annyeong haseyeo~~

♔ Friday, May 29, 2009 10:09 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

i felt like vomitting.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT. today i ate:
-2 sardine epok2(ma mum make)
-wedges
-honey milk tea in sch.

THATS ALL.
oh ya. n Mars.JUST finishd it.
iono. i just felt like vomitting.
hmm.

then, study in lib.
rest for like 15 mins.
but i cldnt.! because raser angin in ma tummy.
not farting la please.
burping.
n when i finally "woke up" the angin klua!!!
like auto.open ma mouth then burp sia!
so like -.-

n WORSE.. IM NOT HUNGRY AT ALL!

last but not least.i weigh maself.
i LOOSE WEIGHT!
aigoo i wanna cry alr.
52.6 to 50!!!!!!
sad or wad.?! i dont want to b under wt!!!!
imma evaporate into thin air.
good bye world.):

lepak with gf and wan!!
kecoh oi! LOL like south canteen kiter punyer!
like sec sch times.
gerek per.

laugh laugh laugh.

bout giraffe ladies..LOL.hahahahhahahaha.

btw, class meeting with Dr. Muyar.
Dr: so all is fine with the grp ya? we hv to change sometimes.
fad:*dlm hati* yes! absolutely right. but! must be fair la.
at the same, one of the ladybosses lookd at me.
i knew she's gonna do tht.
just
TYPICAL
her.
*jeleng*

ah kk.
i need to study nw.
hmm.

SCH IS TORTURING US MENTALY!

k bye!
wansuey
-blacklips

♔ Thursday, May 28, 2009 6:37 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

yesterday ws chocolate day.
LOL.
me and ma chinese mates bought choc aft i mng to psycho em.
LOL. nt like really psycho. i just start to talk bout choc, n they tetiber wanna eat em.
n we did.

-mars
-kit kat
-boost
-pocky

LOL
then at hm, me sis distribute choc. sdp nyer..!!!!

finaly, we BID gd bye.
shahida n ama tk perlu jealous.
LOL

Sze En: hey, nice to see u in good mood. tot u still angry bout the class meeting.
fad: i still am, bout t as bad as monday.(:

yeap.
i felt the awkwrdness.
idk if they r faking it or nt.
hmm.
like new treatmnt.
is it another way to pujok aku.?
if it is,maap, tk load.
i admit im headstrong..
i promise ill try to chg.haizzzz..

huxin sang with hui jie.chi songs.
me n luqman snap to the song.LOL.
effing funny i tell u.
de dtg nmpk kiter ketawe.de ckp bahawe die igtkn kiter maen permainn 'bagaimane emo ketawe'
muker aku tros tukar.

luqman told me he wanna join the same cca with us, but the prob is, he's afraid he cnt cope.
hmm. alasan.

lab ws super funny.
ni sheikh likes to giv sacarsms.
me,luqman,xiao xin,fatin etc etc. ws laughin our ass out.
kecian yiqing.
hmm.
i tried to help, he shoo me away.
*shrug*
up to u then.

till then
-blacklips

♔ Wednesday, May 27, 2009 12:08 AM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

i like this.LOL.

presenting. HAJAR..(:

muker mahal kau.!

sudden appear of mia.!LOL.

mia squeeze me!

pictures in lib. yishun lib.to study a lil.with siti. but she end up looking for songs.-.- s usual she ws late and.. she BRIBED me with TOBLERONE! hmm.

did a number of things. siti left ard 4 plus for wrk. then this mly guy, he ws playing with his lappy. idk why but i notice he kept glancing. aku naek binget. u wanna say sth, just spit it out. i stare-not at him. binget oi. then when he wanna go, he thought aku nk share plug ngan de. he ws like ''excuse me excuse me" i point to the lady beside me. degel. till i look at him n buat muker 'duh' pointing at the lady. baru de stop. wapiang! binget la sgt.

these few days asek binget ajek. i need to selawat more.hmph. sumer da relek, aku jek yg hot tk psl2. slmt adr choc.hehe. tnx to siti n 2 of me sibs. they bought cadbury white choc and black forest.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.sdp sdp sdp sdp!

tml sch is only an hr.hmph. than extra lab lesson at 4-5.30 then cca. 6.30 to 8.30. *thinking* shd i bring ma lappy.? hmph. ok i shd. haha

i ws so random just nw. WAS eh.?! just to entertain maself. wan shd know.LOL

ah, kk.

wansuey

-blacklips.

♔ Tuesday, May 26, 2009 4:02 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

"I think everyone, particularly the black sheeps, needs to put this in their head that every person have the right to decide what they want just like any other human beings have the right to believe in any religion they want!"

and

"It is only when Singaporeans learn to accept everyone for who they are that we can mature as a culture.Perhaps it's just the way how Singaporeans think.

and

"Oh well.Singaporeans are quick to assume...."

-Fauzi Rassull.

and i agree.*shrug*

vani: "prove them wrong. some ppl who love to judge others"

hmm.yela tu.

oh btw, watch this vid. performance by voguelicious.
n the guy lookd like hanafi.
iono if he wld cm to such events.
i wld.only if i KNOW.-.-"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcrT2AG9WH8&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Ffauzirassull%2Eblogspot%2Ecom%2F&feature=player_embedded

till then
wansuey
-blacklips.

Labels: Fauzi Rassull

♔ 1:34 AM

» im a bear!

♔ 12:04 AM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

ignore the previous entry, just throwinng tantrums.
imma rebellious kid u know.
LOL

ma mum almost drag me to Dr.
i think i kena food poisoning AGAIN!
saket la sgt.

i woke up ard 5 am yesterday just to throw up n purge.!
ma abdomen hurt like crap.
damn.
bgn jek da noneng.
hv this feeling tht im gonna faint.
cold sweat, tachy,shivering a lil. cnt walk .but i forced maself kos i ws goin to throw up.

aft throwin up, i literally CRAWL out of toilet.
i ws actually sitting on the floor in the toilet.
n i ws..
i ws...
merengek.*cover face*
it ws very undescribable.the feeling.
i cnnt take it.i sat dwn.n start to merengek.
well, im still a kid.lalala.

crawl out.mum saw me.
askd,told her perot saket giler.
n aku golek2 sak. de peh saket.
maken hari maken sharp.
lower part.
lets see wads thr..
*thinking*
small intestines,large intestines, appendix,uterus.
hmm

abdomen pain,felt like fainting,perspiring..
*shivers* even the thought of it freakd me out.

goin out ltr.at least i hope siti tk break her promise.
gonna study a lil.
hmm. need to buck up.
im getting stupid.!

oh oh! i forgt, ma bk is with sheikh.
vani doesnt want to lend him notes, so he took mine instead.
hmm.
so i cnt study bio.
didnt get ma bk kos i skippd 2 hrs of lect.

1stly i aint hv mood to study n 2ndly, ma tummy da start saket2.

went bck with this forever laughing ladies.
Ama and Shahida.
walaowey! i cnt stop laughing.
dala perot aku saket.
took bus bck FOR THE 1ST TIME.
n yes, its 9 cents cheaper.
haha.
laugh madly frm sch all the way to yishun, till Ama hv to go n meet Zul n gang.
hmm.

happening day, yesterday.
cried twice.
tears of anger and tears of joy.
(:

PMP advised me.LOL
yeap.ma ex-manager.

i cnt deny i admire the way he solve problems.
interesting.
i shall do tht.
hmm.
we'll see.
dont wana say more.

olyte
till then
wasuey
-blacklips.

Labels: food poisoning.

♔ Monday, May 25, 2009 6:56 PM

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♔ 6:07 PM

» fairness.? BULLSHIT!
May Peace Be Upon to UNBIASED PEOPLE!

yeap, u see tht right. peace to UNBIASED ppl.
unfair ppl, insha allah, u cn go to hell.
*shrug*

its gonna b harsh.
may Allah forgives me.
but i didnt verbalised it. m just typing it here.
Allah, forgive me.

s u cn see, fad is fcking angry today.
yeap she fcking is.
i didnt attend the class meeting today a i ws fcking sick.as early as fcking 5 this morning!-.-
vomiting, fainting spells etc.
so i skipped ma fcking tut.
n aft tut, they hv a fcking cls meeting.
or shall i say a fcking class """""""DISCUSSION""""""
yeap. WITH fcking inverted commas.
kos frm the fcking sound of it,its more like fcking orders!
they fcking discuss among them n fcking tell us wad to fcking do!

this story is based frm WHAT I FCKING HEAR FRM VARIETY OF PPL.
SO MA THOUGHTS IS GONNA FCKING BASED ON THT.

shall i type their name.?
hmm. i shall fcking LABEL them..hmm
-ladyBOSS1
-ladyBOSS2
-ladyBOSS3
these ladyBOSSES. they fcking decide to fcking reshuffle the fcking class JUST because THEY are fcking not happy with THEIR fcking grp.
yeap. n nw just bcoz of them, the whole class is fcking affected. fcking selfish.?thts exactly wad i AM thinking right nw.hmm.*shrug*
n nw.? thr aint peace in class.THANKS TO U GUYS LA.

most of em fcking disagrees with this "crap".
but the bosses dont care.all they care bout is THEIR fcking thoughts, feelings.
wad bout ours.? i know u guys are fcking smart bunch, but tht doesnt mean we dont hv the fcking rights right.?
EVERYBODY IS FCKING EQUAL!
why must we fcking listen to u.? agree to ur fcking suggestions.? why nt we fcking suggest who we want to be fcking with.?

even one of the china gerls ask tht. n boss1 just fcking kept quiet.?
why.? guilty.? or u felt fcking proud.?

boss3:"tht is ur own problem" our own problem? WTF?! then. u hv fcking prob with ur fcking grp right nw..tht is UR fcking prob.u dont hv to fcking affect the fcking cls!

the outcome is fcking same as what i thought.

the 4 grps:

-nazira
-adeline
-rachel
-jess
-huijie

-sharvvani
-mushi
-sandhya
-diana
-eugene

-jiayin
-sze en
-xiao xin(spell)
-rui jie
-hu xin

n nw.. presenting the-according-to-them-FREELOADERS:
*drumroll*
-ME
-LUQMAN
-NANA
-YIQING
-FATIN

i ws fcking pissed n still am right nw.

u told us, u wanna fcking shuffle the clas to be fcking FAIR.
i repeat.... to be fcking fair.
n u call this fcking fair.?dont u even dare to say "the world hs never been fair" kos thts the world. not u, not me, not us, not the class.
mayb to u.. kos U MANAGE TO CHOSE UR PPL. n the leftovers.?
u fcking anyhw divide em.?

i tell u, the 1st 2 grp, fcking chose their ppl.
n the last 2, including me.. we are arranged according to THEM!!
what are we.? ur fcking toys.?
did u EVEN FCKING DISCUSSED with us like u said..
*mocking* class DISCUSSION
class discussion...BULLSHIT.!

let us choose our ppl oso!
unfair!unfair!
DAMN! i wsnt thr. i wld hv fcking fight back. untill everybody is fcking happy with their grp.!
make it a fcking a FAIR TO ALL BUT NT TO U BOSSES!

i am just refering to the HEAD of this fcking idea, nt the rest of ma unfairly-treated-classmates.!
i repeat,the fcking head!

aigoo.even punching the toilet walls n smaking the toilet bowls dont calm me down.
i paryd hard at hm to b calm upon receving this fcking-idiotic-nincompoop idea/news.
but i cnt cntrl, the devil took over ma soul.

to luqman, sry for scolding n staring u.LOL.
i cnt cntrl.hmm.
im nt sad hor. im fcking angry.

the china kiddos wanna mix with singapore mates to improve their eng.
s they tend to speak their lang amg emselves.
same like us right.? and.....
boss2 said sth like improving english thru reading n wadever crap.
u r saying this fckin shit bcos u r just fcking happy with ur fcking grp.

they TOTALLY DISAGREE with drawing lots.
n we hv to fccking listen.?
wad bout nw we say we are totally fcking disagree with the fcking grp u fckng place us.?
u r nt gonna fcking listen to it right.?

I CURSE UR CHILDREN TO BE BORN FCKING NAKED!

there can be no justice without peace.!

this is ma fcking blog. so its ma fcking problem.
u cn go n condemn me in ur blogs.
well if u did..GOOD DOGGIES! u listend to me. *roll eyes.*
oh hw i wish the WHOLE CLASS reads this!

its all in here.
ill remember ur fcking ideas.
u destroy everything.
the harmony in our class.
we r separating apart.
thanks to u.!

i fcking hate everything tht is happening right nw.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Allah, give US,the treatd differently bunch the strength to face all this fcking nonsense/bullshit with patience. amin!

KORG TAKE CARE SUA!

till den
wansuey(to unbiased ppl)
-blacklips

Labels: its all in here.

♔ Friday, May 22, 2009 11:15 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

EVERYBODY thinks tht their prob is the biggest.
but some seriously brani,tk malu tu share.
bloggin it.

i realise afew things...hmm.

d only thing i cn say bout ma family right nw is...
we r fighting.
thr's demon yg menghasod in this hse.

i SWEAR im AM EXTREMELY ASHAME to share bout ma fam probs.
tht is y. nothing bout ma fam prob is in detail.
aku malu.!

im nt in gd terms with parents. which is worse la. both tau.

so, i smhw knows hw u feel la.

d oni thing is be strong.!

but.. YOU. ko brani.
aku kagom.!

dari luar, i might look ''kuat" but deep down.
aku seorg yg lemah.
siak, paisey oi ngaku ni.
*runs away coverin ma .............. face*

-blacklips

Labels: shaking and crying

♔ 8:42 PM

» Questionaire.
May Peace Be Upon To You.


1. Besides lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss.?
- at the FOREHEAD.(: i loike.does answerin this means i DO consider lips as ma fav spot to b kissed.?

2. How do you feel when you wake up in this morning?
-nt excitd kos i thought i wont b seeing mr.eye cndy.*chuckles*

3. Who was the last person you took photo with.?
-Xiao xin, ma classmato.(:

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled.?
-nope.definately not.*sigh deeply* monaymonaymonay!i need monay!

5. Would you ever donate blood.?
-ofcourse, ma bld type is RARE, i repeat, RARE. so i must donate to ppl in need.

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex.?
-yeap! duh!u dont wanna ask how many.?=.=

7. Do you want someone dead.?
-mayb, like some ppl say, im eeebil!LOL.

8. What does the last message say.?
-woah.?its frm me sis, hajar..''Pemalas.mak ckp skali mtk tlg pon susa. mia tgk cite angles and demons. hajar tak.fever 39.5. mia g, muz blanje.." woops. terbongkar rahsier kamu.LOL.*muker decent* im just being honest here.*shrug*

9. What are you thinking right now.?
-wad ws i thinking.? k im thinking bout 'wad ws i thinking'

10. Do you wish someone with you right now.?
-with me.? no la, nt even mr. eye candy. i wish some1 txt me though.hmm

11. What time you went to bed last night.?
-last night ws..2.? tonight will b... 2.*nods*

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt that you're wearing now.?
-oh ho. nope. didnt buy it, i think its frm me grandma.(:

13. Is someone in your mind.?
-sort of. but nt mr.eyecndy.hmm.

14. Who was the last person who texted you.?
an elephant at hm.HAJAR!!!!

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz:
1.jeyda
2.shid
3.nana
4.luqman
5.Sheikh-k not.LOL
6.nazira(kwn siti)
7.iz
8.sya
9.hamsters
10.vampires
(:

16. Who is 2 having relationship with.?
- gosh!other than her fam n frns.... ionno, shid r u attatched.?

17. Is 3 male or female.?
- Female.

18. If 7 & 10 get together, would it be a good thing.?
-no! koz ill b jealous.!im being honest here....*muker step*

19. What is 1 studying about.?
-wad ws it..?erm.. arts.? oh ho!! tech and art mngmnt!(wow! i actually rmbered)*taps ma shoulder*

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5.?
-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooouuuuuuh!!!! with Sheikh.? erm.*ehem ehem* in the lab. or ws it at the stairs near the lab.? wadeveritis, i talkd to him.(:*giggle like a gurl*-.-''

21.Is 4 single.?
-NOPE.! he's attatched with this fat-gurl-thanks-to-him actress.

22. Say something about 2.
-something.done. k la. she's different.

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together.?
-tgt s in frnship.?since bth are of the same sex. hmm..lets see.hmm..oh! 1 word..wierd.

24. Describe 9.
-they are a bunch of fckin cute creatures.!

25. What will you do if 6 and 7 fight.?
-hmm. they donnoe each other. if they fought.....will NOT b interesting. kos 1 of em is PENYABAR. LOL. (i know im ebil)

26. Do you like 8.?
-can i chg to 5.? LOL. kiddin. yeap.period.

gosh! i just waste ma time answering em.
-.-''

ma lappy da ok.! but it cost me 53.30.!
effing ex!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

saw 2 darn gd lookin guys. at blk 223.(behind me blk)

ill update latr hor.
wheni hv the time.
hmm

wad if i say, Mas Selamat is ma ............................... friend.?

till then.
wansuey
-blacklips.

Labels: questionnaire

♔ Saturday, May 16, 2009 6:18 PM

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May Peace Be UPon To You.

"terlalu happy , sampai otak fikir ,, buat per nk idop lagi .. dh happy per .."

idk weather to agree or not.
=.=

-blacklips.

♔ Friday, May 15, 2009 11:43 PM

» this is hw emo laugh.
May Peace BE Upon To YOu.

i forgot to mention.
today i teach/influence/spread to clas a new game.
''this is hw emo laugh''
credits to ma sibs.to their frn(i think).

at 1st i tried with luqman, while waiting for our lab teacher.
very the long!
so yeah.

fad: man. hv u heard of this game..''this is hw emo laugh''
man: nope
fad: k, aft i say ''this is hw emo laugh, ha'' u cont sayin ha. like ha(me) ha (u) ha (me) cont.
man:k.
fad: u cnnt laugh or smile, eye cntct hor!u u will even though its nt funny.ull c.
man:ok
fad: DONT LAUGH/SMILE!
man:kk.

fad: *serious face* this is hw emo laugh...ha
man:*smile n start to laugh madly*
fad: c? ont laugh la!

tried again, failed.kos i laugh.
man tried with diana.
he hv yet say the sentence, diana laugh alr.
the china classmates lookin at us.
then tried with faris. he manage. but too fast, so nt countd.!
LOL

we(me, man, diana,chani kiddos, startd laughin madly)
sandhya curious, askd us, n play. challenge with luqman.
sumer ouut! LOL
rachel tried.

all were laughin to this random game la.
LOL.adeline ask sandhya to try with luqman.LOL.
smiles on their faces, like sincere smiles n laughter.
aku VERY terharu. i swear.

jess, adeline, china kids, vani,mushi..all. ALL!
they were smilin!i cn still see it in ma head. *sigh with a smile*

rachel doesnt wanna giv up. she try n try but still laugh.
n smilin.hahahahaha. serious.*shakes head,smilin*

then we realise we cn actually go in.
then vani said. ''aiya! shd hv gone in, we cn play games''
(:
im smilin right nw.

only if this lasts.......

-blacklips

♔ 10:03 PM

» updates(interesting gossips)
May Peace BE UPon To You.

im nw watchin some vid.
ghost/spiritual relatd.
must update maself ma.
d mj12 blog.. kc/pujangga gave many links!
go watch.
very the interestin.
watchin alone actually(chey! brani or wwad?)

so many things to share.
this wk is quite 'eventful'*chuckles*
eyecandies(true colors cmin out) to GOSSIPS.
this gossips thingy happened on thurs.
well some might nt know s they said it ws canceld.(dont ask me who is they)
aft waitin for like 15-20 min.
wasting time.? EXACTLY! aku da kelam kabot nk keja waktu!

it ws..'interesting'.
most ws pissed. hmm
i cnt say much here s classmates do read.
nt even frm wad i c. their reactions n all.
bottom line.sumer bertopeng. with smiles n giggles.
hmm. humans are interesting creatures.
well some i realise...
their body lang=disagree big time.(i read therefore i know.LOL)
some talk over lunch(3/4 oclock lunch) LOL.
wanna know, ask, when no one's ard.(:

the whole convo took like half an hr. yeap.
they postponed it to tml.which is today. then postponed it till nxt wk.
DONT ASK ME WHY.

i realise. some thoughts here r NOT appreciated.

i admit, at 1st i agree with the suggestion, then i realise.
nope.*shakes head*
u guys cn go ahead,let me n ma understanding grp be out of it.
k mayb, i agree for the sake of u guys,so everyone will b happy bunch of nsg stud.(LOL)
but consider us(ma grp) done.

then....erm.lets see..
apr eh.

ama pn da interestd to c sheikh.LOL.
ni shahida spread like BUTTER agknyer.

n i realise.1 of the foreigners' eye candy is him osso.
even tellin their mum bout it.! cute eh.?

ma cca ws interestin.!
serious.
some tekejot when they gt to know wad cca i join.
they ws like. ''tk kene'' reaction.
like ''HUH?!''

eh! suker uh.! i wanna try sth new!
''suits drums''-nt affecting. try harder.!
i need sth to calm me down. aku kn pns drh.!?!
hahahaha

k erm.. i forgt wad i shd share!

oh oh! today we did our research.
''does BP chg b4/aft exercising?''
we did on nyp-ians,US.
made ourself run on track,along corridors.
then take bp.
i shall say its quite interesting!

i shall share soon.
koz, this wk..8 am class straight. end at 6 most of the days. 2 days night.
yeap. so im extremely exhaustd.

aite
wansuey
-blacklips

Labels: gossips

♔ Monday, May 11, 2009 11:23 PM

» random talk with Mr. Eye candy
May Peace Be Upon To You.

highlight of the day: FINALLY I HAD A RANDOM TALK WITH HIM!
he startd the convo. i ws like. ''omg! u r talking to me!"

shahida, ko jgn jealous, jodoh ko tk kesampaian.!
muahahahahaahhaahah.

so excited over it.LOL.
*jumps ard*

head home with arisa aft cca.
talk talk talk n share at mc.
bump into...
jeyd,nina,iz and atyra.

ah, till den.
i hv 2 presentation tml.
hmm. so wanna go talk to maself b4 tht.
go thru slides n ma normal dose of MJ 12!

wansuey
-blacklips.

Labels: Mr.eye candy(:

♔ Saturday, May 9, 2009 7:04 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

Fauzi Rassull.
Cool guy.hmm.
check him out.
the Singapore's Male Bitch.

yeap u heard me right.
(:

ill update bout him soon yah.(:

I ATE FAUZI RASSULL!

-blacklips

♔ 1:34 AM

» young
''erm, we dont hv form for parents consent''
keapler hotak.?!!! ko mcm phm aje aku underage.
mmg btl uh.

me n nana went.igt nk donate bld. then when nana ask bout ic.
he suddenly turn to me n say tht.
muaker aku budak2 sgt per>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!!!
tk per la. nmpk muer. ok jgk!
hmm

♔ Friday, May 8, 2009 11:08 PM

» purposely

Labels: thinkin aloud

♔ Wednesday, May 6, 2009 11:22 PM

» Finally talkin to Mr. Eye candy!(:
May Peace BE Upon To You.

I AM FEELING SOOOO GAY TODAY!

-finally talking to Mr.eye cndy!
we: pakat playin game,laugh together,eye cntct.
*jumps ard*
siti know the story! i ws excitd.
today is interesting,tutorial! kos he ws ard.
kk fad stop it.

i know he's att.its nt like i want him or sth.hmm

during tut, i gt to know hw n wad ppl thinks of me.
btw, me charming tutor/lecturer hv the same attitude.
our hidden attitude. only tht he is SHY n im more like AFRAID.hmm
interesting.?

overall.they say im....

-very quiet, yet very good to be with

-look fierce but funny!-*whispers* THIS IS FROM MR.SHEIKH. *jumps ard happily*

-errie stare!

-music lover

-very quiet and mystery gurl

-quiet,cool(=

-very cool gurl (4 times)

-humour

-havoc girl

-loud-

GEREK! (which means extremely fun.sth like tht)

- 1st impression:quiet aft tht: very noisy (HAHA!)

-gothic

-quiet gal

-dont talk much

aku,fad di cabar SEKALI lagik dcabar oleh luqman.ni kali to say ''maot'' to sheikh's jokes.
n ill get KINDER BUENO!
fad, klu bab mepek pntang d cabar beb.
s long tk bertentangan n agamer, settle.!
wadever it is. i talk,laugh,made eye cntct n PAKAT with him.LOL
ni kes tk nk present, n we playd black n white.
our grp yg kecoh, laen sumer serious rbk.
even luqman thinks so.
ni paleng gerek uh.(2nd tut)
me,luqman,sheikh n eugene.1 grp.

BOTTOM LINE.G.E.R.E.K UH!
mainly kos ma tutor for 2nd tut is soo lame tht me, luqman n sheikh tk ley ang.
n ended up laughin at him.
happy la aku.
n sheikh plk.kept lookin at our area n laugh tgt.weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

tried sth new today.
music related. i dont want ppl to know 1st ..kasi aku expert dulu eh.?
LOL. insha allah.
pray for me.*senyum kambeng*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYED RIDWAN!

i realise Mal knews sheikh.
hahahahahah.
oh wells.

they say i am very hyper for the past few days.
really uh.?
i swear tk realise.

aite
wansuey
-blacklips

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♔ Monday, May 4, 2009 11:10 PM

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May PEace BE Upon To You.

hmm. boring day.

s expectd, it happened.
i told mom....annnnnd............
mom ws extremely happy. n im effing sad here.
hmm.
for u eh mom. im doing this for u.
aigoo, i wanna cry alr.

sheikh wsnt in lect theatre.

-i cnt stop thinkin.*sigh*
-tried to calm maself yesterday,by zikir-ing.
oh wells it kinda workd.
zikir zikir zikir till 1 plus. cnt sleep.
sooo many things in mind.
donnoe if i shd share.
seems like im forgettin it..but its still in ma mind.
u feel me.?
oh wells, u dont.koz its me who is experiencing it.
i cnt focus in sch today.ni la org tkder iman.

go go fad.!
hwaiting!((:
i txt maself.givin encouragin words.for maself.
*shrug* ma new way of comfort.?i think.

oh ya! a gurl hd her menses n she didnt realise.
n me n nana ws like.
''eh go tell her.kecian sak''
last2 tk blg.kos she ws with her frn.
maken byk sey.
oh wells.*shrug*

k
la
wansuey
-blacklips.

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♔ Sunday, May 3, 2009 5:19 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

-SWINE FLU.aigoo..hmm.

-last thurs, nana, u made me worried sick! *muker binget*
-but im glad u r ok.*phew*

-i swear i didnt say tht. ''b'' ? hmm. but y is it botherin u.?hmm.
-its up to u nw, since u smhw know the truth. i suggest u dont waste ur time.
-i swear im sorry.really really really sory. Gomenasai!
-aku hrp.seriously hrp ko tk majok ngan aku. ):

-mum told me.well parents told me to stop on 'this' frnship.):
-i smhw regret it happen.well,i am to blame.its MA fault. n nw,ppl r pissed with me thanks to me.
ummhmm.*nods*

-BOF nk masok tv.too bad i dont hv channel u. b.o.r.i.n.g

soooo many things happenin till iono what to type and which to share.
hmm.

GDO pls.

-tired/malas?

till then.
-blacklips.

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♔ Friday, May 1, 2009 4:20 PM

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May Peace Be Upon To You.

if anything happens, im gonna be extremely disappointd and malu.

n gonna thank boss for tht..

i need chocolate ice cream for tht!

ice cream plus nata de coco plus hundreds n thousands plus maple syrup.

yest. event ws ok.

mak tk kasi uh wear t-shirt kos ramai laki.

since we r late, org pn da kurang.

hehe.yey!

aku dpkser jadi waitress.

bloody hell.

siap tuang air.

mak ws like.'' along ko klua gi kasi air, dorg lagi makan tuh. gi tuang kan air dorg.''

aku jadi kanchiong sia.

the guys eat 1st.

then, muker tembok, gi serve em.bloody hell.

i dont rmbr smiling.oh wells.

1 of em, fooh.nt bad, but duda, ank 2.

mcm tk cayer. look young sey. like mid 20s.hmm.

oh wells.

him:terima kasih

me:*dlm hati* oh, kasih dtrimer.

LOLs.

ma new aunty real life nt bad lookin sey.

small,sweet jgk.

she wore kebayer hitam yest.

her name is haida.

i call her aunty haida.

oh, she's a philipine btw.yeap, convert to islam.

n her name is haida.

she quite cute oso.LOL

dont understand mly.

i like her smhw.(:

mlm, fought with mom. nt fought la.

mom ws lecturin me.

mood aku spoil smpai skrg.

kos in the morn.she ws still talkin bout the subj.

-.-''

frm this to tht. why.?

mayb, i shd be who i used to b.

LETS START LYING FAD,

tkder mknernyer ko tell the truth, she wont believe u, instead, she assume

EXTREMELY STUPID STUFF.

*sigh deeply*

-the situation nw is a bit sensitive.

-shd i end it.?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIK AIM!!

-blacklips

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