|
|
♔ Monday, July 26, 2010
1:10 AM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
ahh, its been a month.
i had the super-duper-nobody-ever-had-this mcflurry!!!
my icecream consists of:
-mcflurry
-chocolate fudge
-oats
-chocolate chips
very very very orgasmic.hee.
days days ago,
Mr.Gecko-WOOTz.
yesterday, 25th july,
for th first time, out grp really meet and do proj for solid 4 hrs.
thts like WO~ i bet other grp hd MORE.. boooringgg
haha. *evil look* sue me.
looongggg trip hm frm bugis to yishun w Mr. Eugene.
slept th whole journey.
Eugene kind enuf to bounce bck w me.
so, it ws damn long laa. frm marina bay to yishun.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz all th wayyyy.
oh oh!
and i sw Imran, th magician.
well, he's....... short.
err.
i cldnt rmbr, ws it 3 days ago?
or 4.
OUR CLS hd an unplanned lunch at AMK KFC.
of all places.
BUT this time round, th bonding moments ws damn fun.
^^
Baskin Robins.
sandhya hadta approach this kfc guy and say hi.
Jess hadta approach grp of students and intro herself.
and Luqman hadta say "gd morning! welcome to KFC" to some random customer.
LOL
damn funny.
and i liked it.
alot alot.
for th first time,
i really appreciate the gathering.
we dont hv to go ex place to eat.
just a moment well spent is gd.
GMH:
-a wave, a smile and a yes to you miss her uh?
-"saranghae"
-"minnah"
-a smile frm a gd looking stranger.
thehearttalk:
-"gf, youre awesome" - brought me to tears man.
(not showing off, im just pouring out)
when did i skipped sch?
erm.
somewhr ard last wk.
spent quality time w gfs.
Arisa and Siti.
-th talk
-th gossips
-th silent convo
ily guys.
but its nt complete.
Irah ws wrking i think. haiyaaa.
th call frm gf <3
GF FIGHTINGGG!!
this month.
Korean, Kpop artists come and go, but i never had th chance to meet any of em in person.
all i cn do is listen to ppl's SHOR SHORT stories. haha.
oh wells.
i watchd this interview.
jpop artist, a malay dude!!
im like SHIT, dude?!
you speak JAP?! and SINGS in JAP?!
AWESOMMEEEEE!!!
but he aint gd looking.
he's popular ya know amg japanese, which is damn interesting.
i lost ma shaker,mechanical pencil.
its ma fav pencil.
so sad.
its major okayy? respect tht.
ahh, ths bout it i guess.
other than th usual fights w brothers and mum.
i wanna chg ma blogskin but i hv no time to do it.
=.=
any kind souls?
^^
till then,
yeoreobun, FIGHTING in wadever you're at. (:
till more updates frm me.
-blacklips
Labels: class gathering, gfs(:, ICA, kpop, life's like tht, Mr.Gecko, sharing is caring, thehearttalk, thinkin aloud, updates.(:
|
|
♔ Wednesday, June 30, 2010
2:02 PM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
tons of things to express.
but this heart doesnt want to.
anyhoo, paper today ws really bad tht i thought of suicide.
HAHA. oh wells.
but, im NOT THT EMPTY.
*roll eyes*
didnt sleep the whole day.
well, only 45 mins out of 24 hrs.
imagine tht.
im tired, but these eyes, they dont wanna close.
dont tell me,
I FORGOT HW TO SLEEP?!!
my insomnia is getting worst.
well, i think im hving it.
and IF i really hv insomnia, stage 2 alr lorrr.
so sadd.
interesting happend tht day, when i received a call.
im mad, at you.period.
i wanna talk, but to no one.
idk hw.
idk what i need.
idk what to do.
i miss gfs.
sfm.
oh wells.
i wanna watch Eclipse.
this heart hurts.sfm.
T-T
im blasting music rn.
mum's not at hm.
i realise i hv ard 60% of the s/s of stress?
i went through the list jn.
HAHA, exams mahh.-NOT.
mum wanna send Sufi to indonesia, pesantren-is this hw u spell it?
a place whr they train you to be ustaz or ustazah.
and he'll only cm hm when he's a ustaz.
haha, wierd. but, giler pe?
kene jual pt saner baru tau. haha.
oh wells.
i feel so empty rn.
gna skip sch tml to collect passport.LIKE FINALLY!
a new picture.
i think, imma start on my project NOW.
*waves*
oh oh!! *chuckle*
Mr.Gecko wore the same color top as me.
HHAHAHHAHAHHAHA.
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht, updates.(:
|
|
♔ Thursday, May 6, 2010
6:38 PM |
»
May PEace Be Upon To You.
okay, alhamdullillah, thth lahabao who stole Dad's bike got caught.
BUT! we, our family just wasted 5K on a new bike.
so, simply put,
we HV TWO bikes nw.
well, the plan, is to sell the old bike.
idk.
the most we cn get is clos to 2K..
ONLY!
urgh.!!!
idk hw i gna get 50 bux for FYP.
it FYP u know!
so,i cnt b the only one to pay LESS!
and NO! idw ppl to pay for me.
like wad happened when i ws in sec1.
til NOW idk WHICH KIND SOUL WHO PITIED AND HELPD(look dwn) on me.
tht he/she paid.
but yeah. i WS thankful.
WAS.
but hw hw hw?
OTTEOKE?
50 bux maner nk kaop.
and, im nt gna trouble ma mum.
hmm.
fad.
fad.
fad.
thr's only one way...
tie stones ard ma tummy.
okay, this part aku sengajer ckp baser mlayu.
tadi ader "perjumpaan"(hahah)
pas tu, dier.. alah pompan yg tk invite aku gi majlis kawen de,
ok, de asek2 tgk.bkn tgk uh, like cuba tok jelaskn pt aku sumer.
im like, ko asl sak?
ko igt aku peh bdh per?
skrg jgk aku ble blg uh eh A smpai Z aper yg dh dbincangkn.
eventhough, i felt stupid when she did tht.
and, gue dgn sengaja nggak senyum la.
buat apa sih?
org kayak gitu nggak perlu senyuman MAHAL ku sma sekali.
ahh, till then.
wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: irritating ppl.(:, issue, its all in here., life's like tht, some truths r better hidden.u think.?, thinkin aloud
|
|
♔ Friday, April 16, 2010
10:34 PM |
»
May Peace BE Upon To You.
cam.
mls.
mau.
update.
sch starts officially on monday.
can i not meet monday.?
can i hv some to go thru yr 3 for me?
im really afraid of ma last yr.
PRCP cn give me heart attack when i think bout it.
aigoo.
gd thing for ma batch, 3 months. not 6.
*phew*
well,
i guess i hv to face it to end it.
i ws thinking of getting bonded w a hosp.
but ma results spells no to me.
aigoo.
only if im a lil smart.
):
hope sun happen to cheer/celebrate ma last day of holiday b4 sch starts.
):
*waves*
imy blogger.
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht
|
|
♔ Friday, February 19, 2010
10:10 PM |
»
May PEace BE UPon To You.
happening week yaw!
haha!
saw Fahrin Ahmad at Bugis, infront national lib.(last wed,17 feb)
sempat amek gmbr.
he's nt tht tall, but not bad lookin,
in tv drama, he look like pwoooooo!!!
real life mcm wow jek.
but still, its FAHRIN AHMADDDDD!!!!!
HELLO?!
haha,
the same freaking day, we, Luqman, Liyana and me witness theft.
in KFC at Bugis jgk.
this chi guy just took the bag and walkd off, then ran.
this mly guy(ard 3o plus gitula) calld him.
like "OI!"
tht chi guy just walkd off, slmt dpt thn.
he finally gt his bag back.
happenig nyah.
nyari lagi,
for once, i felt like RELIEVE to SHOUT when im angry,
its like.. WOOOOHHOOOOO!!!
so ppl shout when u're angry, it wrks.
HAHA.
its not the high pitch scream when u see ur idol.
why?
due to some reason.
kk, clue eh?
childish thing.
but it hurt alot uh.
"tkper, asl tk hitam"-straight to ma face.
guess wad i did.?
i cried, kickd n punchd walls, criticize the bitch who's staring at me in the mirror.
drag her self-esteem to the toilet bowl and flushd it.yeap.
i love the screaming part.
its like one kind.
i freakd out a lil when Nana just walkd out to "talk" to her.
haha, tk perlu, ma intention ws to let out.
but i gt serious.well a lil bit.
tht ws when i hv quality time of ma own in the handicaped toilet.
alahh, aku sensitive sgt.
but wad to do, ma reaction ws unstoppable.
im
not
strong.
anyhoo,
SEPECIAL THANKS TO NANA, LIYANA AND LUQMANsbb side aku, which tk perlu, koz wad she said is true.
and im at fault oso.
(i shdnt hv said "huh? klu ank ko burok cm ner?" in respond to her "ee, burok, tkper uh, ank ko(liyana))
*sigh*
ma bad. hah! haiz.
when i ws omw hm, i ws thinkin..
i shdnt hv gone mad with the crying and screaming,
instead, i shd be thankful,
thankful tht i ws born this way instead of unoe, disabled.
i shd be thankful.yes.
thankful fad.
appreciate.
*wipe tears*
bottom line, i ws taken aback. thts why.
SORRY!!!!
)':
ask me mom for advise so tht i cn calm dwn,
then me sis(hajamia)
haja hd tears, she cried.
oh wells, aku yg kene, lagi rabaq!
tch!
i WS so naive.
hah, things do happen.
as long as i am who i am,
it will stick with me.
FOREVER.
like ma mum.
)):
it might be a semall thing to ppl,
but its major to me.
v.f.personal.
look on the bright side,
aku jumper FAHRIN AHMAD
and me mum jelaous.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
wokay
-blacklips
Labels: confession, issue, its all in here., laugh it off., life's like tht, me., some truths r better hidden.u think.?, today is special
|
|
♔ Sunday, February 7, 2010
1:36 PM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
if im here, it simply means i hv sth to complain,
or sth interesting happen,
or i gt time.
anyhoo,
yes sth quite interesting tht it pisses me off happend this norn at ard 6.30AM.
me mom, pour, well nt really pour, she splash but slowly cold water at me face.
and its 500ml mind you.
ao i ws like lemas like tht.
HAHAHA, but serious.
ma ultra thin matress,
2 comforters,
2 pillows,
ma bntl busuk,
ma fone,
and ME!
gt wet.
i thought aku mimpi lemas siak!
kos the water enter ma nose.
CB btl.
hahahhahaa.
didnt talk to her, while she ws TRYING to talk to me.
tch tch tch.
then went bck to sleep.
she woke me up by giving me solid strokes of "love"at ma butt
lagi siket aku ckp CB!
woke me up for this xtra religious cls, which i hate.
i mean for this sun clas only.
satu bender pn tk phm.
bout hadis la.
tch.
anyhoo,
dgr2 Liyana n Nana dh addicted with the songs.
maot per?
like finally, i cn talk bout kpop well, 2PM only with clsmates.
kecoh nyahhhhhh.
went for arisa performance.
a musical actually.
it ws, as per normal, great.
tk ramai org sgt uh.
and tht include the staffs.
-.-
wokay, imma go do ma ab psych proj.
*waves*
Labels: life's like tht, updates.(:
|
|
♔ Thursday, January 21, 2010
1:56 AM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
if mum's influence is strong,
i gt a feeling, ma brother, gonna grow up hving the same fear as me,
simply because,
I LOVE MOM.):/(:
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht, some truths r better hidden.u think.?
|
|
♔ Saturday, January 16, 2010
1:06 AM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
i ws thinking..
be urself=dont b some1 u cnt=stop trying?
(manipulative)
im the kind tht dont share,
if u get wad i mean...
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
aku fad, raser...
TERPINGGIRRRRRRRRRRR-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
i feel like screwing ma life.
omg! im so emo.
whoever's reading to ma rants,
THANKS BYK2.
u noe who u r.
*hit maself with wife beaters x10*
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht
»
MAy PEace BE Upon TO You.
somtimes i feel like...
FUCK WHY-OH-YOU BITCH!
well im a human, so do go ard saying..
"hrp je pki tudong, abeyz maki2"
-blackips
Labels: life's like tht
|
|
♔ Wednesday, December 16, 2009
11:38 PM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
hw sad, told mum im hungry n she shut the door.
):
life's like tht.
niwae, idk WHY but ppl seems to approach to me.
haha.
well QUOTING frm me aunty n OTHERS.
aku kn "sombong" "bongkak" but these past few days, ppl came asking for me help.
happy gitu la when they day "thank u".
tht time gt this aunty appreach me of all the ppl thr,
need ma help to buy standard tic.
haaha.when she said "thank you", i ws like.. really.? woahhhh.
k mepek but i felt one kind.
"can i talk to you?"
me: sure, sit here la, we cn talk2. (:
*starts talking for more than an hr*
then finally. i hv to go, she said.."thank you"
i ws like,"eh no prob la.im willing to listen"
somtimes all u hv to do is listen. thts it.
(:
updates:
nothing much la.
except, went out wif fam to EATTTTTTTTT.
oh i feel fat nwadays.HAHA. hope im nt.
anyway, went to eat due to special occation..
ma parents' 19 yrs anniversary!!!!
and i sw tokiman, his wife.. FOOOH. lawa beb.
pki tudong jgk. friendly..
ANNOUNCEMENT:
ARISA FOUND SINGAPORE VERSION OF AJ!!!!
(well, sort of) kekeke
ma gd ness.. anyway, he IS gd lookin yaw.
gah!
AND..
shahida calld in d aftnn just to make me jealous.
rmbr the timothy.? he freaking rmbr her!!!!!!!!!!!
only if he ask "eh, whr's ur tht day frn?"
straight away i go thr..
n i go "HERE I AM!!"
ahhahahhahahahahh
niwae, it surprises me to know tht some ppl fears me when im mad.
(ok eng aku rbk, but u get the pt la huh?)
kk bye!
wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht, updates.(:
|
|
♔ Wednesday, November 11, 2009
1:32 AM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
aku lagik frust skrg. so bear with me.
EVERY FREAKIN HUMAN
always say... "be strong"
including ME!
but wads UR definition of STRONG?
mine might b jump dwn frm the tallest building.
thts strong enuf for u to make ur decision.
(urgh, Fcuk, i dont understand wad im typin here)
anyway, if u were to advise me.
NEVER use tht word.!
ARASOU?
i understand i shd hv nt, like me classmate say.
"dont let tht cnflict thing get over sch wrk..."
come to think of it.
hmm, i might hv..
but, somhw, i dont think so la.
i nvr showd/ shared any of me probs with classmates.
argh fcuk!
anyway,
MIA!!!!! FIGHTING!!! IMMA C YA LTR. T.T
class celebrate the nov kids' bdae yesterday.
the cake is super.!!
tnx guys! (:
but seriously, yestd ws the WRONG DAY TO CELEBRATE.
minus the crying for no reason mmt.
why the fcuk i became this sensitive.
argh damn it.!
wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: bdae., life's like tht
|
|
♔ Tuesday, November 3, 2009
11:35 PM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
being close doesnt me u r a couple!
damn! this is getting irritating.
not ur frns u knoe, but ur LECTURERSSSSS?!
hw DUMB is tht?
mcm immature like tht right?
shahida finally sw him!
HAHA. skrg baru aku cayer klu jodoh ko tkkn ke maner!
frm beginnin of 1st sem till now.
LOL.
(beb, jgn ckp namer de.)
oh wells, im ass-eye-see-kay. SICK!
blockd nose, ma whole face is like itchy.
feel like skippin lect tml.): just go for lab.
and tml will b OUR FIRST LEFTOVER GRP MEETING!
yay!! *mocking* *roll eyes*
sungguh tk perlu Fad.
YAY! tics is wif arisa.
support wan perform.
bdk tu dr solo. *chuckle*
wannnnn. fighting! ^^
went to admin office to replace ma admin card.
hilang nth kemaner..(yest.)
nk nanges.
paid $6.40 zzzzzz
waste monay only.
ATTENTION GFS.
TXT ME/ARISA FOR UPDATES.
THANKYOU! -.-
im suddenly thinkin of Mr. MRT.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
FIVE HOURS OF BREAK.
tk pernah dlm sejarah of ma life in NYP.
HAHA. this is wad i call MEGA break.
yesterday ws 4 hrs.
=.=
so i went bck to do tis-NOT!
i went bck to finish up ma lab assignmnt.
yeap, then cn eat. lek2.
bathe AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.....
which reminds me.
yesterday, me n Arisa spent hrs tgt!!
^^
talk and talk, plan and plan, gossip and gossip.
HAHA.
finally,went to lib. AND I SW MR.MRT!!
HAHA! he's nt gdlookin, BUT he lookd like DIDI!
so yeah..hehe.
arisa startd singing tht song n dancin.
siket jek.HAHA.
n i ws like. WAD TIME IS IT?
ITS 2PM!!
k random i know. well who cares, we hd funnn.
went to BK, our last stop. to eat. just to let time fly.
then we saw some1 we wishd we hdnt.
=.=
kk, imma go do ma assignmnt.
wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: gfs(:, life's like tht
|
|
♔ Monday, November 2, 2009
12:59 AM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
wkdays!!!!
argh!
niwae, spend time with shahida and ama!
kecoh pt BK. mcm keluarger kte nyer,
yg tk ble thn,
i read Ama's bio notes.
and i sw this.
"why semot2? because the bld vessels is compressed"
aku LOL!! showd shahida, and being her, she nasi tambah.
"why ant2?" and being me plk, i said " why ant2 bite2?"
LOL. it ws super funny at tht pt of time.
our expressions kn exaggerating, so it ws super funnay!!!
BK full of o-lvl studs.
ma fone adr new "programme" or wadever u call it.
to infom me biler masok waktu.
which is frm me DAD.
*roll eyes* nk klu peh susa.
(b4 meeting em)
i cnnt take it, i went out, cry, tears of ANGER.
at the staircase. jus snyhw go ppl blk.
HAHA. then head BK.
shahida left early due to her classmeeting at yishun sia?!!
SHE PAITAO US!
but it ws fun la.today ws fun,(its hist alr.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz)
went bck ard 5 plus, aft me sibs ends their shift.
Ama n Mia rebot HONGKI/HONGGI!
HAHAHA. berebot la korg, slmt jonghun AKU slamat.!!
HAHAHAHHAHA
kk wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht, yest is history
|
|
♔ Saturday, October 31, 2009
10:54 PM |
»
May PEace Be Upon To You.
nari mak gua masak laok mahal.MAHAL dok.
which is ketam sth.HAHA.
to cook this, we need like 3 days food cost. thts is why i call it expensive.
but i think mum gt lobang, frm mummy.
so yeah.
sdp.
n went out to meet Ama n Shahida.
eat at her mom's stall.
mee soto de sdp sak.
fooh. haha!
jln2 pt CP. n thts it. struggle to STAY out.
ma fone cnt stop ringin!
nt in gd terms with mom.
she dont wanna talk to me.so yeah, nt ma fault wad.
i TALKD to her u noe. but her IGNORD me. so yeah.
dont get offended then.
*shurg*
i knew she wants a guy as her 1st child n gt me instead.
somewhat a guy, MORE to the grl side.
yeap. idk WHY i AGREE to live in this world.
-.-
byeeeeee
wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
"so hws life?"
"i fuckd it"
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht
|
|
♔ Friday, October 30, 2009
8:13 PM |
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
*sigh*
instead of running away, i shd face it right.?
aiiya..
life's like tht.
screwd.
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht, thinkin aloud
»
May Peace Be Upon To You.
thanks to Daddy (ma uncle)
im deglutinating(chey! mentang2 nsg student) bars after bars...NOW.
just to stimulate ma happy hormone.
oh! i ate 5 bars alr. 11 more to go..its in a box.
i love u Dove.super sweet,
as i ws eating ma doublecheese burger,
i suddenly felt like crying.
tht person ws hurt when u said his existance r like "ghost".
anoher thing..(2days ago)
being some1 who is mature, well, u shdnt like criticize ppl.
well its HER mouth anyway.
the story is like this..
a new kid in ma clas mly guy, dark skin, speaks mly.
yeap. then he's in grp 1.
then one of ma classmate like..idk hw to put it, i cnt say dislike koz idk.
fine, her key words ws "bangla" "smelly (in her 2nd lang)" things like tht.
her pen droppd, then she told ma other classmate to take for her.
n this other calssmate askd "y?"
she said sth like smelly like tht. so the other classmate took for her. and she actually push,
in mly mcm tonyo(haha) kepaler de towards the new kid's arm.
like wtf kn?
then she ask bau tk?
the other classmate say no.
ni wae, the whole convo ws in chi.
so i guess i might b wrong, dont trust me.
*shrug* fine.up to u to believe or nt.
then ma grop mmbr went up to present our part,
then the same mature-but-childish lady said sth relatd with IMH pt.
gah! i hope its nt wad i think it is.
which is, "IMH pt will b wondering.. wy he lookd like an IMH pt himself"
pft, i hope its nt wad i think it is.
if it is, wddahell?! effing evilxzxzxzxz.
n im nt saying im an ANGEL either.
damn this bring me to yr1 sem1.
when ppl misinterpret the word "angel" in 1 of ma entries.
fine. its ur thoughts, only it pisses me off babe.
and i hate u for tht.
*sigh* finally its friday.
i gt alot of things to do, but iono whr to start.
oh damn! ma batch is like the 1st batch to hv PRCP for 6 effing months!
last yr batch only hv to go thru 3 mths.
wtf kn.? then, idk if we r being paid.
damn, will b super tiring.
*throw tantrums*
wokay, imma go update other stuffs.
wansuey
-blacklips
Labels: life's like tht, updates.(:
