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♔ Friday, May 14, 2010
10:34 AM |
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May Peace Be Upon To You.
stop asking period.
-blacklips
Labels: its all in here., some truths r better hidden.u think.?
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♔ Thursday, May 6, 2010
6:38 PM |
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May PEace Be Upon To You.
okay, alhamdullillah, thth lahabao who stole Dad's bike got caught.
BUT! we, our family just wasted 5K on a new bike.
so, simply put,
we HV TWO bikes nw.
well, the plan, is to sell the old bike.
idk.
the most we cn get is clos to 2K..
ONLY!
urgh.!!!
idk hw i gna get 50 bux for FYP.
it FYP u know!
so,i cnt b the only one to pay LESS!
and NO! idw ppl to pay for me.
like wad happened when i ws in sec1.
til NOW idk WHICH KIND SOUL WHO PITIED AND HELPD(look dwn) on me.
tht he/she paid.
but yeah. i WS thankful.
WAS.
but hw hw hw?
OTTEOKE?
50 bux maner nk kaop.
and, im nt gna trouble ma mum.
hmm.
fad.
fad.
fad.
thr's only one way...
tie stones ard ma tummy.
okay, this part aku sengajer ckp baser mlayu.
tadi ader "perjumpaan"(hahah)
pas tu, dier.. alah pompan yg tk invite aku gi majlis kawen de,
ok, de asek2 tgk.bkn tgk uh, like cuba tok jelaskn pt aku sumer.
im like, ko asl sak?
ko igt aku peh bdh per?
skrg jgk aku ble blg uh eh A smpai Z aper yg dh dbincangkn.
eventhough, i felt stupid when she did tht.
and, gue dgn sengaja nggak senyum la.
buat apa sih?
org kayak gitu nggak perlu senyuman MAHAL ku sma sekali.
ahh, till then.
wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: irritating ppl.(:, issue, its all in here., life's like tht, some truths r better hidden.u think.?, thinkin aloud
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♔ Friday, February 19, 2010
10:10 PM |
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May PEace BE UPon To You.
happening week yaw!
haha!
saw Fahrin Ahmad at Bugis, infront national lib.(last wed,17 feb)
sempat amek gmbr.
he's nt tht tall, but not bad lookin,
in tv drama, he look like pwoooooo!!!
real life mcm wow jek.
but still, its FAHRIN AHMADDDDD!!!!!
HELLO?!
haha,
the same freaking day, we, Luqman, Liyana and me witness theft.
in KFC at Bugis jgk.
this chi guy just took the bag and walkd off, then ran.
this mly guy(ard 3o plus gitula) calld him.
like "OI!"
tht chi guy just walkd off, slmt dpt thn.
he finally gt his bag back.
happenig nyah.
nyari lagi,
for once, i felt like RELIEVE to SHOUT when im angry,
its like.. WOOOOHHOOOOO!!!
so ppl shout when u're angry, it wrks.
HAHA.
its not the high pitch scream when u see ur idol.
why?
due to some reason.
kk, clue eh?
childish thing.
but it hurt alot uh.
"tkper, asl tk hitam"-straight to ma face.
guess wad i did.?
i cried, kickd n punchd walls, criticize the bitch who's staring at me in the mirror.
drag her self-esteem to the toilet bowl and flushd it.yeap.
i love the screaming part.
its like one kind.
i freakd out a lil when Nana just walkd out to "talk" to her.
haha, tk perlu, ma intention ws to let out.
but i gt serious.well a lil bit.
tht ws when i hv quality time of ma own in the handicaped toilet.
alahh, aku sensitive sgt.
but wad to do, ma reaction ws unstoppable.
im
not
strong.
anyhoo,
SEPECIAL THANKS TO NANA, LIYANA AND LUQMANsbb side aku, which tk perlu, koz wad she said is true.
and im at fault oso.
(i shdnt hv said "huh? klu ank ko burok cm ner?" in respond to her "ee, burok, tkper uh, ank ko(liyana))
*sigh*
ma bad. hah! haiz.
when i ws omw hm, i ws thinkin..
i shdnt hv gone mad with the crying and screaming,
instead, i shd be thankful,
thankful tht i ws born this way instead of unoe, disabled.
i shd be thankful.yes.
thankful fad.
appreciate.
*wipe tears*
bottom line, i ws taken aback. thts why.
SORRY!!!!
)':
ask me mom for advise so tht i cn calm dwn,
then me sis(hajamia)
haja hd tears, she cried.
oh wells, aku yg kene, lagi rabaq!
tch!
i WS so naive.
hah, things do happen.
as long as i am who i am,
it will stick with me.
FOREVER.
like ma mum.
)):
it might be a semall thing to ppl,
but its major to me.
v.f.personal.
look on the bright side,
aku jumper FAHRIN AHMAD
and me mum jelaous.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
wokay
-blacklips
Labels: confession, issue, its all in here., laugh it off., life's like tht, me., some truths r better hidden.u think.?, today is special
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♔ Monday, November 16, 2009
11:21 PM |
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May Peace Be Upon To You.
one word: perpisahan.
(pls dont let it happen, Allah!)
tday, the spore kiddos came to nyp.
im nt into em n plusss its crowdd.
so, i stayd in the lib aft me proj.
-laughd alot.
anyway, i ws at yck mrt station, when i sw this-idk-wad-u-call-it thing.
n i saw GOKUSEN!
i ws like.. WOAH.
tergegat pt situ, tgk muker this jap guys.
makdatok. subahanallah btl la.
n i sat facin tht big thing while wating for ma train.
serious, tk bhg!
then, a min b4 the train cm, a grp of girls plk lookin at it.
i ws like. almk! kaco uh! sebok btl.
but i had solid 4-5 mins staring at it.
oh wells.
^^,
bye
wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: its all in here., some truths r better hidden.u think.?
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♔ Sunday, June 28, 2009
12:49 AM |
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May Peace Be Upon To You.
pretend s if nothing happen, i feel like screwig you!
aku sedar saper diri aku.
fad, u cn stop nw, jgn terhegeh2, org da tk rela, buat apr nk tanyer2.
-.-"
-blacklips
Labels: disappointd., its all in here., thinkin aloud
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♔ Monday, May 25, 2009
6:07 PM |
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fairness.? BULLSHIT!
May Peace Be Upon to UNBIASED PEOPLE!
yeap, u see tht right. peace to UNBIASED ppl.
unfair ppl, insha allah, u cn go to hell.
*shrug*
its gonna b harsh.
may Allah forgives me.
but i didnt verbalised it. m just typing it here.
Allah, forgive me.
s u cn see, fad is fcking angry today.
yeap she fcking is.
i didnt attend the class meeting today a i ws fcking sick.as early as fcking 5 this morning!-.-
vomiting, fainting spells etc.
so i skipped ma fcking tut.
n aft tut, they hv a fcking cls meeting.
or shall i say a fcking class """""""DISCUSSION""""""
yeap. WITH fcking inverted commas.
kos frm the fcking sound of it,its more like fcking orders!
they fcking discuss among them n fcking tell us wad to fcking do!
this story is based frm WHAT I FCKING HEAR FRM VARIETY OF PPL.
SO MA THOUGHTS IS GONNA FCKING BASED ON THT.
shall i type their name.?
hmm. i shall fcking LABEL them..hmm
-ladyBOSS1
-ladyBOSS2
-ladyBOSS3
these ladyBOSSES. they fcking decide to fcking reshuffle the fcking class JUST because THEY are fcking not happy with THEIR fcking grp.
yeap. n nw just bcoz of them, the whole class is fcking affected. fcking selfish.?thts exactly wad i AM thinking right nw.hmm.*shrug*
n nw.? thr aint peace in class.THANKS TO U GUYS LA.
most of em fcking disagrees with this "crap".
but the bosses dont care.all they care bout is THEIR fcking thoughts, feelings.
wad bout ours.? i know u guys are fcking smart bunch, but tht doesnt mean we dont hv the fcking rights right.?
EVERYBODY IS FCKING EQUAL!
why must we fcking listen to u.? agree to ur fcking suggestions.? why nt we fcking suggest who we want to be fcking with.?
even one of the china gerls ask tht. n boss1 just fcking kept quiet.?
why.? guilty.? or u felt fcking proud.?
boss3:"tht is ur own problem" our own problem? WTF?! then. u hv fcking prob with ur fcking grp right nw..tht is UR fcking prob.u dont hv to fcking affect the fcking cls!
the outcome is fcking same as what i thought.
the 4 grps:
-nazira
-adeline
-rachel
-jess
-huijie
-sharvvani
-mushi
-sandhya
-diana
-eugene
-jiayin
-sze en
-xiao xin(spell)
-rui jie
-hu xin
n nw.. presenting the-according-to-them-FREELOADERS:
*drumroll*
-ME
-LUQMAN
-NANA
-YIQING
-FATIN
i ws fcking pissed n still am right nw.
u told us, u wanna fcking shuffle the clas to be fcking FAIR.
i repeat.... to be fcking fair.
n u call this fcking fair.?dont u even dare to say "the world hs never been fair" kos thts the world. not u, not me, not us, not the class.
mayb to u.. kos U MANAGE TO CHOSE UR PPL. n the leftovers.?
u fcking anyhw divide em.?
i tell u, the 1st 2 grp, fcking chose their ppl.
n the last 2, including me.. we are arranged according to THEM!!
what are we.? ur fcking toys.?
did u EVEN FCKING DISCUSSED with us like u said..
*mocking* class DISCUSSION
class discussion...BULLSHIT.!
let us choose our ppl oso!
unfair!unfair!
DAMN! i wsnt thr. i wld hv fcking fight back. untill everybody is fcking happy with their grp.!
make it a fcking a FAIR TO ALL BUT NT TO U BOSSES!
i am just refering to the HEAD of this fcking idea, nt the rest of ma unfairly-treated-classmates.!
i repeat,the fcking head!
aigoo.even punching the toilet walls n smaking the toilet bowls dont calm me down.
i paryd hard at hm to b calm upon receving this fcking-idiotic-nincompoop idea/news.
but i cnt cntrl, the devil took over ma soul.
to luqman, sry for scolding n staring u.LOL.
i cnt cntrl.hmm.
im nt sad hor. im fcking angry.
the china kiddos wanna mix with singapore mates to improve their eng.
s they tend to speak their lang amg emselves.
same like us right.? and.....
boss2 said sth like improving english thru reading n wadever crap.
u r saying this fckin shit bcos u r just fcking happy with ur fcking grp.
they TOTALLY DISAGREE with drawing lots.
n we hv to fccking listen.?
wad bout nw we say we are totally fcking disagree with the fcking grp u fckng place us.?
u r nt gonna fcking listen to it right.?
I CURSE UR CHILDREN TO BE BORN FCKING NAKED!
there can be no justice without peace.!
this is ma fcking blog. so its ma fcking problem.
u cn go n condemn me in ur blogs.
well if u did..GOOD DOGGIES! u listend to me. *roll eyes.*
oh hw i wish the WHOLE CLASS reads this!
its all in here.
ill remember ur fcking ideas.
u destroy everything.
the harmony in our class.
we r separating apart.
thanks to u.!
i fcking hate everything tht is happening right nw.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Allah, give US,the treatd differently bunch the strength to face all this fcking nonsense/bullshit with patience. amin!
KORG TAKE CARE SUA!
till den
wansuey(to unbiased ppl)
-blacklipsLabels: its all in here.
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♔ Sunday, April 12, 2009
2:49 AM |
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May Peace Be Upon To You.after much thinking,listening n analysing.the truth is, u r jealous.kinda harsh, but im sorry.ask urself.-blacklips.Labels: its all in here.
