fardu sehingga timbul isu pembaziran?'' i think she suspected US turon because of entertaintmnt. *shakes head*
keyword frm article: keterlaluan, berhabisan..
actually, i wanna knoe apr yg pader this lady yg membazirkn.?hmm.
the total sum collected for the mesjed ws 31K.plus, plus 2 golden rings.

i ws pissed reading tht article, which is frm the lady herself.
n in the donation bag, some lady gave a letter about membazir.
sth about melaong kn namer nabi n all.
n if im nt wrong, allah swt menyuruh kiter melaongkn namer nabi n all.
this lady wanna talk about all this..hmmmmm. so,''criticising'' the event.. tk der makner nyer.

mayb she donnoe tht those ulama, Opic, soccer players came for FREE. they came thr BECAUSE THEY,WE LOVE OUR RASUL. thus creating sth like membazir is not right.well this is wad i think la.
and FYI la kn, 1 of the ulama frm indon came down to singapore,to join and ask ust(eventhough ust donnoe him) about this event. n he join. using his own money for flight-pergi balek. just because he love our rasul.so is Opic.hmm.think.think!

duit mesjed siket pn tk pki. so apr yg membazir.? duit mkn, everything for the event r frm the donation yg dpt dkutip. tell me. membazir.? k mayb i didnt get her pt. hmm. go read d article n decide la.
wadever it is, aft hearing her thoughts,i ws pissed. n still m nw.sigh. kesian org cm gini.

nk bobal psl mmbazir.? WAIT FOR MOTHER'S DAY.n we'll see if anyone will write an article on MEMBAZIR. which i hope some1 will. so, she cn like realise which is MEMBAZIR.

*shakes head*
its just ma thoughts here.(:
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i read this article,frm a magazine.
the issue about mly guys yg tk suker pmpn bertudong.
an experience frm this girl.
i were her, ofcourse thrs disappointmnt la,which is what she's feeling right nw. duh!saper tk nk kawen oi?!
but she has a stable job. ok wad. gaji ard 2k. settle la.jager parents pn ok.
but like i said, disappointing la.saper tk?*muker boring*

u wanna know the reason.?
those guys yg pmpn ni been with, are those yg nk pimpin2, hug2, mesra2.
but being a muslimah.she tk selese la. duh.!
laki tk ley trime.thts it.
she said she's fair, nt bad lookin(when she ask her frns n family), tinggi. but kener reject because of tht la.
she even try to bukak tudong to find a partner.but menyesal nk rbk n she felt malu giler.
kos her friend told her.sth like'' saper nk mataer bertudong.?lps kawen laen citer.'' sth like tht.
she over 24 yrs old alr.
her friends gt married, n get away frm her. kos dorg takot she sapu their husband.
*dlm hati* tu bukan kawan!!-kwn ko tk trust ko dok!

when i reach hm, i ask mom.
fad: mak, mak nk sumer ank ak kawen eh.?
mak: kalao adr jodoh.
faD: tk,nak ker tk nk.?
mak: kalao adr jodoh, saper tk nk ank2 dorg kawen.?
fad: klu slh sorg tk kawen.?
mak: jager aku.*laugh*
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hmm, wad else.
thts all.
till i hv sth to share.
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ 3:07 AM

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this is bothering ma mind.
i actually thought of telling the truth.
like all the FITNAHS ive been getting since sch start.
n yes i remember each n every of them.

let me summarise uh,SOME.frm..
-nursary/K1 (full time madrasah darul makmur-which is nw for the orphanage-'ketok ketampi' 50 times! on stage, infrnt of the whole sch!-adr bdk put all the blame for eating chewing gum in the bus.padahal...)

-k2 (PAP.mum cnt afford, triplets' out! >.<) the tallest guy is aft me(bcos, aku baek sgt) instead of this extremely gorgeous girl, i cn still rmbr her name.so jealousy ws in d air.padahal....

-primary 2/3 (hong dao.ws blame to poke this girl eye.stand outside staff rm,PUNISHMENT)padahal.....

-primary 4&5 (mayflower, rumours frm the popular guy himself, me txting him.-_-"spread like crap!) his classmates stop me at the staircase,in the bus(ndp peh event), canteen-both upper n lower canteen, in this snowbiz shop under ma blk.!!!! imagine uh! irrrrrrritating! just bcoz they tk didnt believe i didnt txt him. padahal....

-primary 5 (mayflower, teacher treatmnt which influence classmates) sumer bdk2 ader grp except me n this guy, fitri. so me n fitri satu table.left corner of the class.padahal...

primary 6 (xishan, my existance to new sch creates loads n loads of stories,eg. taking popularity frm a gurl) diary ws d in thing. so evrything tht gurl wrote in her diary. THE FIRST GURL WHO GAVE ME A LETTER WANTING TO B MA FRIEND WAS FATIN! but ws told not to, kos she is so-call the ''bad'' type.padahal....

sec 1,2,3,4 - its better not to say.

i learn the word sacarstic frm some1, made me s an example. when i ws in sec 2. ws wif 2 of ma ex-classmates.idk if both of em rmbrs. n frm thr onwards,i am me.. NOW. evil,sacarstic. haha,look at the bright side,ma sacarsms buat aku have this RINDUABLE label.(: ppl missd it.LOLs.

poly- jgn ckp la.

soooo many truth i want to tell, but, tk terkater.
kos mayb, it might create another scene.

mayb u guys will go.
''eh eh deyni, da slh tk nk ngaku''
padahal i just want to study n be invinsible.s in invinsible frm all this stupid crap la.
keyword:invinsible. but ppl seems to SEE me.another words, find fault.
-_-"

i hope biler aku masok university(insha allah amin.),
i dont hv to face any crap. *sigh*

like siti said, girls n jealousy nvr part.
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k dah, enuf of thinking bout being FITNAH.

2/3 days ago, i ask some ppl.
why is laughter the best medicine.?
they gave me answers, but i wsnt sastified.
so i go read up.in this bk la.

ketawe terbahak bahak akn membuat tubuh kamu menghasilkan endorphin yg blh buat kamu terasa lebeh baek dan mengurangkan stress. yeap.

i ws spending ma time in the lib just nw, well, yesterday.
when i realise, adr satu laki mlayu ni ard 20 plus. he ws sitting thr, staring/looking at me.
i ws reading magazine uh, on maya karin peh wedding yg very interesting.
then when i look up.i sw him. i ws on the floor, he ws sitting on the chair.
i wanted to giv him the stare. like ''wad?!'' but de dah angkt2 keneng ngan aku.
quickly i look dwn, tk pndg tht area lagik.haha.wierd.
tau tau, when i lookd up, he's gone.
smpai ma tengkok saket tundok.LOLS.

haritu pn. i ws waiting for the bus , ma hse area.
then i sw this laki mlayu ard ma age la. or mayb 1/2 yrs older.
he lookd at me, angkt keneng n smile.
guess wad i did.? haha. i gave him the expressionless peh look for a few sec, then slowly look away.
kwang3.sry boi.haha.

its extremely difficult for me to smile randomly to strangers.
thts y ma aunty calls me ''SOMBONG!''

oh ya helpd siti yesterday. till like 4 plus.
well, she ask for help ard 3 plus.. oh oh. A.M eh.
hha.

i faild ma 2 paper.
which makes me think tht im pathetic.
try harder fad!
PUSH urself.!
ok golek.

ma adeq sejak da knl namer salib babu(idk hw to spell). asek ckp ajek.
i ws like. org gitu yg ko nk sebot2 buat apr.
well, aku hrp he taubat.amin.!

k la.
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ Monday, April 13, 2009 10:12 PM

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*nadli hung up*
*arif called*
fad: cuzziiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!woooohoooo!!
arif: eh fadilah!!!!tadi korg bobal apr uh.? asl aku tgk de bobal smapi maen,pukol2 slimot,bantal sumer?
fad: huh.? smpai gitu.? hahahahahaha.terok nah.
arif: tu la.aku curious jgk.apr ajek korg bobal ni.mlm2.hankie pankie.
fad: haha.tk la.!........arif..ko jealous eh.?
arif: *silence* eh! tk uh. maner ader. aku cumer....... curious.
fad:ye ker.?ko jealous kan kan kan kan.?hehe
arif: curious la curious. klu de mcm2 ko blg aku tau. txt me, KOL ME!!!
fad: haha.ok ok. apr2 jadik aku take ko responsible.
arif: arghhhhh! uh kn aku kener responsible. eh serious,serious, apr2 dey ni buat,bobal kol/txt me tau!
fad: yes boss.
arif:boss perr..?haha*silence*
fad: arif, ko concern nmpk.eh? eh? eh? hahaha
arif: ahahahahah.well...
fad: aku tau, concern n caring kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.?!
*conversation continues*
.
.
.
.
.
.

inbetween adr lagik cuzzie aku mepek.
*cut*la.
so-call critisize n complimenting his bunk mate.
shd assure him, he is just ma hp buddy, like i said i dont wanna dispppoint me mom.
ill hold to tt s long s possible.

*arif shoutd frm bckgrd* ''fadilah, u donnoe who u r talking to.trust me''

well, tht ws wad happen half an hr ago.hmm.
interesting kn.?
ma cuzzie mmg.-_-"
cousin love.haha.kiter bld dok.(:

b4 all this.me mom told arif's mom tht arif called me yesterday.
i ws like.waaddd? slh, its his frn, but i ws talkin to arif skejap.
walao. i scared slh phm sey.
da braper kali me adeq kener(mommy slah take it) wif arif's younger bro.
*whisper* adeq de minat ma adeq.-_-"
padahal cousin dkt nih.*tiow

me mom warned me.
mom:''lah, nanti salah paham.''
fad:''tk la mak...''
mom:''ko sndiri tau kn da braper kali.? even adeq ko pn kener.''
fad:''mm''

kk. till then.
almk wa lpr plk mlm2 nih.
kk.
stay tune.(:
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ Sunday, April 12, 2009 2:38 PM

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i just got to know that hantu galah hs a long tongue.
n its effing tall that u hv to look up till u cnt to see him fully.
oh wait. its a guy right.?

slept at ard 3.30am yesterday.
woke up at 7am.
why.?
i hd stomach ache. even nw.
*whisper*im squatting on the chair.
saket giler siak!

i think i kena food poisoning la.
cis!
seriously.i ws rolling on the floor, squatting,pressing me stomach.tk bedek, ask me mom.
at 1st its ws tolerable. i bare with it tiil ard 7.15.
wah piang eh!i went outside n told me mom.(she's doing epok2 for neighbour,they order la)
very very very sharp pain sia.!
mcm dicocok cocok!
i felt like vomitting. but since i hate tht kinda thing,well who doesnt.?*tiow
then i thn la. like swallow bck.
eh, come on im nt tht disgusting la.
blm smpai tekak pn.
mcm adr feeling its comin out gitu.
me mom told me to let it out, s in muntah la.
she said.'' penyaket jgn simpan''
but i cnt la.geli.LOL
drank tea without sugar.
hold me breathe while drinking it.
bitter oi!steng cup pn i cnt finish.
*retch*

kept running in and out of the toilet la. irritating sia.
walk ard hse with tuala.(stand by)haha.
stay awake till ard 9 plus. thenwrap meself with selimot then lie down in bed.
tup tup terlelap. haha. woke up at 11.45am.sbb perot aku saket lagik.-_-"

ate half sendok of baked beans.
n siket giler telor,kos i woke up late.tiow.
but its all in the toilet bowl.
so ma stomach is empty right nw la.
lapar beb, but i dont dare to eat.

pln to go lib today.national lib.at bugis saner.
but me mom felt a lil sick.
me sis wrkin.
so igt pt yishun jek. but then, mak maken saket kpaler.
so, she's resting right nw.

which reminds me of yesterday.
last time, in pasar mlm,after maulid,or all this crowded area.
aku la manusier yg paleng pns drh biler nk jln.
i will like keras ma bdn, then spr yg langga naseb uh,
terpuseng dorg.
tu maser sec1/2. kentalans. very immature.
then yesterday, adr bdk teenage nih. older then me i tink.
aft tht maulid thing, we took bus hm. then dorg tk que.
so s usual thr ws pushing n pulling.
this lady very immature, bobal mcm bpk de peh area.
''aper nih tolak2? mak, asl nk naek bus nih.? ble kasi org naek dulu tk? huh.? kasi org naek dulu!''
she ws at the top of her voice.
idk who the hell she wanna attract.
mayb, penjager sukarelawa yg incharge.(guy-he, very the kind)
no wonder la.
i ws rollin ma eyes smpai juleng.
klu ko tk ley sbr, gi blakang uh.nk memekak n membebel buat apr.?
brani bobal uh. dpn2.
we r somwhr in the center.org blakang tolak.so fhm uh.
ma adeq yg last tertolak la.kiwwek! budak siak!
*shakes head*
prangai jgn mcm anjeng.

oh ya, the coolest part of yesterday event ws praying berjamaah.!
cool, the betang kembes at the running track.
ramal giler. very lawa.i like. i observe frm top la.
kos aku lagik cuti wanita.-_-" B.O.R.I.N.G!

thr this time,nk klua frm this glass door la.
woah, typical singaporeans, even though malays, keept pushing la.
theni sw this nenek,she cnt walk properly la.
then she sw me lookin, she ask.
''tompang eh nak.''
me: ah yer.ble. n i offer ma hand.kecian siak.
dorg nih. haiyo.

k la.
stay tune
wansuey.
-blacklips

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♔ 2:49 AM

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after much thinking,listening n analysing.
the truth is, u r jealous.
kinda harsh, but im sorry.
ask urself.

-blacklips.

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♔ 1:56 AM

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STOP.jgn cakap paper bout ma hair, itu yg terbaek.

k pt sini.peh deep,hanyer berpaot.LOL

LOL.aku tgk, aku nk ketawe. tu pompan, india mari.

mlm nyer, dtmn tmn baru ku while listening to Ria,MJ12.
si dey ni kaki adventure jgk.
de peh exp, berbuku buku. sooo interesting.
so, sng ckp, dey ni brani nk rabak.
BRANI giler. serious.

saturday.11 april.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NUR AMIRAH BINTE ISMAIL!

went for this event at national stadium.
it ws raining, n air bertakong like everywhr. adr a few makciks jatoh while ''mendaki'' tangger.
LOL.
the whole event ws ok la.
sbelom masok stadium, the clouds form a heart shape.
it ws verri perfect.
dsbbkn org ramai, i didnt hv the chance to take pic.
ma adeq yakuii.LOL.n ws spreading the ''news'' like internet.LOL

dtg jek, bedal dulu tu nasi bryani.
ust da klasi green light. n we hv yet ate our lunch.
haha.

ws suppose to end at 10, but da ter extend smpai almost 11.
too bus to marsiling mrt.
head straight hm, kos ma adeqs, irritating, mabok la, mls la.
if nt we will b eating pt Syed sia!
aku da desparate teh tarek dorg.
grr.

at hm, me mom goreng kn prata instant.
aku, wanita,(yes aku ngaku) mkn prata with sugar, condensed milk n maple syrup.
imagine..
SWEEEEEEEEET LA SANGAT.

the whole day ma new frn ws boasting on wad he eats.
geram!!!!!! seoul garden la.
n just nw.he told me he hv to choose over ayam bakar,nasi goreng, mee goreng, hotdog dan mcm2 lagik.
irritating kn.? well aku saket hati.grrr.
action.hmph.
haha. but none taken to heart.(:

oh ya,lastly,i help ma sis, keluarkn kebenaran.(:

thts all la.
kk till then.
stay tuned.(:
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ Friday, April 10, 2009 12:11 AM

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semuernyer di sini.
*points to temples n heart*
ingat, simpan.

-blacklips.

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♔ Wednesday, April 8, 2009 11:19 PM

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i AM doin some random quit right nw. n gt this.

november.
Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn't appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keeps secrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.

soooo true la eh.
tnx.(:

-blacklips.

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♔ 6:56 PM

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seafood platter in prawn jelly.
mm. sdp tk.?
it sound nice to me.
for those who hv cats will know what the hell this is.
LOL.

yes! its cats food.
haha. i simply love the smell of cat's food.
me mom will start retching.LOL
koz every time Gory came we will rush/berebot to feed him la.
LOL. this on e n only cat. will come to me hse 3 times a day.
or even lepak here.unless we bring him down to feed him.
haha.

usually the apek blakang blk will feed the cats ard 5.30 in the morn.
but since he da tua kn..
he will nw feed the cats at 6.30 gitu.
thus, at ard 6, Gory will alr b infrnt of me hse.
he will make noise la, then kiter will open the door n feed him la.

Gory is a big fat cat.
white n brown, idk wad kind la.
i just love animals, but i cnt differentiate what kind.
heh.

i rmbr seeing this teenage mly guys,ard 20 plus, early 20s la. idk if ive blog bout it alr.
but yeah.both of em took out cat's food frm their car, and fed the cats they saw.
aww la kns.

its just the thing in me,
aku berpendapat tht guys yg hv pets/love animals are penyayang.
hahahahahahaha. wierd thought of mine. but im still holding on to tht thought la.
dont ask me why.LOL

omg! i love the cats.!
we actually ask the apek yg jager em, for their names.(:
last time thrs michael.
michael will come to u if u call him.friendly kn.?
but i think this cat da pergi.

eh, pt syurga ader animals tk.?
kos aku kn animal lover hahaha.
best nyr knle animals adr. arrrrrgggghhh!
im gonna find out bout this. or any1 knows.?
(:

samson, the-nayot-cat.
talk to him n he'll response.
serious shit.
just ask anything under the sky.
i usually ask him..
''samson, hav u eaten?''
''da mkn blm?''
he will nyaot. ahhhhh so cute..!

one day aft blaja, i ws strokin samson. mak da balek. kos she cnt wait la.
haha. ws talking to him while sitting at the bench.
which attractd attention.
this mly couple ws looking at me.
expression-terkejot.
kos i ws talking n laughin. imut banget deh. (imut=cute)
i just look down la.
then this mly guy, late 20s/early30s. expression de blank.
dlm hati'' tk blh jadik ni'' den bla la.
nid gd bye to samson. argh!!!!

coco is afraid of ppl.
u really need to b patient with this cat.
kos klu u rush/kanchiong2 nk pegang de, he will run la.
must slow n steady.
dudok sbela..like tht, calls his name.mcm pujok la.(:
ma record of managing to touch it ws less than a minute.
then after a while, he will just come to u la if he recognise u.
thrs this time.i lepak bwh blk, waiting for mum, bside kedai bwh blk.
than coco come to me.
do things that a cat will do.
i felt soooo touched that i started laughin.

all this cats belong to this apek.
he lives behind me blk, lvl 2.
woah, if u go to his hse....
i tell u, pt gate ajek u cn c like ard 10.
im nt exaggerating. pegi uh.
very fat fat fat fat fat fat cats..!!!
argh..!!!
kawaii. but those cats wont go down to mrayap.
they will just stay inside.u cn observe frm far, bcos if u dtg dkt siket kn,
they will cpt2 msk la.takot org.hehe.*teraser*
.................................

k today, went to mesjed an-nandha.
its ma 1st visit. the mesjed lawa tau.
mcm museum. serious. well, ma 1st visit so mcm kacuii siket.

'' ikhlas itu adalah rahsia aku dan hamba ku'' -Allah.
deep kn.? i find it very2 deep la.
sharing a secret with Allah. ko tk nk.?

the topic today ws IKHLAS.
to be ikhlas, diri kiter itu mesti kosong.
mo thoughts of anything. like that.

im nw reading a bk..
''you can b happy no matter what'' byrichard carlson
yeap. some contents of this bk hv the things tht ust, said.
coincidence or wad.
haha.

date with nana comin up. LOLs.
ni minah sanggop kol.
kk honestly, i think its very thoughtful la for some1 yg blm knl me completely.
(:

kk.
i wanna write some stuff.

stay tuned.
wansuey
-blacklips.

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♔ Tuesday, April 7, 2009 11:17 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

im feelin happy for no reason.
hehe.
why.?
bcoz i sental/tekan chocolate bar with honey for dinner.
LOL.
muahahhahahahahahahha.
sooooo sweeeeeeet sak.
dip the chocolate with honey.
oolala.
ma tekak hurts obviously.LOL
but i cnt stop maself la.
haiz.mcm nk lagik gitu loe.
haha.

ak realise im typing with out lookin at the keyboard.
(happy la gitu) k aku tau aku slow.
big deal uh.?

ma new friend is interesting sia.
LOL.hmm.
*thinking*

somme riddles for the muslims.
by imam Ghazali.

Apakah yang paling dekat dengan diri kita di dunia ini ?
ans: *MATI*. Sebab itu janji Allah bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pastiakan mati ( Surah Ali-Imran :185).

Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia ini ?
asn: *MASALALU*. Bagaimanapun kita, apapun kenderaan kita, tetap kita tidak akan dapatkembali ke masa yang lalu. Oleh sebab itu kita harus menjaga hari ini, hariesok dan hari-hari yang akan datang dengan perbuatan yang sesuai denganajaran Agama".

Apa yang paling besar didunia ini ?
ans: *HAWANAFSU* (Surah Al A'raf: 179). Maka kita harus hati-hati dengan nafsu kita,jangan sampai nafsu kita membawa ke neraka.

Apa yang paling berat didunia?
ans: MEMEGANGAMANAH*(Surah Al-Azab : 72 ). Tumbuh-tumbuhan, binatang, gunung, danmalaikat semua tidak mampu ketika Allah SWT meminta mereka menjadi khalifahpemimpin) di dunia ini.Tetapi manusia dengan sombongnya berebut-rebutmenyanggupi permintaan Allah SWT sehingga banyak manusia masuk ke nerakakerana gagal memegang amanah.

Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini ?
ans: Imam Ghazali = " Semua jawaban kamu itu benar, tapi yang paling ringansekali didunia ini adalah *MENINGGALKAN SOLAT*. Gara-gara pekerjaan kitaatau urusan dunia, kita tinggalkan solat

Apa yang paling tajam sekali di dunia ini?
ans: LIDAH MANUSIA*.Kerana melalui lidah, manusia dengan mudahnya menyakitihati dan melukai perasaan saudaranya sendiri "

dont u just find it interesting.?
LOL.
olyte.
till then.
pln for tml.... religious class.

kk.wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ 4:56 PM

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imagine a car accident, n me getting amnesia.
ma heart beats really fast.

if u really belief sth, it will happen.

-blacklips.

♔ Monday, April 6, 2009 9:08 PM

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i wanna mengalu alu kn ni.hehe
if possible, dtg la.(:

Majlis Sambutan Maulidur Rasul & Meraikan Para Ulama.
National Stadium
saturday, 11 april 2009
6 pm

bas ulang alik PERCUMA
dari MRT Kallang ke Stadium
disediakan dari 4.30 ptg hingga 6 ptg.
tel:91919301

10000 bungkus nasi bryani,
buku selawat & Qasidah (versi terjemah)
akan dihadiahkan kepada jemaah yg hadir.

-gema selawat bersama ust. shafi
-menatap wajah tenang para ulama
-selawat bersama pemainn bolasepak national
-senandung dakwah bersama Opick, artist indonesia
-AB Shaik, pembawa acara.

yup, thts it. nk scan mls beb.heh.so ya.
do come down la.(:

plan cancel kos im sick.
*tiow.
i ws still breathless when i reach An-Nur.
then i fet like vomitting.
empty stomach kod.hah.
the class ws fun la.it ws ma 1st time attending tht class.
usually ill b having sch.
nxt wk class, we'll b watching vid.
''gambaran siksaan kubo''
the clas is about afterlife.(eh, mcm lagu A7x plk. lol)
very interesting.!!! the ust. loves to share stries. n his stories effing funla.
tk borring at all.
but those yg dtg sumer ibu ibu.LOL

roughly, the distance frm earth to langit is ard 500 yrs.
by the time kiter travel to langit. sumer da repot.
ttapi. malaikat blh smpai skejap ajek.

kenaper malaikat jalan laju giler.?
ans: kerane malaikat itu cahaya.

dlm kubokn, dpens uh on what u did.
but 1 of the siksaan is di mamah naga.
99 ular yg setiap satu mempunyai 9 kepale.
so kire2 891 kepale yg keje kn ko la.

naga exist tk.?
ader kemungkinan. tapi gambaranyer mungkin di-exaggeratd.
ader sejenis binatang di laut yg menyerupai naga, tetapi ia kecik.
(go youtube)
sejengkal gitu. kehadiran nager sebesar yg digambarkn itu mungkin ader.
manusia, tidak akan bobal klu ia tdak wujud.

researchers found out that penyakit kiter puncanya/datang nyer dari langit.
like fever n runny nose.
tidak ader obat yg blh menyembohkn nyer.
ia setakat kurang kn. tetapi ia ttp adr di dlm bdn kiter.

k. some of the thing ive gain tadik.
fyi la. nth bnr ato tidak.(:
up to u la.

journey bck ws kinda interesting.
''unique'' ppl board 856.
one of em, me n me mom thought he hd the same prob with me sib.
cataract. so one of this mly guy's eye is of different colour.
like greyish green. cool kn.? yes, cool n kesian.
BUT his eye tk shrink la.
he sat behind me n mom.
then biler he nk turon. me mom realise..
de pki lens.! buat suspense ajek!
wads his motive.? i think to imitate this guy.
almk i 4gt his name la.
the guy yg peel off 1 of his eye. the iris.? idk.
yeah. the same guy tht went for operation to remove 4/6 of his ribcage to sastify his needs.
sexual needs.
o.O

eh,tht day ader tikos masok ma hse sia.
eh, pls eh. rumah aku tk kotor gitu.
it ws in ma sib's rm, yg kmbr peh rm.LOL
soo kawaii!!
i poke it with sapu, n it ran n jump, klua.
cute nyer.
funny.
woah, tikos tu cn naek to lvl 2.
LOL. weirdo. hahah.

olyte.
till then.
-blacklips.

♔ 7:15 AM

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♔ Saturday, April 4, 2009 1:08 AM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

i cnt sleep so im bloggin.
-_-"
actually, i 4gt the prank call i had in the library just nw.!!
-_-"

caller: hello? this is Mr. Raju frm singtel.
fad:umm.?
caller: ok, we are actually doing a survey. are u a singtel subscriber?
fad: eeerr.yyup.(shd hv lied)
caller: ok. so im going to ask u a few questions. what r u doing right nw.?
fad: o.O what does tht gt to with the survey.?
caller: ouh, i just wnt to inform u that Farhan manage to get to NYP.
fad:eh.? what is ur name again.?(i suspect some1 alr)
caller: Raju.so, do u know him.?
fad: *remembers farhan* erm... i think..
caller:ok, cn u go to mirror.?
fad: err.i dont have a mirror with me.(da binget)
caller: ok nvr mind.do u know who u r talking to.?
fad:*silence*
caller: U R TALKIN TO FARHAN!!!
fad: sial uh ko.!
farhan: hahahahahaha. aku tk tau ko ble fall for it.
fad: ko siak la.

cont. talkin. he manage to get to nyp!(:
yey! i ws in THE LIBRARY U KNOE!!! just imagine.! -_-"
cnt wait to c him!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee!

haha. even ma gfs love tht name.
LOL. c.?
its a compliment for u.(:

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