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♔ Tuesday, August 11, 2009
12:26 AM |
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May Peace BE Upon To You.
out of anger i said: DAH BODOH, SOMBONG.
(stupid but ignorant)-sth like tht la uh.
omo! fad is a heartless sister.
i felt guilty n startd cryin.
bathe with icy cold water.
its all due to last min assignmnt.
i realise it jst nw.
and grp leader told our part.
sumer last min.
i didnt study yesterday. spent the whole day at sultan mosque.
(solat khusyuk)-religious stuff.
so i thought of studyin.
skali gt assignmnt and i hv to teach me bro,ltr he sch.and he, 1 smart ass told me just nw.
tk tekejot katak ko?
he hv math qns and whole stack of eng papers.
with so many on ma shoulders within few mins.
i go out of cntrl.
i felt like apologising. but.... he pisses me off sia!
ARGH! EXCUSES!BUT STILL U SHDNT HV SAY THT!!!
bottomline..
u heartless BAT!!!
!@#$%niwae, the solat khusyuk course ws FUN.
the ustaz (teacher) ws very the gerek.
last2. ustaz shafie made speeches. and s usual, it ws very...
scary.and we startd cryin.
kowai-neh!
but some dickheads were laughin when they heard the lady "wails".
so the -.-
no respect at all.
to do the correct way of praying.
every move, every "pose" is impt.
like focus on ur spine etc.
the benefits. etc.
bottomline interesting la.
yeap.
tml sch starts at 2.
i think its only an hr.
-.-
-blacklips
Labels: disappointd., part time tutor (:, shaking and crying with fear.
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♔ Thursday, April 2, 2009
9:31 PM |
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May Peace Be Upon To You.1stly. ma cuzz dgn sardinnyer intro aku ngan bunkmates dier.-_-"yesterday, some1 said i hv fierce eyes!alhamdullillah. i take tht s compliment.(:" mari kiter serahkn diri kiter pader Allah"have u guys move urself UNCONCIOUSLY.?usually we move because our brains wants us to.have u guys experience FEAR.?my experience:i ws shaking with fear.i ws crying with fear.pagi tadi ws effing scary.we learn hw to serah kn ourself to Allah.before we tried, uzt shafi try on this indon guy, 15.his hand moves unconsciously! he hv his eyes close and ws standing.talk to himself dlm hati.his right hand move. than bck to normal position.then both his hand move infront.then after awhile, he fall sideways, leaning on ust shafi.aft a few seconds than he realise tht he ws leaning on ust.at tht point of time ma heart ws pounding madly.!i ws scared. serously. the whole situation ws very undescribeable.scary.then ust said.''mari kiter serah kn diri kiter pader Allah''''sebelum tu, kiter blajar bernafas dulu, deep breathing''everyone in tht mosque did the whole thing.even b4 we start the deep breathing exercise, 1 of the women in the crowd started crying loudly.keyword LOUDLY. i ws alr freaking out, than she cried like tht. seriously, send chills down ur back!crying women: ''allaaaaaaaaaaaah.....allaaaaaaaaaaah'' *keeps on crying*idk who la. its amg the crowd.so we tried. relax. speak to ourselves.it ws really scary. i kept on crying n crying.i cnnt tahan, i told ma mom.''mak, along takot'' ask her for tissue, thts when i realise i ws shaking.aku menggigil rabak.idk why. i ws just shaking! ish!ust told us to follow what he says.n we did la.he told us nt to move but to let out.let out what we are feeling. *shakes head*then thats when i realise, unconsciously.. ma left hand move.like lifted like tht la.i hd ma eyes close, n ws sitting on the chair.then gradualy, i felt like fainting.i ws alr moving sideways.but thank god. within seconds, da stop.so we WOKE up.and nw im having slight fever.shd go la. every thursday, at AN-NAEEM mosque.10 to 12.yes, 2hr, but tk raser la, kos u'll enjoy it big time.*phew*than went to ntpt foodcourt to eat.well i just ate this STRAWBERRY DE PEACHsedap la sangat.mom ate bobor chacha with durian.ibu n kakak ate nasi bryani and ice kacang.(share)reach hm, pray then sleep. smpai 8.heh.olyte.eh wait. do u guys know what OK means.?it actually means ''oll korrect" which is the wrong spelling for all correct. (:kk.stay tuned.-blacklips.Labels: shaking and crying with fear.
May Peace Be Upon To You.